I Apologize for my recent threads and comments

[88jose88]

I'm in a rut here in the ghetto with trash everywhere on the streets(both literal and figurative)and I'm beginning to become bitter and pissed off 24/7.

I'm like kangarunner,only I can't get out because I have no job(Due to documents).

I'm sick of procrastinating,and being patient.patience has it's limits.

Do I like living around blacks?It depends on the type of black,surely not any in this city.

I do love the black members of my mum's family.I am sick of ghetto blacks though.

As for women,I don't think we should take away their rights,however I am a traditional conservative and I believe society should outlaw certain expressions of art that promote promiscuity,should change it's culture etc however since I am not looking for any woman from a non-traditional area,it doesn't matter to me what occurs in the fast declining west.

I see the west as a rabid dog that needs to be put down.I'm glad the owners and controllers of global financialized capital are moving to BRICS and abandoning the west.

I was watching Jordan Peterson yesterday on promiscuity,and he's right that sex is not 'nothing',it's a divine bond between two people.I do not want to use hookers,or hook up or have a girlfriend,I want a wife that shares my values.it's wierd when you nsee sex as nothing,you want intimacy a connection and so on but divorce emotional and physical connection.if you just needed sexual release and pleasure,a masturbatory device with pornography would be almost sufficient.

We want intimacy,but hookup culture treats sex as if it's only a physical act like shaking a hand or drinking water,then these players go to great lengths to get this,also for egoist purposes like getting flags etc the ego can never be satiated however.

luckily,Since I have returned to christianity and take it more seriously now,instead of just fear,I can find a arranged marriage in india through a church as soon as I get a f***ing job.

I mean I would do that with a Bhili wife if I were secular,I've posted american males that have gotten such marriages in india and were much happier with their tradwives than the hoes of the west,but I think A christian lifestyle is most congruent with my values.

I just think also thinking with your pecker is a bad strategy in life.

[88jose88]

Living in a group home with 35$ a week to spend and no life is going to make you insane,especially if you're in a ghetto in a has been city that is a dump.

Moving to the USA,was the biggest mistake of my life.My sister convinced me to come here.it's been hell ever since.

[Natural_Born_Cynic]

Living in a group home with 35$ a week to spend and no life is going to make you insane,especially if you're in a ghetto in a has been city that is a dump.

Moving to the USA,was the biggest mistake of my life.My sister convinced me to come here.it's been hell ever since.

Damn man, that's rough and I accept your apology eventhough you didn't do anything to offend me.
You should've stayed in the Netherlands eventhough people there are bit shallow and disingeuous in my opinion. Netherlands seems to offer superior living conditions compared to, I don't know Cleveland USA and rest of the rust belt sh*thole.

Is there any way to work it out your social worker? Move you to a different housing instead of one in the middle of the ghetto? Moving to a better environment might clear your mind a little bit and not be distracted by the urban decay and other black people.

[Natural_Born_Cynic]

I'm in a rut here in the ghetto with trash everywhere on the streets(both literal and figurative)and I'm beginning to become bitter and pissed off 24/7.

I'm like kangarunner,only I can't get out because I have no job(Due to documents).

I'm sick of procrastinating,and being patient.patience has it's limits.

Do I like living around blacks?It depends on the type of black,surely not any in this city.

I do love the black members of my mum's family.I am sick of ghetto blacks though.

As for women,I don't think we should take away their rights,however I am a traditional conservative and I believe society should outlaw certain expressions of art that promote promiscuity,should change it's culture etc however since I am not looking for any woman from a non-traditional area,it doesn't matter to me what occurs in the fast declining west.

I see the west as a rabid dog that needs to be put down.I'm glad the owners and controllers of global financialized capital are moving to BRICS and abandoning the west.

I was watching Jordan Peterson yesterday on promiscuity,and he's right that sex is not 'nothing',it's a divine bond between two people.I do not want to use hookers,or hook up or have a girlfriend,I want a wife that shares my values.it's wierd when you nsee sex as nothing,you want intimacy a connection and so on but divorce emotional and physical connection.if you just needed sexual release and pleasure,a masturbatory device with pornography would be almost sufficient.

We want intimacy,but hookup culture treats sex as if it's only a physical act like shaking a hand or drinking water,then these players go to great lengths to get this,also for egoist purposes like getting flags etc the ego can never be satiated however.

luckily,Since I have returned to christianity and take it more seriously now,instead of just fear,I can find a arranged marriage in india through a church as soon as I get a f***ing job.

I mean I would do that with a Bhili wife if I were secular,I've posted american males that have gotten such marriages in india and were much happier with their tradwives than the hoes of the west,but I think A christian lifestyle is most congruent with my values.

I just think also thinking with your pecker is a bad strategy in life.

Or you could try joining to U.S military particularly U.S navy. Navy is good because you don't have to fight and get IEDed and shelled by hostile brown people.

You don't have to fight in the front lines, just apply for the rear lines, such as logistics, IT, electronics, etc.
You get to travel the world, Free housing, free food, free college tution, free healthcare, and a salary depending on your rank.
Lot of blacks, browns, poor whites join the U.S military to escape the ghetto or poverty.

Think about it.

[rudder]

No need to apologize. I found your posts to be pretty entertaining.

Well, sounds like it's time for you to get with the program and start slinging some crack.

[MrMan]

I'm in a rut here in the ghetto with trash everywhere on the streets(both literal and figurative)and I'm beginning to become bitter and pissed off 24/7.

I'm like kangarunner,only I can't get out because I have no job(Due to documents).

I'm sick of procrastinating,and being patient.patience has it's limits.

Do I like living around blacks?It depends on the type of black,surely not any in this city.

I do love the black members of my mum's family.I am sick of ghetto blacks though.

As for women,I don't think we should take away their rights,however I am a traditional conservative and I believe society should outlaw certain expressions of art that promote promiscuity,should change it's culture etc however since I am not looking for any woman from a non-traditional area,it doesn't matter to me what occurs in the fast declining west.

I see the west as a rabid dog that needs to be put down.I'm glad the owners and controllers of global financialized capital are moving to BRICS and abandoning the west.

I was watching Jordan Peterson yesterday on promiscuity,and he's right that sex is not 'nothing',it's a divine bond between two people.I do not want to use hookers,or hook up or have a girlfriend,I want a wife that shares my values.it's wierd when you nsee sex as nothing,you want intimacy a connection and so on but divorce emotional and physical connection.if you just needed sexual release and pleasure,a masturbatory device with pornography would be almost sufficient.

We want intimacy,but hookup culture treats sex as if it's only a physical act like shaking a hand or drinking water,then these players go to great lengths to get this,also for egoist purposes like getting flags etc the ego can never be satiated however.

luckily,Since I have returned to christianity and take it more seriously now,instead of just fear,I can find a arranged marriage in india through a church as soon as I get a f***ing job.

I mean I would do that with a Bhili wife if I were secular,I've posted american males that have gotten such marriages in india and were much happier with their tradwives than the hoes of the west,but I think A christian lifestyle is most congruent with my values.

I just think also thinking with your pecker is a bad strategy in life.

Or you could try joining to U.S military particularly U.S navy. Navy is good because you don't have to fight and get IEDed and shelled by hostile brown people.

You don't have to fight in the front lines, just apply for the rear lines, such as logistics, IT, electronics, etc.
You get to travel the world, Free housing, free food, free college tution, free healthcare, and a salary depending on your rank.
Lot of blacks, browns, poor whites join the U.S military to escape the ghetto or poverty.

Think about it.

The US Armed forces discriminates when it comes to health in their recruiting.

[kangarunner]

I'm in a rut here in the ghetto with trash everywhere on the streets(both literal and figurative)and I'm beginning to become bitter and pissed off 24/7.

I'm like kangarunner,only I can't get out because I have no job(Due to documents).

I'm sick of procrastinating,and being patient.patience has it's limits.

Do I like living around blacks?It depends on the type of black,surely not any in this city.

I do love the black members of my mum's family.I am sick of ghetto blacks though.

As for women,I don't think we should take away their rights,however I am a traditional conservative and I believe society should outlaw certain expressions of art that promote promiscuity,should change it's culture etc however since I am not looking for any woman from a non-traditional area,it doesn't matter to me what occurs in the fast declining west.

I see the west as a rabid dog that needs to be put down.I'm glad the owners and controllers of global financialized capital are moving to BRICS and abandoning the west.

I was watching Jordan Peterson yesterday on promiscuity,and he's right that sex is not 'nothing',it's a divine bond between two people.I do not want to use hookers,or hook up or have a girlfriend,I want a wife that shares my values.it's wierd when you nsee sex as nothing,you want intimacy a connection and so on but divorce emotional and physical connection.if you just needed sexual release and pleasure,a masturbatory device with pornography would be almost sufficient.

We want intimacy,but hookup culture treats sex as if it's only a physical act like shaking a hand or drinking water,then these players go to great lengths to get this,also for egoist purposes like getting flags etc the ego can never be satiated however.

luckily,Since I have returned to christianity and take it more seriously now,instead of just fear,I can find a arranged marriage in india through a church as soon as I get a f***ing job.

I mean I would do that with a Bhili wife if I were secular,I've posted american males that have gotten such marriages in india and were much happier with their tradwives than the hoes of the west,but I think A christian lifestyle is most congruent with my values.

I just think also thinking with your pecker is a bad strategy in life.

I hope you find a way out of America. No Joke Howard did it with little money. He just booked a flight to Cambodia and had $2,500 with him. Then he got his TEFL certificate and became a teacher. He talked on his channel about how he worked as a fitness instructor in Phnom Penh with no experience.

[88jose88]

I'm in a rut here in the ghetto with trash everywhere on the streets(both literal and figurative)and I'm beginning to become bitter and pissed off 24/7.

I'm like kangarunner,only I can't get out because I have no job(Due to documents).

I'm sick of procrastinating,and being patient.patience has it's limits.

Do I like living around blacks?It depends on the type of black,surely not any in this city.

I do love the black members of my mum's family.I am sick of ghetto blacks though.

As for women,I don't think we should take away their rights,however I am a traditional conservative and I believe society should outlaw certain expressions of art that promote promiscuity,should change it's culture etc however since I am not looking for any woman from a non-traditional area,it doesn't matter to me what occurs in the fast declining west.

I see the west as a rabid dog that needs to be put down.I'm glad the owners and controllers of global financialized capital are moving to BRICS and abandoning the west.

I was watching Jordan Peterson yesterday on promiscuity,and he's right that sex is not 'nothing',it's a divine bond between two people.I do not want to use hookers,or hook up or have a girlfriend,I want a wife that shares my values.it's wierd when you nsee sex as nothing,you want intimacy a connection and so on but divorce emotional and physical connection.if you just needed sexual release and pleasure,a masturbatory device with pornography would be almost sufficient.

We want intimacy,but hookup culture treats sex as if it's only a physical act like shaking a hand or drinking water,then these players go to great lengths to get this,also for egoist purposes like getting flags etc the ego can never be satiated however.

luckily,Since I have returned to christianity and take it more seriously now,instead of just fear,I can find a arranged marriage in india through a church as soon as I get a f***ing job.

I mean I would do that with a Bhili wife if I were secular,I've posted american males that have gotten such marriages in india and were much happier with their tradwives than the hoes of the west,but I think A christian lifestyle is most congruent with my values.

I just think also thinking with your pecker is a bad strategy in life.

I hope you find a way out of America. No Joke Howard did it with little money. He just booked a flight to Cambodia and had $2,500 with him. Then he got his TEFL certificate and became a teacher. He talked on his channel about how he worked as a fitness instructor in Phnom Penh with no experience.

Thanks kanga!
I just need to get my social security card with my case manager and I can work as a CNA,it's my goal to move to miami anyway,it's totally different to the rest of america due to the large immigrant population.

I'm not thinking so much about finding a wife either,it'll come when it comes.

[MrMan]

Back in the 1990's I had $700 something , flew to Jakarta after paying for a $700 something for the ticket. I was supposed to get reimbursed if I signed with my employer. I was nearly the whole show there, and so I didn't sign with him. I found a job at a more conventional school that paid the same thing and paid off the ticket myself.

But I had a degree and a year of teaching experience. Then I got a job paying about $1900 a month, left to have our baby in the US, was unemployed in the US for a while, then worked for a place teaching kindergarten and preschool and decided I did not want to do that and just stayed unemployed over there till I found something. English First (EF) had come in, and for some reason were able to get teachers for 60% of what had been market wages, advertising the experience, and leaving more teachers looking for decent jobs.

Having started out my full-time career in South Korea, I got this impression that jobs were easy to get. There were there at the time for English teachers. When I got back to the US, jobs were hard to get. When I went back to Indonesia, reasonably paying jobs for someone with a wife and children was hard to get.

If it's easy to get a job in Cambodia now, that's great. What does it pay?

The future is dependent on God, of course. At least at this time, I feel like I have the golden handcuffs... just compared to English teaching... where I am now. Maybe not golden maybe stainless steel, compared to the cardboard handcuffs of English teaching.

[kangarunner]

Back in the 1990's I had $700 something , flew to Jakarta after paying for a $700 something for the ticket. I was supposed to get reimbursed if I signed with my employer. I was nearly the whole show there, and so I didn't sign with him. I found a job at a more conventional school that paid the same thing and paid off the ticket myself.

You had 700 pounds. Then you paid 700 pounds for the flight ticket. So now you have $0 on you when you land in Jakarta? How did you pay for housing and food when you got there?

The future is dependent on God, of course. At least at this time, I feel like I have the golden handcuffs... just compared to English teaching... where I am now. Maybe not golden maybe stainless steel, compared to the cardboard handcuffs of English teaching.

"The future is dependent on God". No sir. Incorrect. False. The future is dependent on what YOU do now to make YOUR future better.