jamesbond wrote:Welcome back BlueEverglades, you haven't posted since July of 2016, I thought you moved to another country.BlueEverglades wrote:Wow I almost posted a thread like this. My best friend left me completely out of her life when I sent her a picture of my new improved teeth and overall change of looks. I noticed that she posted those typical "I prefer to be alone than be surrounded by fake people" posters in fb implying that I was a fake for wanting to look a little bit better. But she has changed hair color a million times before did whatever she wanted and not once has she ever been called fake by me or anyone. I kept losing friends after high school and now the count is zero without any real reason (no fights, no disagreements, nothing big) just plain old being left behind.
Being friends with men proved to be a fruitless endevour so I'm left to fend for myself alone.
I deeply resent the hermit culture in this f***ing lonely place.
Yes the US is an isolating lonely place to live. You need to make your friends early in life (when your in school) and then you need to hold onto those friends for the rest of your life. It's difficult to make friends with people after you are out of school in America.
Perhaps taking some college courses might help or doing volunteer work.
When you put it in those terms though, there should be lots of people in the category of lacking friends. Because if you miss the boat at an early age, then you are in the lonely boat. So really there should be lots of people by themselves. All those people would have to do is find each other.
The real issue though is that many people are psychologically dangerous predators. They are just waiting to gossip about your failures, to delight in your troubles, and to boast about themselves in front of you to make you jealous but mostly in an attempt to make you feel like a loser.
And if you actually do have success when they don't or can't, they will ridicule you rather than uplift you.
There are many people who really do see life as the ultimate competition. They don't seek harmony or peace. They see it really as a darwinian survival of the fittest, and therefore evil is justified for them. Since it is all about survival of the fittest, well then if they are better than you, they must be fit. So many people will intentionally get close to you, just so they can delight in faking being your friend, while gathering information about (ammo against) you, and then go back to their "real friends" and laugh at you behind your back.
This is an evil sport that many people delight in.
And then if you make friends, chances are they have one friend in their group who may go on an information (smear) campaign against you behind your back, and those friends will be turned against you too.
Read the Psalms. King David talks about this at length. Proverbs mention these people. And Jeremiah also mentions them.
I pretty much gave up on male friendships years ago.