Does America make you want to use drugs?
Posted: June 16th, 2014, 9:25 am
Weed, anti-depressants, a drink of scotch, whatever your medicine is.
I read there was a 400% increase in anti-depressant meds in the United States. I don't think it is natural or healthy that people have to take a pill to keep themselves from crawling out of their skin. I stopped taking anti-depressants a long time ago but I definitely smoke weed more than I should because hell, weed works. A doctor told me to cut that out completely and replace it with four different medications to take every damn day. I never said it out loud but I started thinking doctors were just crack dealers. Some of my best friends are pot smoking hippies in Austin that formed a whole culture around getting high and playing soccer. In Arlington, I would rather be high than to endure the sober world that is made of concrete and where everything is made for commercial use instead of human interaction. All of my friends are working all the time or spending time with their GFs and the only people that talk to me are salespeople. I have become so tired of listening to sales pitches that I am always rolling my eyes behind dark sunglasses and just bored out of my mind with talking to them. Even if she is an attractive woman she has nothing interesting to say because I will never know her on a personal level. All people are concerned about are their careers. Last night I watched the basketball game at a restaurant that I don't even like very much only because I have two friends that work there. It was nice that somebody asked me how I was doing in a way that was real and not an artificial greeting. I just want to tell people if they don't want to connect with me as a person then go away.
So you know what, if being numbed out on grass gives me some measure of relief for this artificial business culture then wonderful. I also work out on a regular basis but even that gets monotonous after a while because people at the gym are the same humanoids.
I read there was a 400% increase in anti-depressant meds in the United States. I don't think it is natural or healthy that people have to take a pill to keep themselves from crawling out of their skin. I stopped taking anti-depressants a long time ago but I definitely smoke weed more than I should because hell, weed works. A doctor told me to cut that out completely and replace it with four different medications to take every damn day. I never said it out loud but I started thinking doctors were just crack dealers. Some of my best friends are pot smoking hippies in Austin that formed a whole culture around getting high and playing soccer. In Arlington, I would rather be high than to endure the sober world that is made of concrete and where everything is made for commercial use instead of human interaction. All of my friends are working all the time or spending time with their GFs and the only people that talk to me are salespeople. I have become so tired of listening to sales pitches that I am always rolling my eyes behind dark sunglasses and just bored out of my mind with talking to them. Even if she is an attractive woman she has nothing interesting to say because I will never know her on a personal level. All people are concerned about are their careers. Last night I watched the basketball game at a restaurant that I don't even like very much only because I have two friends that work there. It was nice that somebody asked me how I was doing in a way that was real and not an artificial greeting. I just want to tell people if they don't want to connect with me as a person then go away.
So you know what, if being numbed out on grass gives me some measure of relief for this artificial business culture then wonderful. I also work out on a regular basis but even that gets monotonous after a while because people at the gym are the same humanoids.
good luck
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