I appreciate your kind words and advice on self-love but you really don't need to pray for me. I'm more interested in practical solutions for body modification such as Melanotan (which I already use) and the future prospect of genetic engineering.willymonfrete wrote: ↑August 25th, 2022, 8:01 amYou may benefit from Metta meditation directed at yourself.you have low self love,because you don't like your racial appearance.
its easy to do,just think of a baby or a Puppy and the love and good emotions that come with beholding them you just send towards yourself.
do this everyday atleast once(takes only 2 minutes),and after a while your self esteem and confidence will heighten.
Blessings brother and I will pray for you.
I think that the dating situation of White men is more nuanced than what most people believe. It's true that in places like Latin America White men with typical Caucasian features are widely valued but at the same time it is in my view the White men with decent tanning genetics who are regarded as the most attractive as opposed to the extremely white pasty dudes. White guys are not all built equally. Even from a single White country such as Germany or Austria for example you can find some guys who are snow-white pale and others who tan easily and have more of a healthy golden hue. The latter are generally seen as the most attractive. The snow-white pale types are seen as less attractive and are often given shit for their complexion. Even my Peruvian ex-girlfriend and some other Latinas who I know made negative comments about my Nordic skin tone. It upset me a lot because I agreed with what they were saying (I really don't like pale skin).
But since I started taking Melanotan via subcutaneous injection in 2017 I've felt much happier and received a lot more compliments and romantic interest from both Latinas and Iberian females. I'm usually at least as tanned as a Mediterranean but can even get as brown as my Latino friends if I take a higher dosage and expose myself to a lot of sun. It's awesome. Latinas now love me even more. Iberian females pay attention to me. People everywhere are impressed by my tan. I no longer receive any hurtful comments about my skin complexion. I had it pretty bad before I started taking Melanotan. I was a semi-incel, autistic, depressed, dysphoric and without self-confidence. With Melanotan I feel like a king!
I've also considered taking steroids for a long time but right now I'm reluctant to do so because I fear that we are on the verge of a full-blown economic and societal collapse and obtaining that kind of stuff might become difficult. That kind of situation would be catastrophic for me if the steroid use shut down my own natural testosterone production and made me reliant on exogenous sources.