I went for a traditional chinese massage one day on my friends advice(not a happy ending massage palor). He warned me just before we went in I might get a little "excited", I soon understood what he ment. My legs were spread apart and between them is a the best looking chinese woman I've ever seen in my life massaging my thighs. I was just trying to think about the sadest thing I could, my grandfathers funeral. After she was done my legs she massaged my back and only this time she was sitting on my ass while doing it. Having the best looking chinese woman in the world gently caressing my body is a spiritual experience I will not soon forget.
I've been home from china for five now and I'm really starting to feel the "asian woman withdrawl symptoms". Every ounce of romance and sexual desire was sucked from my soul months ago. When I see a white woman walking towards me I just try not to make eye contact. White women are so f***ing depressing to be around. Theres only one good looking woman in my city. She's a filipina that works at a restaurant not far from my house.
To give you some idea of what I'm experiencing I found these two videos.
I'd Probably Tap That
I Probably Wouldn't Tap That