Traumatized by American women
Posted: August 8th, 2023, 8:35 pm
I must say that after being alive for nearly 31 years, never having gone on a date with a girl, never having kissed a girl, and only getting sex from prostitutes, I am completely traumatized by American women.
I feel like I am subhuman scum, like I am not even supposed to be sexually attracted to women, like by even talking to or making eye contact with a woman I am doing something I am not supposed to do. This is how I feel based on body language and facial expressions of women I encounter, and based on the consistent lack of interest they have in me.
This has always bothered me, but lately it has really started to sting because I recently found out my 14 year old cousin has an attractive girlfriend. Just a couple of months after starting puberty, and American women have already shown more interest in him than they have in me after nearly 31 years. I find it fascinating that American women have such a consistent hatred of me, that after decades there wasn't a single girl that broke the mold and was attracted to me. I cannot think of anything particularly unattractive about me. I am 6'1, am educated, and have a stable and relatively high paying job. Which makes me wonder if it is my race that is the problem, since I basically look like an east Indian (I am of 75% Iranian and 25% white American descent), which according to surveys women consider this to be an extremely undesirable race. So is this how it is, that if you are a member of an undesirable race, you just cannot get a girlfriend in America, despite being raised in America, going to public schools, and being even to some degree racially American? I f***ing HATE THIS ROTTEN COUNTRY. f**k AMERICA AND f**k AMERICANS.
I bought plane tickets for a trip to Colombia, so hopefully I will be able to meet women who are interested in me there. Only thing is that American women have traumatized me so much, and conditioned me to fear talking to women, that I fear I will have trouble breaking out of my shell when I get there.
I guess if I fail to meet women interested in me there, there is at least ample prostitution there, which makes for a good consolation prize.
I feel like I am subhuman scum, like I am not even supposed to be sexually attracted to women, like by even talking to or making eye contact with a woman I am doing something I am not supposed to do. This is how I feel based on body language and facial expressions of women I encounter, and based on the consistent lack of interest they have in me.
This has always bothered me, but lately it has really started to sting because I recently found out my 14 year old cousin has an attractive girlfriend. Just a couple of months after starting puberty, and American women have already shown more interest in him than they have in me after nearly 31 years. I find it fascinating that American women have such a consistent hatred of me, that after decades there wasn't a single girl that broke the mold and was attracted to me. I cannot think of anything particularly unattractive about me. I am 6'1, am educated, and have a stable and relatively high paying job. Which makes me wonder if it is my race that is the problem, since I basically look like an east Indian (I am of 75% Iranian and 25% white American descent), which according to surveys women consider this to be an extremely undesirable race. So is this how it is, that if you are a member of an undesirable race, you just cannot get a girlfriend in America, despite being raised in America, going to public schools, and being even to some degree racially American? I f***ing HATE THIS ROTTEN COUNTRY. f**k AMERICA AND f**k AMERICANS.
I bought plane tickets for a trip to Colombia, so hopefully I will be able to meet women who are interested in me there. Only thing is that American women have traumatized me so much, and conditioned me to fear talking to women, that I fear I will have trouble breaking out of my shell when I get there.
I guess if I fail to meet women interested in me there, there is at least ample prostitution there, which makes for a good consolation prize.