Winston wrote: ↑August 24th, 2023, 12:09 am
Wow everyone. During the last few weeks I did some past life regressions and finally saw some of my past lives in Europe. I saw some past lives where I was a female too. I always knew my soul was not completely masculine so I must have had some female past lives too.
The regression that works best is the ascension technique by dick sutphen. It seems to work for everyone. See the links I posted to it above.
In one regression I saw myself as a Japanese woman in medieval Japan. Life was routine and comfortable but very rigid and strict. I had no freedom to travel or seek adventure. That was my only regret. Not being able to see the world. As a woman I had no freedom in Japan. I died with that regret in that lifetime.
Fascinating
Winston wrote: ↑August 24th, 2023, 12:09 am
In another life I saw myself as a woman during the Renaissance and involved in performing arts and theatre. That explains why I tried to get into acting during my 20s and was attracted to it. I was good looking and got a lot of free attention. That explains why I can't stand being ignored by everyone in America and Taiwan like I am now. But I was snobby and selfish and looked down on others and wanted my way in everything and I was hot tempered too. Not that nice to others.
I wouldn't necessarily blame it on that. Though it's true that looks matter in America. However you don't look down on others now. I don't think it's because of karma or being good looking in this past life, though I think if you got everything your way it explains why you tested as infj and enfj, there's no P. It's probably because of something else.
Winston wrote: ↑August 24th, 2023, 12:09 am
In another regression I was a girl in Holland in the 1700s in a dutch village. It was a happy place with singing and dancing and social connection. I worked in a bread shop baking bread. But I died young from tuberculosis. As I lay dying in bed everyone came and said their sad goodbyes. As I died I felt like I got jipped and never got to grow up and enjoy the happy life there. It was a short but happy life. Now I see why I am attracted to old town Europe. It felt like a long lost memory, not something I made up.
Not much of a gum chewer? I don't know much about the dutch, other than stereotypes.
My guess is that the people who gave you a hard time especially at your childhood high school (the mascot/school color is green and black and white?), likely their past lives were in nobility or upper class, politician, rich merchant, military general, etc.
Few may have been kings or prison guards. Basically they reincarnated now in more modest settings and still remembered the power they had in their past lives. So now reduced to just being a student at a public school in a middle class family, they pick on someone like your younger self, who had more humble & modest past lives. So it's not really karma.
Think about it from their perspective, if you died with a lot of money and power (equivalent to tens of millions in today's USD) and reincarnate with basically whatever a lower middle class family can save, you get the feeling something's missing. Like you feel the world owes you something and a bunch of unspent money that isn't yours anymore. I think in America this is rampant. Can't say much about Taiwan though. It is also just bad luck, you were in the wrong school at the wrong time.
Think about why religions like Buddhism and Hinduism always discusses stuff about ghosts, pleasures, etc. In theory, Christianity is supposed to preach this, in practice, only a fraction take this route. (the term lukewarm Christian comes to mind)
However, it does make sense, a person who died with a lot of money and power in their past life can find refuge in Christianity. Think about the numerous scandals in the Catholic Church. It doesn't mean there aren't exceptions, of course there are Christians of more humble past lives, some are involved in amazing charity work.
I also did some research on the type of person who gets arrested in America. I call this person the "undo the burning of the bridge". You know some video games if you make a mistake you can press undo or reload the save file. Basically if you have a friendship breakup in America it is often permanent.
I also thought about it, if you didn't spend most of your life in America, you would've had childhood friends, and if there was any conflict. What if Winston made amends with Wesley Chang for example? This can't happen in the US.