Dr. Quack Counsels Winston - WTF?!

[Winston]

Check out this amusing letter I got. I wonder if he's serious or trying to be sarcastic and funny.

Subject: Wu...Winston Wu.. Stirred, but never shaken!

Hello Winston,

I first heard about you when talking on the phone with John Benneth about homeopathy, skeptics, and he mentioned your slugging it out with them. Googled you and found some of your enemies on-line, too. Went to your HappierAbroad site and you make me laugh, man. You're just trying to live the Cassanova life we all would if we could, I think! The Devil's in you as a strayed Christian, indeed!! Then again, who am I to point out a man's sins?

I write to ask you a question which I already know the answer for, but to get you thinking some about it. As time goes by and all that kissing of strange women leaves you feeling empty inside -- wasted and depressed, but just masking it over in an actor's gig of enjoyment and marketing -- what if you somehow channeled all that interest into service of country?

You know what I'm getting at.
America needs people who like to travel abroad.
Who like to mingle, party, and have a sexy babe in each arm.
People like you who can take international businessmen on wife-seeking / wife-swapping tours.
Who can corrupt the souls of key politicians with those babes you keep.

A dangerous profession, indeed. But, then someday you could write books, websites, and market yourself as Winston Wu, the man who truly lived; A great patriot who knew how to party just like Ben Franklin in France; As an old man regretful of his sins and intrigue, a repentant Winston who returns to Christ again in shame....but a colorful life of a great sinner gone great saint all the same. Some American arms delivered abroad. Drugs imported. Russian babes in every port. Powerful friends and mobsters in dark corners. Mixing and mingling with the underworld and doing arms deals with Achmed while rendering key information from the inside that America wouldn't otherwise obtain. You know these holy-roller Taliban sorts -- for all their praying and bullshit -- oooh, do they love to party and sin in youth. In fact, a great majority of Arab terrorism and extremism is often done in Koranic guilt over simply having been prior putang fiends. The most hard-core terrorists....all putang fiends once. Research it sometime. Think about it. Forty virgins?! Come on, man. These dudes are cherry fiends! And you're a man they secretly admire.

Wu....Winston Wu. Superagent Extraordinaire. The King of Putang. Slayer of Arabian Knights. Keeper of the Harems. International Man of Mystery helping save the world from Dr. Evils and rabid sheiks! Gambling with the hottest of chicks in Monte Carlo in your tuxedo. Sending in a few girls here and there to play with skeptics and photograph them in scandals in thanks to your homeopathic buddies who once guided your lost soul to redemption. And then, you see.....all those sordid interests you keep are no longer scandalous, but merely a great hero's putang privy. Because nobody cares of the sins and wanderings of great heroes, you see.

Where America curses you as sleazy today, why tomorrow you could be her beloved James Bond maybe even wearing a secret Congressional Medal of Honor.

Just a thought from General Quack.

I hate to see a brilliant, once Christian life wasted on debauchery when, if adjusted a bit for God & Country, why you could be a legend. Why not be all that you can be, man?

Remember the saying? "Never entrust a sword to a man who won't dance." And you, my friend, where once a wallflower staring at his shoes, you dance with all the lovely ladies today! This is a great warrior in the making, I smell. A great novel not even yet written. Your parents and grandchildren would be proud. Your critics would be held at bay as mere chickenshits who never dared live the life you dared.

Just thinking maybe you might want to think about adjusting your travels some and chasing putang in places like Mindinao and Persia, too? Get the American tax payer paying for your beer instead of you, Special Agent Wu. Every woman wants him; All men want to be him!

Warm regards and Happy New Year,

Sir Quacksalot

[Winston]

Apparently he wasn't joking about suggesting that I work for US intelligence. Have a look at his next letter. This is one of the most fascinating letters I've ever received. I wonder if he's an intelligence operative himself? lol. Apparently he has a narrow view of me and this site, which I will clear up for him.

Hi Winston,

No, no criticism. No judgment. No sarcasm. I'm serious and funny, too. Just saying that your enemies make many criticisms of your life and all that HappierAbroad scandalous living you do. A lot of that I think is in jealousy because you're having fun while they're trapped at home with a nagging wife, brat kids, and now just cranky old farts.

I will tell you very bluntly -- fully serious and no jokes -- that, when I heard about you from John as a defender of homeopathy, and then googled you....I found the criticisms of your enemies. I found it all kinda funny -- that guy who hates you and his website. Unbelievable, so I went to your own site to hear it from the horse's mouth instead. As I studied your site, I see what you're trying to do there. I'm not sure exactly what. I think you're just trying to enjoy life while being outrageous is also excellent marketing factor you probably studied in school. I think you're serious on what you profess. I laugh a little, not at you, but at the whole thing. You're just so blatantly scandalous more than society accepts, and so you remind me a lot of the Cassanova story. Are you familiar with his life and story? Check it out sometime. Ben Franklin was another party boy in France. Most of Washington's politicians....they all like to live your life, but they do so in secret.

My point is that, as I was studying you, I felt kinda sad for you. Not sad like in pity over your sinful life and destruction of the soul; for your ultimate outcome is not mine to know. That's between you and God. Probably you'll be okay and you'll have lived a nice life. But, the course you go now is like being almost a porn star. Might be a fun life. Makes ou some money. Ample good times. But, my point is that with your face and name and past life all over the web, that's something you can never shed. It will always follow you just like an ex-porn star. That's where I was kinda sad for you. Because you defend homeopathy and our physician world is largely composed of women who will hate you or skeptics who will use your HappierAbroad life in order to discredit any good you say for homeopathy or to attack homeopathy (or John) in general for any associaiton to you, I wrote to just offer you consideration of a solution.

I'm not trying to be some busy body. Not trying to antagonize you or hurt your feelings. If I could, I'd probably live my life exactly like you! You're young. Can't blame you. What I see is, however, is a very sad inner need to chase so many women rather than appreciate just one. I have seen these things before in men and friends. It's a sex addict streak, but that is always based in deeper mental derangements. I don't mean that in insulting form, but just as a homeopath sees things. We don't really judge even the most perverse. All just various forms of sickness calling to a particular remedy. You can show me Charely Manson and, where people see an evil man, I see just a sick man who does evil. Someone we could have helped with remedies and proper counseling if caught early on. So, you're a far cry from Mr. Manson. I have seen evils in this world that would make you puke, and the worst of your sins doesn't even measure up, nor to my own. So, I really don't care of your sins. I'm not your Pat Robertson here.

My point is that, if you search your soul deep enough, you will find that you do these things out of an emptiness inside. You may not see that or want to see that, but you do. No shame to it. When I first came across your relentless chase of women, that called out to me in PQRS (Peculiar / Queer/ Rare/ Striking) observation. It is not normal. It is beyond mere lust, now isn't it? How many women have you been with now? Dozens? Over a hundred? Or do you just enjoy conveying that Hugh Heffner impression? In any case, it is a striking and unusual SYMPTOM of something else going on inside you. At the mental level, yes. One's loves, hates, desires, lusts, and aversions tell us the most about the remedy needed. So, anyhow, that's all. I just see something wrong there. Something driving you. An inner sickness/ suffering/ longing you're having trouble satisfying. You talk of homeopathy, but what's going on in you is a need for a homeopathic remedy is all I'm saying.

....So, there's that factor that I observe to you. Secondary is simply that what man could blame you for having fun playing with so many gorgeous women!


Therefore, with no insults intended, the constructive criticism I wanted to mail you is simply that. Just something to consider is all.

The other issue in teasing you as Special Agent Winston Wu was, yes, having fun with teasing you but also very serious. Gets into that ex-porn star emptiness you will later feel if you haven't started to already. My point was that it doesn't matter what you do. Take wealthy businessmen and politicians on vacations to party with wild women. Or, you could hook up with FBI/ INS and dig into the sex slave trade that goes on with kidnapped children out there. Or, you could work your present lustly life into a good CIA gig, too. Whatever.

My point is that you actually do have a very good profile for a potential American spy. You speak a couple languages. You've lost your earlier shyness of nerdy youth. Now you're a stud in every bar abroad. You mix and mingle. You, Winston, could be our new Austin Powers is all I'm saying. No joke. You can live your glamorous, putang-chasing life as you like and nobody would care. Nobody would criticize. Why America would even help you, fund it, and carry you into a very cozy life partying with all the women you like....if only you can find a way to use what you've built and what interests you to her silent service.

Don't you see it? You are already positioned and living the life of Austin Powers and James Bond, but you're just not serving a cause higher than yourself. If you don't feel it yet, that will leave you empty eventually. Empty, ashamed someday, venereal disease-ridden, lonely, married to some tramp at best, and with all the world seeing you as just Winston Wu, former porn star. Ah, but, if somewhere along the way, you find a way to do some good with it -- whether in Intelligence or something else -- then you will have your dignity. In the future, you could even write a book and they'd make a movie on your wild life. You'd transform your future away from Winston Wu, broke and lonely and ex-porn star drinking in the gutters in depression.....to "Wu, Winston Wu....00Quack.....All women want him; All men want to be him; Fastest gun in the West; Super Agent Extraordinaire; High Chief Stud. Rescuer of children! The savior of nations! Yeah, yeah...a horribly sinful man in his day, but what a stud all the same! It's his privy to be like that. He lived the life all men should. He transformed his sleazy ways into the greatest of service to God and Country and his name shall be honored for all time. Wu....Winston Wu. He just liked to shag. He made all the women randy."


Now, you could post that on your website. I don't really care. But, I don't think it's a good idea for you. You like to travel abroad. If you post this, in foreign lands, their intelligence people will start to suspect you as an American spy. The women you kiss abroad they'll suspect as American spies. It'll endanger you, them, and your families. I'm not the one traveling in their countries nor stealing their women.....so, I think it would be no good for you ultimately.

But was just passing you some thoughts to consider. That's all. If you can make that HappierAbroad dream you chase into something blended with bold to service to country or at least something humanitarian and good; Something other than serving thyself (And I don't mean that as an insult)....my point is that's a recipe for designing your life and future into a great, good story rather than something you later grow to regret and resent and depress over like an ex-porn star.

Forget what you think about what American spies should be. You have what it takes. They have some of the most incompetent dipshits and holy roller school boys taking good GS pay for doing basically nothing. You've been abroad. You know your ins and outs in various places. You mingle well. You know how to work a bar and have a pretty girl in each arm. That's a powerful spy factor, Winston. America could send you to do deals in Latin America and Asia especially. Japan, China, Korea, Philippines....your HappierAbroad debauchery is just after-work happy hour time in those lands. You take them on vacations. You get them the gorgeous women. You make friends with them. America helps you set up other business offshoots so you can keep doing business with them. Just depends what you're willing to do and what America needs that matches your asset capacities in the field. But you can write the story of your life however you'd like from there is all I'm saying, Special Agent Wu. And, when you're old and gray, nobody would ever mock you and your sins. No shame would you have over them. No depression. No emptiness.


Only trick -- and the hardest part -- in walking that alternative path I submit for your consideration is that it will become far harder for you to keep from losing your soul entirely. You would certainly be asked to kill or support such operations -- sometimes even with the innocent if required -- if you spend many years in that ugly world. It is an invisible world filled with great evil and also great good. How your soul lives or dies is entirely as you make of it. You'd just be stepping into the seat of a much faster race car. You can drive in greater aggression to the finish line or off the cliff with your soul entirely as you choose. Or you can be as you are. Whatever.

Just some thoughts for you,

DQ

P.S. I CC this to John since he's our mutual friend and you CC'd him on the last one. Nothing to private between us three. Apologies if I have offended you. Just saying things as I see it and giving you some things to consider that you might not otherwise have.

[Winston]

Here is my response to him, in which I try to set things straight.

Hi Doc Quack,

Interesting observations. Yours is one of the most amusing I've ever gotten.

But you seem to have a few misconceptions about me and you do not seem to see the big picture about me. Allow me to clarify and explain:

- First, I presume you saw the hate site about me at winston-wu.com. Right? If so, let me ask you this: Who would you believe - Someone who sticks their neck out for the truth, like me, even when it's unpopular? Or someone who spends time and energy bashing someone who never wronged them, which indicates that they have mental problems?

Check out this list of comparison quotes about me vs. one of my enemies, and tell me which of us you would trust:

http://www.happierabroad.com/stefan_vs_winston.htm

Like I told my critics before, no one who is happy and has a lot of friends hates me. It's always the loners who hate everyone who go after me. I can prove it too, cause I know these people. But since they hate everyone, it doesn't mean anything if they hate me.

They are not really critics. They are liars who bash and try to defame me, using many dishonest tactics and words. Serious critics don't do that. So you can't take them seriously.

- I am not a defender of homeopathy. Benneth is. I am a debunker of the fallacies of pseudoskepticism and other types of BS. That should be evident from both my sites. Nowhere do I claim to be a defender of homeopathy. I only have a general knowledge of it.

- My site is not just about getting girls and sex. It's about being happier overseas. That includes a variety of ways, mentally, emotionally and spiritually as well. My site and message deals with social life, dating and mental health, not just girls and sex. You seem to have gotten a narrow impression, so I'm not sure how much of my site you read, or if you only saw the photo collage and judged me from it?

In that sense, my site HELPS others. Look at all the people I've inspired in these quotes:

http://www.happierabroad.com/ebook/Quotes.htm

- As to emptiness, I would not say that I get girls due to an inner emptiness. Perhaps you are thinking too much in New Age terms. Yes I am a sex addict, and part of that is biochemical and just who I am, not something that's learned or conditioned. But what drives me psychologically can be best understood if you read my 20 year loneliness story here:

http://www.happierabroad.com/Loneliness_Story.htm

Then you'll understand all about what drives me deep down.

Yes it is part of a control drama. Like Batman says in the film "Batman Forever", once you avenge your parents, it doesn't stop, you go out and repeat it over and over again without end. It's like that for me too. Once I get a girl, the satisfaction and fulfillment is only temporary. Soon it returns.

- But why is that a bad thing? How am I a sinner? Perhaps you are looking at it from a Judeo Christian perspective. Not all religions have puritannical values. Hinduism doesn't. Ever heard of the Kama Sutra?

I do not do anything illegal or unethical. My relationships are mutual. Yes I have multiple partners and flirt with multiple girls and enjoy having different girls. But why is that immoral or sinful? Perhaps you are looking at this through the narrow prism of religion, rather than logic.

Rather than emptiness, I would say that what drives me is a psychological vengeance to correct my past, out of anger and resentment, as well as an addiction to the adrenaline rush I get from meeting a new girl and touching her, which sends electricity through me and gets me on a high. I simply enjoy it. And no it does not make me depressed. Sometimes I get tired of it after a while, but when I do, I simply pursue other interests, like stimulating conversations (like we're having now) or spiritual pursuits, or I read and study history.

So you see, if I get tired of getting girls or skirt chasing, I simply go on a cool down period and pursue OTHER interests and desires. Simple as that. I do not feel depressed and empty. Come on now. lol

But as you saw, getting girls is not my only desire. I am involved in many other things and have many interests, some of which are intellectual and spiritual. This helps keep me a balanced person, not a one track minded type. So I think you do not see the big picture about me. If I get tired of one of my interests and desires, such as making love to girls or courting them or hanging out with them, I simply pursue other interests until those desires return again. I do not sit and feel empty and depressed, like Elvis Presley did.

Heck I don't even drink alcohol. That should tell you that I do not feel "empty". So yes I do get tired of doing one thing too much, but I wouldn't call that an empty feeling. I still find ways to enjoy life in other ways. I am far more multi-faceted and multi-dimensional than you had me pegged as. Understand that at least.

- FYI, I happen to have a steady girlfriend I live with and a two year old son too. So I have a stable family life as well as some girls on the side, the best of both worlds so to speak (though sometimes it causes a lot of friction).

So I am not just a skirt chasing sex addict. I am a family man as well. I don't think you read enough about me to see the big picture.

See some pictures of me and my girlfriend and son here:

http://www.happierabroad.com/phpBB2/vie ... php?t=3342

- Yeah I do have some skills and abilities that would make me into a good spy. You are right about that and that is very perceptive of you. I have given that thought in the past too.

But look at all that would be involved. First, I do not enjoy taking risks or being in dangerous situations. I am cautious and prefer safety and no risk. Being a spy or working for intelligence on the field involves a lot of risk and danger.

Also, a real spy is not like James Bond. He does not attract attention. Getting girls would attract attention. He goes about unnoticed. James Bond would be a terrible spy in real life cause he attracts too much attention. I think you watch too many movies

Finally, a spy has to be loyal to his government, without regard to morality or who is in the right and wrong. Didn't you see the movie "Patriot Games" with Harrison Ford? Serving your country means you have to agree with all its foreign policies, even those that involve assassinations, murder, and taking over resources of foreign lands for US corporate interests. Did you see the new movie Avatar? It's a good example of that.

As a truth fighter, I am not like that. I am not an ignorant patriot who supports my country at all costs. I do not place loyalty about truth and justice. I place truth above all else. Truth is my God.

To be a spy or a foreign diplomat, you have to side with US policy at all times and in all situations, regardless of who is right or wrong and regardless of your personal feelings. Do you really think I'm like that? Haven't you seen my anti brainwashing articles and counter culture articles?

If not, have a look here:

http://www.happierabroad.com/ebook/Page31a.htm

And don't worry. Posting your letter in my forum (which I already have) will not have foreign governments thinking that I'm a spy. lol. Get real. It is clear from your letters that I am not a spy and that you are merely suggesting that I would be a good one. There is no harm in saying that. Anyone can say such a thing. But governments do not care. You are reading too much into it.

Besides, if the FBI or CIA wanted me, they would have already contacted me. They probably know who I am and know that I am loyal to the truth and probably would not make a good spy, since I am uncorruptable and immune to brainwashing.

So obviously they don't want me.

Or are you working for them? lol

If you want me to work for intelligence services so much, why don't you contact them about me?

- Yes my Happier Abroad movement may have tarnished my reputation. But so what? I live what I believe in and that keeps my dignity intact. I can't always worry about what everyone thinks. As long as I speak the truth and fight for the truth, my honor and dignity are intact.

What have I lost anyway? I was not planning on a career with corporate America anyway. Nor was I planning to run for office. Plus I have not done anything immoral or illegal either. I simply live and think out of the box and against political correctness. Since I am not a threat to anyone or anything in power, they couldn't care less about digging up dirt on me.

If you don't mind, I would like to add your interesting and amusing letter to my fan archive here:

http://www.happierabroad.com/ebook/Reader_Responses.htm

Btw, have you seen my new film and slide shows yet?

http://www.happierabroad.com/film.php

http://www.happierabroad.com/slideshows.php

I would also welcome you to participate in my forum, so you can see a bigger picture, since you have some misconceptions and narrow ideas about me. It'll help broaden your mind.

http://www.happierabroad.com/phpBB2/index.php

Check out this thread there where some members are proposing I do a documentary of Happier Abroad:

http://www.happierabroad.com/phpBB2/vie ... php?t=6950

Anyhow, I hope the above has helped you to see a broader picture of things.

Thanks,
Winston

PS - If Ben Franklin lived a party boy life in France in secret, as you said, then how is that information part of the public knowledge about him?

[Grunt]

I wouldn't trust this clown as far as I could throw him. I dunno Winston, I have noticed a vast improvement in your level of maturity and insight lately, so why entertain such buffoonery?

The only people that want to join the CIA are child rapists, child murderers, child traffickers, drug traffickers, or general scum of the earth trailer trash. Didn't you hear about those CIA goons that executed a bunch of school children, then got their sorry asses blown up by one of the locals? That whole sordid affair is all you will ever need to know about who and what the CIA is.

[momopi]

The majority of intelligence agency related jobs are desk-bound. If you enjoy sitting in a cubical all day...

[Repatriate]

Heh why would you want to work for the U.S. government? Seriously. It's a stifling bureaucracy full of middle aged midwestern type fairly conservative white people who look at the world in shades of black or white to the detriment of usually anyone who gets in the way of U.S. "interests." This wouldn't be a bad thing altogether but usually the interests are corporate or economic in nature and have nothing to do with freedom or anything of that sort.

Also if you think about it the intel gathering ability of the U.S. has been a joke and events of the past decade has pretty much proven that. The only place where it's glamorous is in Hollywood where CIA agents are kickass super suave guys like Jason Bourne. In reality they are just pencil pushing Dilbert types who get by on a government paycheck and do the dirty work of politicians and other demagogues.

No offense Winston but you also are pretty far from their ideal. They tend to target super wealthy American expats or corporate industrialist types who are willing to provide cover for them.

[Master2]

Heh why would you want to work for the U.S. government? Seriously. It's a stifling bureaucracy full of middle aged midwestern type fairly conservative white people who look at the world in shades of black or white to the detriment of usually anyone who gets in the way of U.S. "interests." This wouldn't be a bad thing altogether but usually the interests are corporate or economic in nature and have nothing to do with freedom or anything of that sort.

Also if you think about it the intel gathering ability of the U.S. has been a joke and events of the past decade has pretty much proven that. The only place where it's glamorous is in Hollywood where CIA agents are kickass super suave guys like Jason Bourne. In reality they are just pencil pushing Dilbert types who get by on a government paycheck and do the dirty work of politicians and other demagogues.

No offense Winston but you also are pretty far from their ideal. They tend to target super wealthy American expats or corporate industrialist types who are willing to provide cover for them.

Those damn white people.

[Master2]

I wouldn't trust this clown as far as I could throw him. I dunno Winston, I have noticed a vast improvement in your level of maturity and insight lately, so why entertain such buffoonery?

The only people that want to join the CIA are child rapists, child murderers, child traffickers, drug traffickers, or general scum of the earth trailer trash. Didn't you hear about those CIA goons that executed a bunch of school children, then got their sorry asses blown up by one of the locals? That whole sordid affair is all you will ever need to know about who and what the CIA is.

Grunt, I REALLY recommend that you take your medications on time. Delusions are the result of not doing that. You can get the help that you need you just have to be compliant.

[puresalvation]

Do you think I'd be a good US intelligence spy?.

There's only one in here that would fit that bill. That is JamesBond lol

He's just right for it lol.

Regards.

Pure.

[Winston]

The majority of intelligence agency related jobs are desk-bound. If you enjoy sitting in a cubical all day...

How do you know this? From CIA sources? Momopi, we went over this before. You can't trust the government's own sources about itself, especially when it comes to the CIA, which has had a long history of criminal and covert activity.

They have lied and deceived many times to cover their tracks, assassinated people, engaged in crimes and drug trafficking. They deny it, but there is so much evidence and paper trails and whistleblowers to prove it.

Even Senator John Kerry said that there is no question that the CIA is behind drug trafficking. Of course the CIA would have to deny it. What did you expect them to do?

I think you have a deep belief that authority = truth, and therefore assume that official sources are all fact without questioning them. That is a common flaw and fallacy.

But of course, you said you weren't interested in whether official sources might be lying or not, cause truth isn't the highest goal on your list. I just wanted to point this out again that it is a fallacy to assume that official sources are the truth. Some cannot think outside the box of course, and so find it unfathomable that official sources can lie. Their brain seems to have something blocking them from accepting that reality or possibility.

[Winston]

Heh why would you want to work for the U.S. government? Seriously. It's a stifling bureaucracy full of middle aged midwestern type fairly conservative white people who look at the world in shades of black or white to the detriment of usually anyone who gets in the way of U.S. "interests." This wouldn't be a bad thing altogether but usually the interests are corporate or economic in nature and have nothing to do with freedom or anything of that sort.

Also if you think about it the intel gathering ability of the U.S. has been a joke and events of the past decade has pretty much proven that. The only place where it's glamorous is in Hollywood where CIA agents are kickass super suave guys like Jason Bourne. In reality they are just pencil pushing Dilbert types who get by on a government paycheck and do the dirty work of politicians and other demagogues.

No offense Winston but you also are pretty far from their ideal. They tend to target super wealthy American expats or corporate industrialist types who are willing to provide cover for them.

Not only that, but I am not corruptible and they want people who have no morals or conscience and believe that the ends justify the means too. I do have the resourcefulness and cunning to be a spy, but not the character.

Remember that movie where Matt Damon is some genius prodigy, and the CIA recruits him for intelligence work? I wonder if that happens in real life, where some child prodigy gets approached by intelligence operatives offering them a career. lol

[Shokkers]

Winston probably would make a good spy, BUT that would put him at odds with his goal of enjoying and promoting other cultures. Outside of wartime, spies generally end up exploiting other countries. And even when they don't, their mistakes can cost lives...for example, the US 'accidentally' bombed a Chinese embassy in a third-world country because they hadn't updated their MAPS.

However, if you think about spying as merely being the gathering of intelligence, then he really already is one, except a) his identity is known, and b) he doesn't answer to anyone.

[polya]

Oh Winston, this sounds like a set up. They obviously need a patsy for the next shoe bomber or underwear bomber, and this is what you'd become if you listened to guys like this. - It usually comes out that these "terrorists" are handled by the alphabet organisations - Tim Mcveay said he had microchips implanted in him... Al CIAda terrorists admit to things they could never have done...do I need to go on?? This is truely terrible and after your killed they can make up any story they like about you. I soppose its what the US has become - ratting out everyone before someone does it to you. I see Marcus Wolf has guided his employer (Homeland Security) well.

[Winston]

It turns out that that guy is a bit nutty, imbalanced and immature, even though he found out about me through a mutual friend. Here he writes a long flawed letter to me full of half truths, and then he sends me links to videos he made about me where he poses as a TALKING BUNNY which gives me advice! Then he consults The Mola, played by my friend John Benneth, as a duck asking what to do about me cause he finds me disturbing! What a nutjob. What kind of a guy calls himself "Dr. Quack" and "Ducky"?! And what drives a man like that to probe my life and make smart ass remarks?

Here is his long rant:

Winston,

I know you have set up a variety of defense mechanisms, seemingly logical constructs, and now believe you have found the secret to happiness, but, deep down, you and I know this is self-bullshit. You are not happy inside. Not balanced. You are still much that hurting , angry, and rejected little boy inside constantly in search of the affection of others and women in particular. You have not yet discovered that a man needs no women or others in his life to be happy. They are niceties of life, but not essential. Consider the monks.

I have been going over your life story and see many interesting things. I will comment on that later. My reply to you is a long one and unfinished. Was working on it some the other day, some last night, and then I'll just sit on it for a day or so before sending. I don't think you should post it to your forum, but that is your choice and perhaps it well help others in a similar situation. The reason for that is because I am giving you an honest critique of what I see wrong in your life and constructs and offering you thoughts on how you can fix that and find real happiness. Vanity is a powerful thing. You have beared your soul to a cyberspace world of people and critics -- many of whom you don't know -- and you do that almost insanely so largely out of a need to tell your hurting story and be accepted. The cyberspace world is cruel and filled with avatar-based assholes who type too loosely while their opinions and comments mean a lot to you.

In any case, I am basically cooking up a "prescription" for you. John and I have been considering possible homeopathic remedies for you, but I told him that I didn't know enough about you. Now I am starting to see a remedy that can help you, but your psychiatric issues and hurt are the primary driver of everything. The tangled ball of string that is now your head, your thoughts, insecurities, etc....it's doing remarkably well, but there are a few key areas which will continue to lead you down a road of never findng happines. Where you are now is in a stage of life like having found a new Robin. Seems good for a time. You think you've got it all figured out. But, just as what stays in Yang for a very long time must eventually flow to Yin, and as you have observed in all past relationships, the foundation upon which things are built just always breaks down at some point -- throwing you back into that great lonliness, depression, and fear of rejection.

Notice how you found Robin not the girl of your dreams, but strung it along awhile for your own needs. And then, when she grew tired of that and dumped you.....remember that hurt because you did not CONTROL the outcome? You wanted to dump her. You didn't want to dump her. Couldn't because you NEEDED her too much. Cried like a baby to her you did, and yet cold was her heart because you had hurt her, too.

You claim to have now found the Elixir of Life and have become a great guru, but, if life is so wonderful and happier abroad, why do you keep coming home? If there are such dream girls out there, why have you not sat still with just one? Why do you keep searching? You are not a sex-addict, Winston. Sex is just the subsitute and crutch you have inserted to fill that emptiness and hurt going all the way back to childhood. Until you deal with that original issue in more constructive ways, your life will never find happiness because the course you go now is good for a man but bad for women, children, and families, and ultimately bad for the man.

My view to your story is, yes, less narrow than earlier but still seeing those same abnormalities and self-destructive course. It is one thing to reject the ways of bankrupt American culture and women, but you have gone too far to the point that it is a house built upon poor foundation and ultimately destined to collapse again. This girl you're with now will eventually dump you like Robin did and take the boy, too. You will be a newfound low.

What you need more than even homeopathy is to embark upon a spiritual retreat. At least 30 days all by yourself out in nature. No women. No family. No sex. Nothing but you, your tent, a fishing pole, a supply of food, a bible to read when you get so bored, one other book, but nothing else. No thinking of women and sex. No beating off. Just 30 long days and nights in serenity and monk-like meditation. A private place. A campground somewhere. Many are they in the Bay Area. Just you and your knife. You all alone in the silence of your mind. You all alone in boredom that will seem endless for 30 days. As you start to preserve your life force during that 30 day period of celibacy challenge and not ejaculate it away, you will start to feel the power of your spirit. Your Chi. Your Vital Force. It is like finding the Djedi within. All alone with none watching you, I suggest feeling for that and exploring Tai Chi and Qi Gong motions in feeling your spirit and seeing how that power can be projected to extinguish a candle flame at a distance daily. Use that as a gauge of mental discipline, focus, and rebuilding the inner power. I will not tell you what religion you should choose, but will just remind you that the world of meditation and spirit is the most dangerous place you can ever venture. Take that bible with you and remember the lessons of your Evangelical Days, and that is all I will say. But, if you wish to no longer NEED women, or their AFFECTION and ACCEPTANCE, or to need any in the world....you must first learn to detach from all those things and become comfortable with just you and God.

You need to get rid of all the noise in your mind -- separate from the distractions of the world; shelter your eyes from all the tits and ass thrown at us daily; remove yourself from the daily cares and stresses and pressures -- and just go take time to heal. What you are is just a grown up version of that same hurting little boy and you walk through life with an open, festering wound. The world pours salt in it. They agitate it. Some things soothe it. But, you have never given the wound a chance to close up and heal into just a scar. And each time you quest for the affections of women or jack off in dreaming of them, all you do is tear open that wound more.

So, anyhow, think about that for now. Don't respond. Don't argue with me. Doc Quack is always right! It's okay. As said, I'm not your judge. Not your Pat Robertson. You need not explain more. You don't need my ACCEPTANCE or fear my REJECTION. John Benneth is our mutual friend. He cares about and your future. Michael Goodspeed is your friend. There are plenty of people around you in life who have cared about and not REJECTED you.

As for me, I look at people as they are -- the good and the bad -- and mostly I just see those imbalances that are self-destructive. We are all imbalanced. We have all been tortured by life. Hurt greatly. Some more than others. I was an only child, too. The tortures of my childhood came mostly from parents always at war with each other. Continually. Ceaseless fighting. I was born the youngest and favorite of 12 other grandchildren and looking just like my granny's deceased boy who died at age 12, so she loved me like no other....and that only invited the wrath the cousin I deposed from his throne. I was born among teenage wolves. They'd drag me kicking, screaming, and crying and lock me in dark closets. Sicked the dog on me. Teased and bullied, you name it. Shot at with BB guns. They hung me off the Gold Gate Bridge railing, Winston -- staring down at the ocean below my shoes screaming and crying hysterically. And the funny part is that, among an intense fear of heights partly among all that, I later became a pilot, too!

It was not all bad in my childhood. The girls were kind and the older cousins looked after me. But none of that was terribly traumatic; for they actually loved and ACCEPTED me, if you can believe that. I was just born the runt pup and sometimes among wolves -- like the youngest of siblings who is a fun target to kick around. The constant fighting of my parents all my life, that impacted me most. There is actually no suffering in life that I ever encountered that hurt me more than that, and I would encourage you to think about that in regard to the future of your son. He deserves better. He has "done nothing wrong", right?

Unlike with you, I did not suffer the continual rejection of my peers. All that prior to Kindergarten had hardened me. Intense fear and trembling eventually passes to just numbness while also locking deep anger down in you. It strengthens and also wounds you. It comingles with fires of temper and can make for a very dangerous thing. In Kindergarten, these idiot M.D.'s thought me "bullheaded and bull-legged", so I was forced into those damn Forest Gump leg braces. First day in school I was "Robot Boy" encircled by wolves. Just a mess of punching, kicking, screaming, shoved and being shoved, spat upon.....by a playground circle of little boys and girls. And my braces broke. And I cried. And the sexy teacher just kissed me while punishing the kids. They stopped partly because I fought back and hurt some and teacher forced them to be nice to the "handicapped" boy and Frankenstein freak. In 1st Grade, I got along well with my peers. However, I did try to strangle the toughest bully in our class among playground mayhem and when they really pissed me off. Oooh, I was the dunce that day. By 2nd Grade, I was in a new Catholic school with a wolf pack that had bonded since the year prior. And oh how they teased me some, but mostly in having fun. They were not mean-hearted kids like I'd often encountered in public schools. They were loved at home and parents sacrificed to put them there, not just sent to the public school baby sitters. It does make a big difference when you have nuns trying to make warm-hearted kids.

Anyhow, for me, I was well liked, popular all through school, had many friends, almost no enemies, and had the chance to evolve fairly normally. There were times in my youth in a new neighborhood where I was this nerd kid the older ones didn't want to play with, and that hurt but I had friends at school. I was among the smartest kids in my class through the 8th Grade, but never really considered a nerdy nerd. Was never with the super cool kids all the girls dreamed of, but cute. Had my girlfriends.

I don't mean to rub that in your nose and trigger that ENVY and JEALOUSY in you, but I do mean to point out that how one reacts when bullied and teased is like blood in the water among sharks, and you never learned to not give them that blood in the water. I had years of practice among older cousins that made me unshakeable and even immune to pain and teasing by school time. Had I shown any indication of hurt, sadness, or bleeding for them....oooh, they would have gobbled me up, and I'd have gone down a path of isolation more like your own. Children are like wolves!

Among your story, this thing of having nobody wanting to come to your birthday party....that says it all, Winston. I have been detested in life at times -- rejected by my peers for taking a stand on various things and wrongs and with chicken shits and supposed "friends" and "comrades" too p***y to know me, and that hurts -- but I cannot even fathom your sadness and pain there as a kid. You were put through psychological torture no kid should endure. I'll cover that later, but it's a very key aspect of your personality and behavioral evolution. That's probably the biggest, deepest reaching wound to the heart; The start of it all.

And so, all your life you're looking to define your self worth based in the APPROVAL, ACCEPTANCE, AFFECTION, and WARMTH of others. But that is a course that leads to misery; for, even if you did find the perfect woman and perfect friends and perfect life....everything is always changing. People come and go in life. They die. In the end, you die all alone and often without the love of anyone in this world. Through hurt, dreaming of better, perpetual jacking off in reinforcement of delusion, and perpetual ejaculation in chase of momentary delusion....you have been concentrating all of your life force --- energies designed to channel everything of you into procreation -- and just spurting it out while conditioning your mind that your self-worth can only be found in the AFFECTION of others and the world. Those cruel kids are still playing a mean joke on you. You think you're getting your vengeance and you're not. Why? Because as much as you hate those cruel kids of your memory, flat out reality is that you still NEED THEM. You still chase their APPROVAL and AFFECTION.

Until you just say, "f**k it!!! I am me. I am comfortable with my own soul and I don't need anyone in this world."...until you find that, you will never close that wound. And your life will never have a chance at true happiness for you, the girl, and your son....until you do close that wound and let it heal. Right now, all you do is put a bandaid over all that gangrene. You work to balance it out, and, sure, it's working fairly well for you. You've become more outgoing. You've found times of happiness. You've managed to kiss many beautiful women. You've had good times. Life is happier for you now, certainly. But that wound is still festering. Still unhealed. And so all the life you build, constructs you set up, and seeming logic and wisdom to your ways.....it's all just a house of cards toppled with the slightest wind. It has no foundation. It has no cure of that gangrene infecting the heart and mind, and those two areas also impact the physical health in time. As your life falls apart in the future -- the girling dumping you, the boy estranged from you and hating you, the world shunning you as a mess, and society perpetually REJECTING you because your ways are outrageous and a threat to its fabric which is Family -- that is not Happier anything.

Don't argue with Ducky.
Just soak it in and contemplate it.
I'll be back later with additional notes.

First of my quack prescriptions is not a pellet, but rather homeopathic in psychology. Law of Similars based. Fear of rejection and being alone is your core mental disease. You have actually made your life so outrageous that rejection is expected and now you are building immunity to it from strangers, but, when it comes again in those close to you, it will wound you all the more. What you need is CONTROL of that social aspect. This time with YOU rejecting the world, people, and its many distractions for a period of solitude. Hurting people are selfish by nature. It is normal. But, you must spend time with only yourself -- all alone. Happiness in life is about finding what you most fear and conquering it. Has nothing to do with women or sex; for you don't fear those things. You like that! Who doesn't! This thing of NEEDING AFFECTION. Needing to be loved. Needing to be wanted, accepted, etc. That you need to learn to shed and wear it like a loose set of clothing in life. You need to first become Master Wu before you can even try to be anyone's guru, and that is not to be found in anyone other than yourself. It's not found in the moaning and groaning of sex of closeness with another, but rather in solitude, in preservation and amplification of the Life Force through the practice of celibacy, and in detachment from the world. Then you will be truly free, Winston. A homeopathic remedy can help. Acupuncture can help. But only that retreat will start to heal those wounds. It may take longer than 30 days in solitude, but that's a starting point and you will feel the wound heal some. Then, you can return to that place as needed over time. And go there daily. And there you will find HAPPINESS THROUGH INDEPENDENCE of spirit and evolving fully into a man, not in CODEPENDENCE.

Warm regards,

Doc

[Winston]

Here the dude makes a video where he uses a rabbit to critique my life! WTF?! What a weirdo. Seems disturbed.



Here is what he wrote in the description box of the video:

On 14 JAN 2010, General Quack contacted Winston Wu (operator of the http://www.HappierAbroad.com website) asking him to reconsider the debaucherous life he leads now that he has a son. Winston has been a valiant warrior against the skeptic crowd and is a stage actor friend of John Benneth (YouTube's Bandershot; who is also Dr. Quack's colleague & pal), but his behavior is scandalous, hurtful to women, hurtful to the mother of his son, and ultimately self & family destructive. Someday he might regret it like an ex-porn star.

Therefore, Dr. Quack proposed that Winston's public persona of basically soft-porn and sex tourist womanizing might be transformed over time into something great and American patriot....if only Winston might desire to serve a cause greater than himself. Wu...Winston Wu...is an Asian who speaks a few languages, travels well, has lost his earlier wallflower ways, and -- if able to conquer his psychiatric difficulties among a childhood of torturous rejection by peers, deep anger, and extreme narcissism brought on by existence in psychological Regression -- Dr. Quack believes no man is impossible to redeem or abandoned by God. Dr. Quack argues to Winston that even the worst and most shameful of situations which seem hopeless can be transformed to legendary good done. He reminds Winston that this perpetual quest for "putang" and exhibitionism is actually driven by a deeper need for ACCEPTANCE BY PEERS and LOVE, but that his womanizing is not really based in "sex-addiction" or lust. Rather, it was originally rooted in a dangerous anger at women and children. Winston makes many truthful observations about the shallowness of American society and women, but that is not the case for all or most of them. While offshore women are certainly different and often more traditional (particularly upkeeping a good act for Winston's American dollar!), Dr. Quack believes Wu's observations and conclusions there are based in remnant anger and resentment. Winston: If offshore women are so wonderful, why did you not stop with all the beauties in Russia? In other nations? What still drives you? It is not at all a love of women. Sex is the crutch and substitute masking the anger! Let it go. Forgive. Live. Be truly happy. Anger mixed with sex and sex tourism is a slippery slope that leads to only exponential perversion.

Outside of this, there may only be one stud in all the world and that is Sir Ducksalot. Rescuer of the Queen; All princesses want him; All men want to be him. There is a difference between a lover of all the world's women, quack defense of their virtues, and a blatant womanizer, Winston. Dr. Quack shall proceed to provide public counseling and suggestion of homeopathic remedy to Winston Wu in the hopes that he may find his way. Dr. Quack is a self-serving celebrity just like Dr. Phil, you know.

Though Dr. Quack counseled Winston in private, the exhibitionist in him insisted on posting the correspondence to his forum here:

http://www.happierabroad.com/phpBB2/vie ... sc&start=0

Should Winston Wu manage to take his personal life more stable and shed his anger and compulsions over time, then, yes, he would make a very fine Austin Powers. Without that, however, such would only lead to bad things.
Dr. Quack had hoped Winston might like to transform his life and it is not yet too late. The homeopathic remedy, Hyos, is very fitting for this particular case.

* Funny Bunny is dirty here because he was recently rescued away from life as a Rottweiler's chew toy. After having his eyes, smile, and guts torn out, Dr. Quack cured all that with a pencil and Phosphorous remedy. Funny Bunny however, suffers Sever PTSDS and is a long-term patient and animal research experiment at http://www.MolecularDyne.com.

* Get your free ebook on Influenza defense, cancer, and homeopathy at http://docquack.cwahi.net/duckybook.htm