how have you changed over the years?

[kukushka]

as ive gotten older ive cut out dirty jokes and swearing (only talking about IRL, not when it comes to online shitposting). I just felt like it was unbecoming and incongruent with how I wanted to see myself. the funny thing is, I used to think swearing and dirty jokes were really "spicy" and kept things interesting but as im getting older "boring and classy" is more appealing to me.

[Natural_Born_Cynic]

I have gotten more cynical and stoic than my younger years. I was bright, talkative and happy up until 9th grade of high school, but
the walls around me crashed beginning in 10th grade as all of my friends have betrayed me and nobody was there to help me with my loneliness.
So I became the social outcast since then. Now I only have acquaintances not friends. Most of the joy and hope has been lost.
What about you? Which country are you from?

[Moretorque]

The biggest thing I notice is when I jack off now I don't throw a load very far, this has me really concerned..

[Natural_Born_Cynic]

The biggest thing I notice is when I jack off now I don't throw a load very far, this has me really concerned..

WTF Perhaps your over 50 and your prostate is blocking your bladder.

[kukushka]

I have gotten more cynical and stoic than my younger years. I was bright, talkative and happy up until 9th grade of high school, but
the walls around me crashed beginning in 10th grade as all of my friends have betrayed me and nobody was there to help me with my loneliness.
So I became the social outcast since then. Now I only have acquaintances not friends. Most of the joy and hope has been lost.
What about you? Which country are you from?

oh that too lol. im a lot more reserved, cynical, stoic than I used to be. this was the result of getting socially rejected by normies over and over again. I just rub normies the wrong way, I used to think it was exclusively something I was doing/saying but now I think its partially a vibe thing too. normies dislike me but they cant put their finger on why exactly. these days im effectively a hermit and limit my contact with normies because around them it seems like no matter what I do its wrong.

im from the states. I wonder if my social problems are:

1.my fault

2.being in a toxic society

3.a combination of #1 and #2

if im being honest I think my problem is #3. ive definitely been guilty of social awkwardness/aspieness before, but the maltreatment ive received from normies has been out of proportion to my actions, which suggests that #2 is a factor as well. many americans just strike me as short sighted/exploitive ("oh this person cant benefit me at all? forget about them, theyre worthless"), however...isnt this also true anywhere else in the world?

[Natural_Born_Cynic]

Some people never change. I've learned a valuable a lesson over the years. Especially regarding extending friendship and hospitality to those who don't deserve it and end up spitting it back in your face.

True that, some people never change. Better to be called a "cynical asshole" then be called a "nice doormat loser" in this world. Being a cynic is a shield against the selfish assholes. Me being a social outcast in Jewnited states of Americ*nt is my badge of honor and mostly a blessing now considering how f*cked up everyone has become.

[Natural_Born_Cynic]

I have gotten more cynical and stoic than my younger years. I was bright, talkative and happy up until 9th grade of high school, but
the walls around me crashed beginning in 10th grade as all of my friends have betrayed me and nobody was there to help me with my loneliness.
So I became the social outcast since then. Now I only have acquaintances not friends. Most of the joy and hope has been lost.
What about you? Which country are you from?

oh that too lol. im a lot more reserved, cynical, stoic than I used to be. this was the result of getting socially rejected by normies over and over again. I just rub normies the wrong way, I used to think it was exclusively something I was doing/saying but now I think its partially a vibe thing too. normies dislike me but they cant put their finger on why exactly. these days im effectively a hermit and limit my contact with normies because around them it seems like no matter what I do its wrong.

im from the states. I wonder if my social problems are:

1.my fault

2.being in a toxic society

3.a combination of #1 and #2

if im being honest I think my problem is #3. ive definitely been guilty of social awkwardness/aspieness before, but the maltreatment ive received from normies has been out of proportion to my actions, which suggests that #2 is a factor as well. many americans just strike me as short sighted/exploitive ("oh this person cant benefit me at all? forget about them, theyre worthless"), however...isnt this also true anywhere else in the world?

Ah.. a fellow cynic, nice to meet you. It's not your fault. I think the whole country is going down. You better move happier abroad. Don't try to fight a losing battle and a decaying system.
Same as you, I don't vibe well with most of the Americans. I only vibe well with middle aged American men and women as they seem to be more down to earth.
American women 16-35 yr old think I am some kind of a maladjusted weirdo because I live in a very "Spartan" and austere lifestyle.
I don't spend money on those expensive furniture, decorations, plastic toys, clothes, cars, fancy apartment rooms just to show off and keep up with the Johnses on social media.

I live in a tiny bedroom in Korea town and all I have is my computer, desk, table, chair, bookcase from IKEA. No figurines, posters, any thing like that. I only buy rice, beans, chicken, beef, vegetables, fruits, and I don't eat out every day and post it on social media like them rest of the airheads. I am saving lot of money and will move out of Jewnited states of Americ*nts within 3-5 years later.

[Moretorque]

The biggest thing I notice is when I jack off now I don't throw a load very far, this has me really concerned..

WTF Perhaps your over 50 and your prostate is blocking your bladder.

Yaa another thing I notice is my belly has gotten so big it blocks the view of my peter.

[Natural_Born_Cynic]

The biggest thing I notice is when I jack off now I don't throw a load very far, this has me really concerned..

WTF Perhaps your over 50 and your prostate is blocking your bladder.

Yaa another thing I notice is my belly has gotten so big it blocks the view of my peter.

[fschmidt]

I went from being mildly misanthropic to extremely misanthropic.

[69ixine]

Some people never change. I've learned a valuable a lesson over the years. Especially regarding extending friendship and hospitality to those who don't deserve it and end up spitting it back in your face.

I used to be the guy that took in the outcast into our group and everytime those fuckers showed me why they were outcasts.

I never help anyone unless they're asking for food,like today I bought a homeless guy subway.because I know how it is like to be hungry.besides that,f**k people!

get money and bang is all I want!

[Mr. Mistoffelees]

For me personally I became more socially withdrawn and unhappy that I haven't been able to find love. I'm a gay man and trying to find love in America has been exceedingly difficult, which is a tiresome shame, as I'm relentlessly lonely and in need of affection.

I found God and solice in the word of the Bible. I honestly don't know where I would be without the grace of God and the Bible which has helped me feel like I'm no longer alone.

I've always been an outcast, even among the gay community I've never really fit in. I want to travel abroad, maybe to France or Italy, to find myself a handsome man to settle down with. These are the countries of love ❤

This is why I want to travel abroad @Outcast9428, to find love the same as most others here. Gay men in the west are just as vacuous as western women. They aren't the type of people I'm looking for.

I would be tempted to travel to Mexico to meet with @Cornfed if he was ever interested. He could teach me some advanced grappling techniques

[kukushka]

Ah.. a fellow cynic, nice to meet you. It's not your fault. I think the whole country is going down. You better move happier abroad. Don't try to fight a losing battle and a decaying system.
Same as you, I don't vibe well with most of the Americans. I only vibe well with middle aged American men and women as they seem to be more down to earth.
American women 16-35 yr old think I am some kind of a maladjusted weirdo because I live in a very "Spartan" and austere lifestyle.
I don't spend money on those expensive furniture, decorations, plastic toys, clothes, cars, fancy apartment rooms just to show off and keep up with the Johnses on social media.

I live in a tiny bedroom in Korea town and all I have is my computer, desk, table, chair, bookcase from IKEA. No figurines, posters, any thing like that. I only buy rice, beans, chicken, beef, vegetables, fruits, and I don't eat out every day and post it on social media like them rest of the airheads. I am saving lot of money and will move out of Jewnited states of Americ*nts within 3-5 years later.

I would love to live abroad but I feel obligated to stay in the states with my aging parents.

one good thing about being an outcast is that this idea of keeping up with the joneses is completely foreign to me. I cant imagine letting peer pressure have that much of an effect on me, but this is a reality for normies though

I went from being mildly misanthropic to extremely misanthropic.

I can relate. I might be the odd one out by saying this but the past few years have shown me why the elite treat us like cattle, its because we are. I used to have romantic notions of helping awaken the public but now I realize those are just fantasies. in the real world people dont give a shit, they will do what theyre told to do.

may I ask what triggered your change in perspective?

[fschmidt]

I can relate. I might be the odd one out by saying this but the past few years have shown me why the elite treat us like cattle, its because we are. I used to have romantic notions of helping awaken the public but now I realize those are just fantasies. in the real world people dont give a shit, they will do what theyre told to do.

may I ask what triggered your change in perspective?

Many things, but the covid response and recent business experience are big ones. This recent post of mine explains:

http://www.mikraite.org/Hail-Satan-tp3635.html

[Moretorque]

I went from being mildly misanthropic to extremely misanthropic.

So you just admitted you're a self hating Jew. they are the only real people, everybody else is cattle.