) I got a feeling of rush throughout my whole body,they were enchanting and I felt I had come upon some ineffable form of art ..so this has a deep history with me..since other girls did little for me except some latinas.I may be a creep because of that,I do know admitting that will leave you judged by control freaks and people with thin skin,but you can't help attraction especially after it was set in stone as a pubertal boy.my first time having sex with an asian girl was the time I said I would never go back to non asian women,she was a escort when I was 19,I felt complete contentment and I was so happy I thought it was to good to be true,and she was only a 6/10 by my current standards having been exposed to actual pretty asian women.
another thing..Ive experienced many mind altering hallucinogens,and on weed I found eastasian women to be literal Hoor al ayn almost nonhuman.I think of this song when contemplating how having sex with a 6 neomongoloid would be
I took mushrooms and Asian women seemed like the most humble,friendly pure hearted women while all other women seemed to emanate chaos,primitivity and other negative traits.Asian men too,I like eastasian men the most as people based on my positive experiences with them in real life.My mother had an asian fetish since she was a little girl having fallen in love with a japanese man in her youth,then dated a korean guy for the first time as her first date and finally got married to a chinese guy ..after the bitter hurtful divorce with her chinese man she only then ever became open to dating latinos and white guys....so maybe I got it from her and can't be blamed.
anyway so Im just trying to say that in order to be fulfilled and ecstatic I need a 6/10 Asian woman with monolids.the monolid eyes captivate my soul,like it did my mother's.she would sing praises of the japanese family in her rough neighbourhood and how she felt weak in the knees because of their eyes.like mother like son lol
the only problem is my religious convictions.unfortunately in my particular faith you can only marry a Christian and a priest will only marry you to a Apostolic christian...hell 2 churches will only marry you to someone baptized in their sect..when I found out this I stopped attending their church services(Mass).this is important to me because marriage is a Sacrament that can only be done by a priest in my eyes..and I need to be sacramentally married in order to feel I'm not fornicating.I don't want to risk hell.
so that leaves few places,Except the phillipines and Vietnam as other places don't have christian communities in eastasia.I write vietnam off the list because theyre only 10% catholic and not concentrated in one area and two,I find viet too hard to learn and they dont speak english.but if they were concentrated in certain areas and soke english viet would be my choice,as viet women are the best on earth in personality and character and look the best.
so to fit the Criteria for apostolic christian +Monolided mongoloid appearance I'm thinking the Visayas are the only places left
just two thngs I want to say before it happens to get posted
I am not one of those racist colonial fuckheads that seek to ''cuck''asian men or to be worshipped for my race.I would trade all my 9/10 louisiana creole or american indian or dutch women for one 6/10 monolided asian to all asian guys.I respect asian guys like Yue Godfrey Gao and this one very handsome chinese -indonesian police officer that saved my life who looked like a Masc version of alina li.so I want to make that clear.Im not a sexpat.I want a wife .
I will recommend to my daughters to marry an asian male and my son to date non-asian women and I will give my wife a regimen of iodine and Green Pastures butter oil for enhanced bone development aswell as Mastiha gum to get a chiseled face so he will be like Godfrey Gao and get the women he wants,Im not even trying to take your best women just a 6/10...I dont care if shes fat as long as shes not ugly and has monolids and lighter skin basically.
Thans for any help or advice,it would mean the world to me
marcos zeitola,I know those bitter incels hurt you on sluthate and I joined in the laughter and I apologize for that.at that time I was spiritually dead and arrogant and too young,I have changed and I hope you can find peace with my presence here.
