Phoenix Sosa wrote:
@zboy
I am sick of people saying or applying that I or other people are picking on poor Winston. I am not. I was probably picked on more than Winston was. I was Steve Urkel in middle and high school. I was the black nerd. I was rejected more times than I can count in those years. In my avatar, that's how I have looked since junior year of high school. You know why? Because I had the balls to change my appearance and change myself. Winston is always the victim, but he does the same thing he claims we do to him. I just want him to put up or shut up. I don't like all of the cocksucking regarding Winston and him living overseas. I am the last person someone should call a coward. I lost my main writing job over the summer and I have to restart everything and I have to do personal things like I mentioned countless times before, so I can't just leave America. I don't want to continue to live in misery. Sorry if I don't have passive income and affiliate hoplinks. If I don't write, I don't make any money.
Anyway, Winston has posted in other threads and not this one, so he is avoiding me. He loves to talk about being an alpha and handsome, but when I pose a bet to post his picture on a rating site, he doesn't do shit.
Wait a second. You told me you never experienced racism before or bad treatment from others, so you can't relate to being oppressed. Now you say you were picked on more than me? I doubt it, but either way, you seem to be presenting a different image of your past than you did before.
What do you mean you lost your writing job? You said you are a freelance writer. A freelancer doesn't lose his job, he runs out of projects. Are you saying you ran out of projects? Why? What happened?
There are many freelance sites that we posted here in this forum. Surely you can't be out of work, as they always need writers for some project or another. And your writing is pretty good, I've seen.
You said you were making $3,000 a month from freelance writing. I thought you were rolling in dough.
But anyway, that's not an excuse. Anyone can go abroad. A plane ticket to Europe or Asia only costs $800 or less, round trip. Even a guy working at McDonalds could save up that much in one month, as long as he saves wisely and lives frugally. Come on now. What's your real excuse?
If you have to, go live with your parents for a few months while you save up $800 for a plane ticket. Then, when you go to Denmark or whatever, continue your freelance work, or find a new job, or teach English.
You don't have to get a vasectomy before you go abroad. Come on now. Just wear a condom if you have sex abroad.
Even poor college students and hippie backpackers can afford to go to Europe. If they can, why couldn't a smart guy like you, Phoenix?
Is there something more you're not telling us? Seriously. I'm trying to help you here.