Is it deliberate suicide?

[Cornfed]

Just randomly pondering the fate of a lot of the podcasters and YouTubers I used to listen to a few years ago, it occurs to me that a lot of them should just kill themselves or go out in a blaze of glory or wander off into the wilderness with minimal supplies or something. Probably lots of people should do this. Hence maybe a lot of those who took the doom flu jabs are actually, at some close-to-surface level, just killing themselves and will be in some way relieved when they finally expire. Of course they may be headed for a worse fate, but perhaps they figure a change is as good as a holiday.