Could Rock be a spy, intelligence operative, or fugitive? lol

[eurobrat]

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[lavezzi]

Winston, you are simply not suited to being a playboy. You wouldn't want to be one either if you really were a spiritual person as you claim. You do realize that the definition of being spiritual is possessing a low if not non-existent ego? If you live a spiritual life, why are you clearly jealous of Rock's sexual successes in Taiwan which serve no potential purpose other than to offer an ego boost? If you weren't jealous, Rock's claim of having sex with 100+ women in an apparently conservative country would have no different effect on you than if I were to claim that I caught 100+ fish in an apparently lifeless lake. Yet, I'm willing to bet that if I did make that claim, we wouldn't be seeing any new threads on HA created by you with the title "18 reasons why lavezzi's fishing claims are false".

[Dogboy86]

Winston, you are simply not suited to being a playboy. You wouldn't want to be one either if you really were a spiritual person as you claim. You do realize that the definition of being spiritual is possessing a low if not non-existent ego? If you live a spiritual life, why are you clearly jealous of Rock's sexual successes in Taiwan which serve no potential purpose other than to offer an ego boost? If you weren't jealous, Rock's claim of having sex with 100+ women in an apparently conservative country would have no different effect on you than if I were to claim that I caught 100+ fish in an apparently lifeless lake. Yet, I'm willing to bet that if I did make that claim, we wouldn't be seeing any new threads on HA created by you with the title "18 reasons why lavezzi's fishing claims are false".

+1 Priceless, total gold there lavezzi!!!

[Fenix]

I find it hilarious that Winston can challenge Rock to come to Chiayi and all of this other shit, but when Rock invites him to somewhere or what not, Winston has a million and one excuses. *Ahem* "I am doing projects!" "I don't have a place to stay!" "I can't play Nintendo Wii!" "They don't sell Sudoku books!" "Denzel Washington movies are not on sell!" What the blue hell? Why are you so egotistical? Why does everyone else in the world have to provide references and evidence, but when someone asks you for the same thing, we are dodging the question or we are not answering you the right way. Winston, you are a piece of work! Rock is one of the most well-written and prolific posters on this forum and you should be grateful he even posts on here now. You talk so much shit about Rock and he is supposed to be your dear friend, but you always want his help with something...

"Rock, how do I exchange currencies from an ATM! "Rock, Momopi, Ladislav, do I look better in Fuchsia or Magenta?" "Rock, my dick won't stay hard, what shall I do?" "Rock, are you part of 9/11 Commission?" "Rock, why does my condom keep slipping off?"

You should be kissing Rock's ass for helping you out so much in Taiwan. I believe Rock is wasting his time on you in real life and he is wasting thousands on keystrokes because you are going to just ignore everything he says. You never listen to anyone, so why even waste time? Taiwan is not for you, son. People have told you to go to China and Thailand and you even say Chinese women are great, so what's your excuse now?

How can you challenge forum members like Rock to do something that you wouldn't even do? Rock did invite you to Thailand, so that makes you a liar, truth seeker I will even look up my posts in that thread about this. You are the laziest slug I have ever seen. You don't do anything of substance. If you never went to Russia and created this website/forum, you wouldn't be doing anything! This forum is basically your income stream. I am surprised you even do anything on this forum to "improve it." Gosh, I love writing shit like this I got this off of my chest!

Even if Winston lost weight and dressed better, he would still look old as hell. My best friend is the same age as Winston and he looks like he is in his 20s.

Winston's red herrings (he will use them)

1. Insecure men only talk about his looks.

2. Friends and long time posters opinions of his looks are wrong; complete strangers and anonymous people opinions are right.

3. I don't care what you think about my looks or personality, but how do I look in my winter clothes? My ex-girlfriend Danielle said I was attractive, so I told you so! My friend that is a retired astrophysicist said that I look like Jet Li, so you are wrong! Chinese women never give false flattery, so I win, you lose!

4. No forum members' evidence of casual sex is right and it is exaggeration; posing with random girls in Taiwanese nightclubs and writing a thesis on said nightclubs is analytical proof that Taiwan is not a dating paradise.

5. Personal individual experiences of female success doesn't matter. My own personal experiences in Taiwan are 100% fact. Everyone is supposed to fail in Taiwan! Why are you being a victim blaming dumb ass? 10 different men in Taiwan all have the same experiences!!! Everyone has the same experience, so Taiwan is not some easy pickup spot, so Rock has been giving me false hope for 3 years!

Winston, you need to stop this bullshit. It is getting old. Look up the word "delusion" in the dictionary and your photo would be right beside it. Everyone has given you plenty of advice and tips, so you need to think about your next destination and I am not talking to you going from your parents' basement to your parents' kitchen...

Another Winston red herring is...

6. Stop picking on me! I am a victim! I am a 39 year old victim, so stop bullying me! This forum is based on high school mentality! The whole world is against me! It's all Murphy's Law and I will prove this: I was walking down the street and I was going to ask this Taiwanese girl for her phone number and all of a sudden, she got hit by a taxi cab in the middle of the street! I told you it's Murphy's Law! All of this energy and karma is against me too! How come the world won't bow down to my fantasies!

I quoted my post because Winston needs to read this.

Props to Dogboy86 for proving my point that Winston is making excuses to not leave Taiwan and then lying about not being invited by Rock to Thailand. I got banned for 3 days (5 days) for being a liar a year ago...

Winston wants a "challenge." That is his reasoning for being in Taiwan. He says it would be boring and not so fun if the women were easy, e.g. paying for whores in PI. He should have stayed in the US if he wanted challenging women. He had more girlfriends in the US than in any other country. Fun Fact for 6/25/2012!

@eurobrat

Winston loves soap opera drama. He feeds off of it. If he didn't feed off of it, he wouldn't make stupid threads like this, which is called "Could Rock be an Intelligence Agent or Operative? lol" He wouldn't make threads like "10 Logical Reasons Why Rock's Dick Isn't As Big As Mine! Scientific Proof!" Okay, he didn't make a thread like this^^but he does make idiotic threads. Winston is so jealous of any man that does better than him in any country. He is an alpha male like Peter Nolan (LMFAOROFL).

Winston wants to be a playboy, but guess what? You have a better chance learning Yoga from a coyote than you being some type of Rico Suave. Let's be honest, okay? This dude almost had a heart attack when I told him he can't be a playboy at his age of 56 (he's 39!!!!). His face was like Yosemite Sam's when he got pissed at Bugs Bunny. Once Winston comes back down to Earth and realizes he is not what he thinks he is then he can become humble and date women he can actually get or date ladyboys...He has a great radar stick for finding ladyboys

Winston wants a woman that is in his avatar and he truly believes he can get a woman like this. I believe everything Rock types. I think Rock is a realist and he doesn't live in a fantasy world. Once Winston gets some humility, which will probably be in Neverary, he will always have these delusional standards for himself. The only person to help Winston at this point is himself. Wherever you go, there you are...

[Dogboy86]

You hit the nail on the head Phoenix!!!

[CerealKiller]

Phoenix,

Hilarious post there my friend. Can't stop laughing... Just way too funny. I gotta admit, if it weren't for Winnie, I might not enjoy HA as much as I do Now Win is gonna see my post and get a swollen head...

I think I'm starting to figure out why our hero Winning isn't leaving TW:

(1) His parents' basement simply kicks waaay too much ass. Free room, free food... his mom washes his clothes for free... gives him free bubble baths...

(2) Living in one's parents' basement has been scientifically proven to be cooler and way more hip than living anywhere else. I swear it! And if you don't believe me, you're... you're... wrong.

(3) Did you know that living in TW, I can crusade against Rock, Repatriate and all those completely WRONG mofos about how WRONG they are about TW? And if you don't believe me... you can [drops F-bomb 10 times in a row]

(4) But seriously. Real reason Winnie isn't moving out of his parents' basement: he's scared that everywhere else in the world is just gonna be a rehash of his experience in TW!

[Naoki]

[quote="Phx"]"Rock, why does my condom keep slipping off?" [/b]
[quote]
LMFAO!!!!

[Jester]

Why is this so dramatic? It's like days of our lives only Winston's the main character.

[Naoki]

It's funny that he forgets about the dates I arranged on night 2 and how he tried so hard to pursue one of them (the one I was with that night). What's even funnier is how she ditched him on their first date by driving away when he got out of her car for a moment, lol. I did my best to convince this her that Winston was cool and all so she went out with him. Yet he claims I never tried to help set-him up like his other friend. At that time, I did try to help Winston meet friends and potential dating partners. But I soon learned that such efforts were fruitless.

Winston, I think it is necessary for me to know the whole story. If you find it too embarrassing to post it here, please PM me. I'll try my best to keep this as a top secret. Until eternity. I think it is the key to solve your trouble dating in Taiwan. Tell me the whole story if you want to breakthrough this hopeless situation.

[my life is trash]

It's funny that he forgets about the dates I arranged on night 2 and how he tried so hard to pursue one of them (the one I was with that night). What's even funnier is how she ditched him on their first date by driving away when he got out of her car for a moment, lol. I did my best to convince this her that Winston was cool and all so she went out with him. Yet he claims I never tried to help set-him up like his other friend. At that time, I did try to help Winston meet friends and potential dating partners. But I soon learned that such efforts were fruitless.

Winston, I think it is necessary for me to know the whole story. If you find it too embarrassing to post it here, please PM me. I'll try my best to keep this as a top secret. Until eternity. I think it is the key to solve your trouble dating in Taiwan. Tell me the whole story if you want to breakthrough this hopeless situation.

Is having no friends, no girlfriend, and no job the absolute rock bottom you can get as a man?

[Winston]

It's funny that he forgets about the dates I arranged on night 2 and how he tried so hard to pursue one of them (the one I was with that night). What's even funnier is how she ditched him on their first date by driving away when he got out of her car for a moment, lol. I did my best to convince this her that Winston was cool and all so she went out with him. Yet he claims I never tried to help set-him up like his other friend. At that time, I did try to help Winston meet friends and potential dating partners. But I soon learned that such efforts were fruitless.

Winston, I think it is necessary for me to know the whole story. If you find it too embarrassing to post it here, please PM me. I'll try my best to keep this as a top secret. Until eternity. I think it is the key to solve your trouble dating in Taiwan. Tell me the whole story if you want to breakthrough this hopeless situation.

Nothing complicated. We were having a nice dinner and she seemed friendly and interested in me. Then when we walked around the mall afterward, she hinted that it was her birthday and pointed to the cosmetics section with 100 dollar gifts, as if she wanted me to buy one for her. I didn't know what to do. When she saw my hesitation, she must have been turned off. Then when we were driving we were gonna go to a movie but I said I needed to check into my hotel first. So she dropped me off and I told her to wait me. After I checked in she drove off and disappeared and refused to answer my calls. So she ditched me.

Taiwanese women tend to give me a bad vibe like that. It feels cursed. Something always goes wrong with them. It's almost supernatural, like a horror movie. Something feels off. Rock is an NPC and so has no feelings about that. He just shames me and gaslights me like a vulture. I did nothing wrong. I was the victim here. We were having a good time. Later the girl told me by email that she dumped me because she's poor and needs a man who is super generous and willing to buy 100 dollar gifts frivolously anytime she wants, like a rich dumbfuck.

For some reason, Rock doesn't get treated this way, but I do. It's a reality breakdown, like the matrix is giving me a hard time on purpose. This happens a lot and I don't believe in coincidences, so I see this as a curse or being a targeted individual, albeit metaphysically. Rock takes advantage of this and shames me and pounces on me. Apparently, he has no sympathy for victims. No conscience, no heart, no soul. He looks like an ET too and could be one. Everyone who has met Rock says that he acts like he is hiding some dark secret. And one of my close female friends said she is sure that Rock is some kind of ET. Who knows. Truth is stranger than fiction.

That's all that happened. Typical bad luck and curse. I'm not gonna blame myself for it like America wants, because I did nothing wrong. I am a victim. And Rock is victim blaming. That's just the truth. I swear.

[Winston]

It's funny that he forgets about the dates I arranged on night 2 and how he tried so hard to pursue one of them (the one I was with that night). What's even funnier is how she ditched him on their first date by driving away when he got out of her car for a moment, lol. I did my best to convince this her that Winston was cool and all so she went out with him. Yet he claims I never tried to help set-him up like his other friend. At that time, I did try to help Winston meet friends and potential dating partners. But I soon learned that such efforts were fruitless.

Winston, I think it is necessary for me to know the whole story. If you find it too embarrassing to post it here, please PM me. I'll try my best to keep this as a top secret. Until eternity. I think it is the key to solve your trouble dating in Taiwan. Tell me the whole story if you want to breakthrough this hopeless situation.

Is having no friends, no girlfriend, and no job the absolute rock bottom you can get as a man?

Technically yes, but those are society's standards. By higher standards, your character, honor, and integrity determine your value as a man and as a soul. A man should be judged by his character. In this world you may be a loser, but in the spiritual world you may be a winner. All great philosophers like Schopenhauer and Nietzsche and Jung have said this.

But the thing is, there are vultures like Rock that will pounce on your weakness and gaslight you and take advantage of it. They love to do that and are energy vampires at heart that like to crush the weak. I don't know if he knows that that is bad, but some men lack empathy and Rock is one of them.

[Winston]

I don't think Rock is a CIA agent or intelligence operative per the title of this post because first of all, he is not a team player and would never be trusted by the CIA. Second, we are a fringe movement and I am no one important in this world, so the CIA would not bother with me or this group. However, Rock does take a lot of mysterious trips, like to Africa and does not tell anyone why he is there or what he was doing. He even went to Egypt once and didn't even go to the pyramids or care about them like normal tourists would do. Very strange. He always acts like he has some kind of secret. It's in his aura. Others have felt that way too. He gives off that vibe like he has something to hide. His excuse is that he is cautious because he's been burned before, however we have all been burned before yet we do not act like we have something to hide or refuse to tell our friends our real names, which Rock does. That's all highly unusual.

This article about non-human beings on Earth describes Rock very well and is very spooky. Could it be true? Who knows. But one of my female friends who is very intuitive and aware said that she's sure Rock is an ET in disguise. It is true that Rock can't give love to a woman and that's why he's never in a stable relationship or marriage and cannot be married even when he has a chance to be. That part of this article is spot on about him, among other things.

http://www.montalk.net/opsources.pdf

Dion Fortune - Psychic Self Defense,
Chapter VII - The Pathology of Non-Human Contacts

There are other forms of life as well as ours whose sphere of evolution impinges upon the earth. In the realm of folk-lore we constantly meet with the idea of intercourse between the human and the fairy kingdoms; of the marriage of a human being with a fairy spouse, or the theft of a child by the fairies, an impish changeling being left in its place. We shall be rash if we assume that an extensive body of folk-belief is entirely without foundation in fact. Let us therefore examine these old and crude beliefs and see whether we can find any grounds for them, and if so, what the real nature of the facts may be, and whether they throw any light upon modem psychic phenomena of the kind we are considering in these pages.

There are many of us who have met people who might well be described as non-human, soulless, in that the ordinary human motives are not operative with them, nor do the ordinary human feelings prompt or inhibit them. We cannot but love them, for they have great charm, but we cannot but dread them as well, for they spread an infinitude of suffering around them. Although seldom deliberately evil, they are singularly detrimental to all with whom they come in contact. They, for their part, are unhappy and lonely in our midst. They feel themselves to be alien and uncompanioned; every man’s hand is against them, and in consequence it all too often happens that their hand is against everyone and they develop a puckish malevolence, though there is seldom calculated evil-doing. Gratitude, compassion, good faith, morality and common honesty are utterly foreign to their natures, as far beyond their conception as the differential calculus. They are not immoral, however, but simply non-moral. On the other hand, they possess the virtues of absolute sincerity and great courage. In terms of human ethics they are “undesirables,” but they have an ethic of their own to which they are loyal, and that is the beauty which is truth, and this is all they know, and, as far as their life is concerned, all they need to know. In appearance they are usually small and slight, possessing unusual physical strength and endurance but very liable to nervous exhaustion and brain-storms. In social relations they take violent likes and dislikes; they show a facile and demonstrative affection towards those they like, but quickly forget them. Gratitude and pity are unknown to their nature. Towards those they dislike they are pettily malicious, and in all relations of life they are utterly irresponsible. One cannot describe them better than to say that they resemble nothing so much as a blend of Persian kitten and pet monkey. They have the beauty and aloofness and charm of the cat, and the amusing, mischievous destructiveness of the monkey. Many human beings hate them at sight; others are fascinated by them because they bring with them a sense of unearthly beauty and a quickening of the life-forces. I have been able to investigate the history of two such beings, and it is interesting to note that both of them were conceived while their mothers were under the influence of drink. There is a very great deal of information available concerning the occult aspect of the incarnation of souls, but not much of the knowledge concerning the actual facts of conception has ever found its way into print. I have given a little in my book, The Esoteric Philosophy of Love and Marriage. I cannot enter into the subject deeply in these pages, for it would be too much of a digression. Some points, however, it is essential to touch upon for a comprehensive survey of our subject.

At the moment of sexual union a psychic vortex is formed resembling a waterspout, a funnel-shaped swirling that towers up into other dimension. As body after body engages, the vortex goes up the planes. In all cases the physical, etheric and astral bodies are involved; the vortex therefore always reaches as far as the astral plane; a soul upon the astral plane may be drawn into this vortex if it is ripe for incarnation, and thus enter the sphere of the parents. If the vortex extends higher than the astral plane, souls of a different type may enter this sphere, but such extension is rare, and therefore it is said that man is born of desire, for few are born of anything else.

But this vortex may not only extend vertically up the planes (speaking metaphorically), but it may also, under certain conditions, be deflected, as it were, out of the normal human line of evolution, so that its open end extends into the sphere of evolution of another type of life. Under such circumstances it is theoretically possible for a being of a parallel evolution to be drawn into incarnation in a human body. Occultists hold that this occasionally occurs, and explains certain types of non-pathological abnormality which are occasionally met with.

These non-humans are either adored or hated by their human associates. They have a peculiar fascination for certain types of temperament, the types that psychologists call the unstable. In these types the subconscious comes very near to the surface, deep calls to deep, and they are instinctively drawn towards the elemental kingdoms.

There is nothing more disastrous than marriage with a non-human, for they have nothing in their nature that can satisfy the normal human yearnings for affection and sympathy. The one saving feature in such a union is that grounds for divorce are invariably readily available, for the morals of the non-human are those of the barnyard.

The power of non-humans to injure their enemies is comparatively small, for they are aliens in a strange land when incarnated in human form, and cannot avail themselves of any of the ordinary human resources of mischief. They are, in fact, singularly defenceless and helpless, and themselves suffer acutely at the hands of society. It is otherwise, however, in their relations with their friends. They seem to have an infinite capacity for inflicting hurt on those who love them. Not deliberately or maliciously, but like a child pulling flies to pieces out of idleness, not realising what it is doing. Obeying the laws of their own nature, they are destructive to beings of the human evolution. Yet what other laws can they obey? For them to submit to our standards is to deny their deepest instincts.

The effect they have upon those who love them constitutes such a well-marked syndrome among the psychic pathologies that we must consider it in detail. The person who forms a rapport with a non-human becomes deeply stirred by the elemental forces that find ingress to our sphere through the channel of this wandering and alien soul. He becomes, as it were, drawn away from normal human things and set wandering upon the confines of the fairy kingdom, and yet he can find there no rest for his foot and no sustenance for his soul. The story of the handsome fisher-lad and the mermaid is indicative of this condition. She loves him, draws him to her and he drowns, for he cannot live in the element of water.

The explanation of the curious power, both of fascination and destruction, which is exercised by non-humans may lie in the fact that they belong to one element only, whereas in man all four are combined. Any elemental contact is stimulating to us, because elemental beings pour forth in abundance the vitality of their own particular sphere, and this vitalises the corresponding element in ourselves. But if a four-element creature is drawn into the sphere of a single element he is poisoned by an overdose of the one element in which he finds himself, and starved of the other three. It is for this reason that mortals in the fairy kingdom are always said to be enchanted or asleep. They are never living normally in full possession of their faculties.

An equally difficult problem is set to the non-human who is drawn into our midst. A single-element creature is bidden to control and assimilate an additional three elements for which it has no equipment or experience, and the result is disastrous.

But it is not enough that we should merely describe the conditions and state the problem in these pages. Our aim is essentially practical. What then can be done when a nonhuman has to be faced and dealt with? It must be clearly realised that any mating between a human and a non-human is a hopeless proposition. In the first place, it can only be the preamble to a divorce, because non-humans are promiscuous in their sexual habits; and, secondly, there is nothing in the nature of a non-human that can satisfy the higher aspirations of the human. We must not allow the human form to mislead us as to the existence of a human soul. A non-human is a pet animal, not a fellow-creature. That, frankly, is the only possible ground upon which they can be approached. If we expect no more of them than we should of a pet bird, if we manage them as we should manage a kitten, we have got as near to the solution of the problem as we are ever likely to get until the Dark Angel mercifully restores them to their own kingdom; a mercy seldom long delayed, for non-humans do not make old bones.

[Winston]

Phoenix,

Hilarious post there my friend. Can't stop laughing... Just way too funny. I gotta admit, if it weren't for Winnie, I might not enjoy HA as much as I do Now Win is gonna see my post and get a swollen head...

I think I'm starting to figure out why our hero Winning isn't leaving TW:

(1) His parents' basement simply kicks waaay too much ass. Free room, free food... his mom washes his clothes for free... gives him free bubble baths...

(2) Living in one's parents' basement has been scientifically proven to be cooler and way more hip than living anywhere else. I swear it! And if you don't believe me, you're... you're... wrong.

(3) Did you know that living in TW, I can crusade against Rock, Repatriate and all those completely WRONG mofos about how WRONG they are about TW? And if you don't believe me... you can [drops F-bomb 10 times in a row]

(4) But seriously. Real reason Winnie isn't moving out of his parents' basement: he's scared that everywhere else in the world is just gonna be a rehash of his experience in TW!

This is not true at all. I've said clearly many times that in other parts of Asia I am able to use cold approach and social skills to meet people. You are just trying to shame and gaslight me. My social skills and cold approach skills don't work in Taiwan but they do in other countries. Even in China I have met many women using cold approach and can make friends there using cold approach. Only in TW I can't. But TWese don't like that and have their set routines and groups and don't like meeting new people. They also don't like having fun either. They just go to work and then go home. The typical outing of a TWese person consists of going to some park or garden to take photos of trees or flowers and then going to a restaurant to eat and then going home. They don't go to parties and most don't even go to the night market. They are super square and boring.

Other people have noted that Taiwan is super boring compared to other Asian countries. See below.

https://tw.forumosa.com/t/my-thoughts-a ... /170803/81

https://tw.forumosa.com/t/taiwan-is-gre ... on/69897/7

Some of the posters said that Thailand is far more fun while Taiwan is simply boring, but safe and sterile. The thing is, being in a country that's safe and sterile and has zero danger, is stagnant and doesn't allow you to grow. You need risk and danger and wild fun to grow as a person and soul. Without it, you become stagnant and your time there is wasted. Taiwan is the kind of place where time passes and is wasted because nothing happens. It has that kind of vibe, like the USA does. People that praise Taiwan for its safety don't realize this.

[Winston]

It's funny that he forgets about the dates I arranged on night 2 and how he tried so hard to pursue one of them (the one I was with that night). What's even funnier is how she ditched him on their first date by driving away when he got out of her car for a moment, lol. I did my best to convince this her that Winston was cool and all so she went out with him. Yet he claims I never tried to help set-him up like his other friend. At that time, I did try to help Winston meet friends and potential dating partners. But I soon learned that such efforts were fruitless.

Winston, I think it is necessary for me to know the whole story. If you find it too embarrassing to post it here, please PM me. I'll try my best to keep this as a top secret. Until eternity. I think it is the key to solve your trouble dating in Taiwan. Tell me the whole story if you want to breakthrough this hopeless situation.

Nothing complicated. We were having a nice dinner and she seemed friendly and interested in me. Then when we walked around the mall afterward, she hinted that it was her birthday and pointed to the cosmetics section with 100 dollar gifts, as if she wanted me to buy one for her. I didn't know what to do. When she saw my hesitation, she must have been turned off. Then when we were driving we were gonna go to a movie but I said I needed to check into my hotel first. So she dropped me off and I told her to wait me. After I checked in she drove off and disappeared and refused to answer my calls. So she ditched me.

Taiwanese women tend to give me a bad vibe like that. It feels cursed. Something always goes wrong with them. It's almost supernatural, like a horror movie. Something feels off. Rock is an NPC and so has no feelings about that. He just shames me and gaslights me like a vulture. I did nothing wrong. I was the victim here. We were having a good time. Later the girl told me by email that she dumped me because she's poor and needs a man who is super generous and willing to buy 100 dollar gifts frivolously anytime she wants, like a rich dumbfuck.

For some reason, Rock doesn't get treated this way, but I do. It's a reality breakdown, like the matrix is giving me a hard time on purpose. This happens a lot and I don't believe in coincidences, so I see this as a curse or being a targeted individual, albeit metaphysically. Rock takes advantage of this and shames me and pounces on me. Apparently, he has no sympathy for victims. No conscience, no heart, no soul. He looks like an ET too and could be one. Everyone who has met Rock says that he acts like he is hiding some dark secret. And one of my close female friends said she is sure that Rock is some kind of ET. Who knows. Truth is stranger than fiction.

That's all that happened. Typical bad luck and curse. I'm not gonna blame myself for it like America wants, because I did nothing wrong. I am a victim. And Rock is victim blaming. That's just the truth. I swear.

The thing is, a first date should be to get to know each other to see if you both like each other. So I don't understand why many women on a first date want me to buy them something, especially an expensive gift that should be something for long term couples. That doesn't make sense and doesn't compute and is evil and shameless. Why does Rock condone or defend that? Because the world is evil and so he condones it because whatever is modern is right? That's evil and pure NPC with no morals or conscience. See what I mean? I was also under the false pretense that she was interested in me since we chatted on the phone before the date and she was fun and engaging on the phone. The matrix really loves to f**k with us and trick us and give us false hope. It seems evil in a way. And frenemies like Rock condone evil too. It's sick.