Improving my character and apologizing to pixel

[88jose88]

Pixel,my dude...I think we had a misunderstanding.

1.I am not mgtow.I want a wife.many of them in fact.resorting to prostitutes,there is no intimacy and validation nor love.I am noty a psycho.
2.there are beautiful full blacks,nd intelligent decent ones.it's just not what you get here in america.if I lived in your shoes maybe I would like blacks.
3.I am incel.but I am also hypermasculine and handsome facially with broad shoulders,athletic legs and a bigger than average tarse that women say is big.I live off 35 $ a week spending money,23$ of that goes to cigarettes for the week,so that's why I'm incel.women smile at me everywhere I go,anytime I have had access to women socially,they have been the first to approach me for sex.

4.My isolation and view of women comes from my youtube feed of redpill types.maybe western women aren't that bad,I wouldn't know.

5.I am absolutely a trad,and will not apologize for that.I hate female promiscuity,female boss babes,feminism,and divorce.

however,I believe in consent.I think religion is the best way to make women follow a benefactory lifestyle and for men to get good wives,not the state.

I think you've been thinking I'm someone that wants forcefully to make women great again.no,I think the issue is cultural and media.

[Jamessmith0901]

It seems like you're seeking genuine connections and respect traditional values, which is totally valid. Living frugally and feeling isolated can be tough, but it doesn't define your worth. It's good to be mindful of the sources shaping your views, like YouTube. Everyone's journey is different, so keep staying true to yourself while respecting others