Oy Lads

[IndiesPyrate]

Oy Lads. I'm a 19 year old male "living" in Tejas in the USSofGay. I been lurkin' this site for may'ap 'round 3 or so years now, and already was redpill'd about Americunt/Western women when I was a freshman in HS(before I came upon this site via Steve Hoca mentioning it and Winston Wu). I too like many of ye(asides from the trolls and apologists) have been become and am VERY disillusion'd with American women and America/the Anglosphere in general. All of me entire life(a side note to grammar-nazis and trolls I talk like this irl naturally and write likewise, so leave off ya knaves) have I been rejected by women, and practically every time, they've spar'd me NO quarter in their brutality, or in their passive aggressive double talk and mind games. I'd be in so much pain seeing people with gfs and partners, and wanted sex, etc. etc. but never could get it, and as you obviously can presume, I was (and basically still f***ing am) blam'd for it mineself and given all the traditional shaming tactics used against average and below average males what speak out about this openly, or cry out in pain because they are so hurt and are about to f***ing SNAP. Anyhap, it got so bad to where in my Senior year in HellSchool I had gone thru so many rejections, and so much isolation,(yet literally NO ONE save for me cared and expected me to do their cunt-shite retarded dumbing down work anyways) that I "tested" out of there early, and didn't walk at graduation. Now here sit I all day at this crappy house I'm in all alone until my mum and all comes back from work, coping trying to make it thru the day and not commit suicide. I do have a plan to visit, then move to Uruguay in South America and am working on writing books to try and earn money and all, ebooks and an actual publisher what may'ap be willin' to publish me as well.(If I can get the bloody bastard written jejejeh)The problem is that I feel quite trapp'd here in the USofGay (its 100%artificial superficial "culture", nigh TOTAL auto-dependent urban planning, almost everything is GMO'd, depressing atmosphere, deluded DULLARD populace, AWFUL stuck up unfriendly ENTITLED females of all ages, constant propaganda to brainwash people etc.) and find it hard to keep up the willpower.

Also the fact that I, along with many other disillusion'd "young" males here hath nigh no place where 'tall to turn to, not even online. Many places are extremely bluepill'd and ban you for speaking like this, and even on here lately I've notic'd SO many PC trolls, and "holier than thou" "moralistic" posters and stuff on this site as a sometimes, and it frustrates the bloody Bejesus out of me, because a lot of the posters here act just as high and mighty, and conformist as the masses here in the West they so claim to be against, and sometimes when reading here I get a sort of "crabs in a barrel" bizzaro sort of feeling. I feel so goddamn'd tired and stress'd out due to being stuck in a place I don't belong and not having a proper real outlet(and yes I do work out and exercise quite frequently, I also eat ONLY Organic and Natural foods and drink, no GMO's), and it just becomes really hard to stay focus'd to my goal and work towards it rather than feel(rightfully so) depress'd and suicidal, its gotten to the point now wherein I cannot go to any f***ing store without feeling angry because of :

1:Having to f***ing go there in a shitty f***ing car and all the where else, in the stead of using my goddamn'd legs I was born with and being able to walk the streets to go places like people used to years ago

2.The disgusting(non organic) GMO's and useless f***ing OVER PRICED junk your average f***ing idiot is buying because they live in an artificial paradigm wrought forth to 'em by the Zionist Femincunt Lame-Stream Media, thus and thenceforth 'comin' quite the artificial superficial moron themselves,(or just reinforcing it).

3.The soulless OBESE stuck up, wall'd off, RUDE, paranoid idiots(the women are especially the worst regardless of the age as you of course know) roaming around the store, it being impossible to meet anyone and again everyone(especially the Unless you're Hot-looking by modern standards or High Status Prudish She-Beasts)staying off to their own, etc.

I mean I could go on forever, but I mean I am really in an unbearable way here, and again feel quite trapp'd. And have literally no one I can talk to (don't mention f***ing therapy its a total goddamn'd scam from the Freemasonic/Illuminated Medical Industry) and more or less have a bunch of pent up Anguish and Despond. Lads, it's really it's REALLY side-tracking me from pursuing my goal of learning Spanish, becoming a writer, and moving to Uruguay, and I know if I speak of this to or around the wrong person irl or online I'll get BOMBARDED with all the typical bullshite cuntshite dumbshite gobshite gatekeeping NWO clichés about how America is the "best" place and that nowhere else as "nearly" as "free" as the ussa, even feminist west Europe. I now regularly around ppl feel like(especially around mostly women save for my mum and sister) ripping their bloody organs out and restringing a f***ing Mandolin with them.

Anyways all in all, I'm glad I found this site, and thank Winston for helping put together a place that really help'd put together and summarizes all the ways I felt deep down about America and the truths and such. And overall this place is still great. Sorry if I went on for too long, but I needed to vent and thought may'ap I could find like minded dissenting-sentiments, and solutions to things amongst the really cool and decent posters here including of course Winston. Unfortunately there aren't many outlets at all for males what have found themselves displac'd and outcasted in the world, especially us "younger" guys in the west. Thank ye lads.

[IndiesPyrate]

Also I regularly dress like I'm from the 18th century, as I'm quite fond of it.(Particularly in the early 1700's in the Golden age of Pyracy). I can regularly be seen in "poet" shirts and knee breeches(along with long trousers of course)and waistcoats. Interestingly, I haven't gotten any shite for the way I dress, and even if so wouldn't give two lillyfucks jejejejeh. So of course that just makes me even MORE of an outcast, it seems that if you have lots of creativity, or dress and act differently you are even MORE isolated and ignored here lol. And also there is this common recurring myth here that just because it's Texas and/or the South, it's somehow better....... IT'S NOT. I f***ing HATE texas, people are so goddam passive aggressive here with HUGE fragile inflated egos(both genders tho' women are worse), or belligerent rude pussies(both genders). Its SOOOO f***ing HOT here, and the allergies are bloody awful. Don't even get me started on the Rednecks and Pseudo Rednecks and "Cowboys".

[starchild5]

Sorry to hear about your life in US.....It would-could get much worse for you -- No Fear Porn - I'm third world guy and even I think - people in America suffer more than guys in third world countries...on a soul to soul basis..not poverty...America - Sucks your SOUL....

I don't know how far you have come in Conspiracy..Its the AI....Strange, it may sound...I have absolutely no issue's dating American women...infact...they are my favorite ....I just dated an American women in Germany and I'm gonna meet another one soon.....they are all my type...

Now, I will not go on blaming you...Its how the AI works....Its not your fault...You need to join forces by meeting like minded Americans and develop a group consciousness

Your vibe is very White..blonde typish...They are after your kind...It won't be easy for you....You need to find your own kind....The fight is about White race and the darkness....Also, you need to be in contact with Nordic Aliens by now....Its all BS that Aliens don't exists etc.....we already know they do...

As a guy born in third world sh*t hole....even then I believe....your are at a much worse place...due to the darkness wanting a lot from you than me....I will just die from hunger etc....but you won't ...They will cross dimensions for your soul...

Sorry..Its not over for you....They are gonna come back....in many forms like women dating issues...GMOs etc...

You will need to wake up and JOIN FORCES....

[IndiesPyrate]

^^^^^ Oh I'm really into conspiracies, I believe firmly that the suffering modern males in the west was set up by design, the social isolation, the feminism(started by Satanic Marxists and the Rothschilds/Rockefellers) social media, the completely isolating landscape and lifestyle in the US, circumcision, etc. are all plans to emasculate the male and further along the Depopulation agenda and Trans-human agenda.

[IndiesPyrate]

Well I reckon this tells me everything about this goddamn'd website and the internet these days.

[starchild5]

^^^^^ Oh I'm really into conspiracies, I believe firmly that the suffering modern males in the west was set up by design, the social isolation, the feminism(started by Satanic Marxists and the Rothschilds/Rockefellers) social media, the completely isolating landscape and lifestyle in the US, circumcision, etc. are all plans to emasculate the male and further along the Depopulation agenda and Trans-human agenda.

circumcision is bad...it has some effect on you consciously...Whenever I tried to be circumcised in India...some unseen force blocked me...no matter what I did....it never happened.... I was not into conspiracy then...Now I know...why

A White Blue Eyed Blonde Kid is worth a trillion dollar to them but He should have AUTISM....AUTISM through VACCINE in White Countries is a multi - dimensional agenda..Its much much more darker than just giving jab for money and making profit for pharma conspiracy that we know...

Also, Faggot agenda world wide...

[starchild5]

Well I reckon this tells me everything about this goddamn'd website and the internet these days.

Atleast this site gives you a platform to flush your anger...Try it in Roosh site and see how long you will last

We are all in the same boat..Your enemy is not humanity...I don't understand...Why are are angry with humans..Its illogical because you said you are already into conspiracy...

[IndiesPyrate]

Well I reckon this tells me everything about this goddamn'd website and the internet these days.

Atleast this site gives you a platform to flush your anger...Try it in Roosh site and see how long you will last

We are all in the same boat..Your enemy is not humanity...I don't understand...Why are are angry with humans..Its illogical because you said you are already into conspiracy...

I guess so, and yeah, I really don't like Roosh. It seems everyone on here though these days only cares about race bait threads and all.