lone_yakuza wrote:Yes I'm angry, but I am not a loser at all.
Unless you have gone to a top 10 US university because you worked your a** off and have intelligence way above average, have fought at a nation-wide full contact, knockdown, no protective gear style of fighting + won several regional fights by KO where that guy lost his eyesight/blacked out for 30 secs and have 14 years of martial arts experience, can lift serious weight/powerlift especially for your size + a ripped/muscular body, and have won many regional concerto competitions, please shut the f**k up.
And this was all done despite a sickly body with numerous chronic illnesses which I have had since teenage years and childhood, and I am only 21 dealing with chronic illness shit 50 year olds deal with.. So f**k you motherf***er, I bet you'd just give up if you had as many health issues as I do. You don't know what real struggle or real test of willpower is you piece of shit.
I have had women hit on me, but they are always 10 years my senior (30 years old) or they are overweight or they are not my type. Also, all American women are total skanks, status whores, and sluts, and did I mention they are total whores. One attractive girl who hit on me turned out to have so much usage on her, I probably would have gotten HIV from her. Luckily my permascowl now keeps all American women at bay and both men and women get the f**k out of my way when I leave the gym pumped up with a look on my face that is akin to Genghis Khan getting ready to slaughter some people., which is the way I like Americans -> 20 ft away from me.
Also, I have come to hate most western and anglo women. They are all the same. Same kind of white supremacist attitude and they just treat East Asian males like fashion accessories hanging off their arm, just like how they like to go to Africa and adopt black children to show off to others.
Dude, seriously, you should do something for that boiling anger. This is one the worst bouts of insults I have read on the forum, and it's almost shocking that it came from you, one of the HA young members I respect the most. You resorting to insulting Outwest, one of the most reasonable people in here, can only mean one thing: you're losing the plot, and you should really, I mean really take the proverbial two steps back, take a deep breath and try to see things from a different perspective.
Nobody here is stripping you out of your pride and your achievements, although this is not a forum of Ivy League students, martial arts semi-pros, so it's safe to say you're likely to be judged for what you write and how you write it. I can only imagine your chronical illnesses and the pain you have to endure on a daily basis are part of the reason why you sometimes seem to just snap and start videogame combo style rants jam-packed with stereotypes, nonsense and personal insults. I will tell you again: all this just ain't gonna help!
You having a permascowl is not a reason for pride, it's one for shame. Wearing this thick armour of bitterness and existential grudges may keep the bad boys and girls away, but will also ensure that you'll never see the odd good young woman coming. It's quite clear to everyone here that your negative attitude and your over-the-top requirements in terms of social and love life are literally eating you from the inside. If I were you, it wouldn't be those physical ailments that would concern me, but the massive cognitive dissonance you nurture towards yourself and those around you.
So, since you can't change your skin, change your perspective on it. Get yourself a good action plan to take care (stabilise or cure) your illnesses from abroad, and just GO
abroad. Since you don't sound happy about any country on the planet, I can guarantee you that any
of them will do. Japan, South Korea, Holland (as you said you're part Dutch), Iceland, Azerbaijan, have your pick and get your luggage ready.
As more than one fellow member pointed out, in a more or less polemic way, most of your bitterness comes from the fact that you see the world from the thick lenses of your own fears, prejudices and stereotypes. Move around, open to meeting people from different cultures without your usual biases and then you'll come back and tell us how much you will have changed. 100% guaranteed dude.