Starchild,
You need to relax. The NWO, Illuminati, evil elite cabal or whatever, are not gonna win. So you don't need to worry about it or live in fear and dread of it. Here's why. The reason is simple.
Our 3D universe is composed of opposing Ying Yang forces, as depicted in the widely recognized Ying Yang Eastern symbol. Everything exists as a union of opposites, including good and evil. For example, your brain contains two hemispheres that need each other to function, and your legs need each other to walk. Black and white need each other, so does up and down, right and left, and all opposites. Even the US government and most governments need at least two major political parties that oppose each other, such as the Democrats and Republicans, in order to function. This is the nature of the dualistic 3D universe.
The same goes for good and evil forces. Good can never vanquish evil and evil can never vanquish good. If there is too much evil, the universe will help the good in order to balance things out. Conversely, if there is too much good, then the universe will help the evil side to regain a balance between the two. That's how history has always been.
The only way to escape this kind of duality is if our world ascends into the 4th dimension or higher, as the New Agers claim. But as long as we are in the 3rd dimension, everything will be made up of opposites. So the NWO and the elite cabals can never win or dominate completely. The universe simply cannot allow it.
Even the greatest western powers in history have always had an equal and opposing adversary to keep them in balance. For example, the Roman Empire was constantly at odds against the Germanic tribes in Gaul and Germania, such as the Goths and the Vandals, which they were never able to completely defeat or dominate for hundreds of years, even at the height of its power during the Pax Romana period. During the Middle Ages, the Roman Catholic Church, which ruled Europe, had an equal adversary in the Middle East in the Islamic forces that they could not completely defeat during the Crusades War. And then later on, the Protestant Reformation came up in the 1500's and divided Europe into two different types of Christian religions, creating yet another opposing force to the Catholic Church.
Even in George Orwell's novel "1984", the world government in the story was not a one world government, but composed of FOUR major governments of the world that were constantly at war with each other. So even Orwell knew that you could not have a one world government without opposition. And even if you could, it would need opposition from outside, such as an extraterrestrial threat.
During the 20th Century of course, America's equal and opposing adversary was the Soviet Union during the Cold War. Today, America's adversary is Russia, China and much of the world, including its own citizens, in its so called "War on Terror". Some say that the NWO's adversary are divine and extraterrestrial forces that are trying to help us. That's why the NWO may attempt to alert us to a fake alien invasion, as some say, in order for there to be an enemy, whether real or imaginary.
The elite know all this, and that's one reason why they always need an enemy to fight, otherwise they could not exist or function without an adversary of some sort in this dualistic universe. So let them go on and have their see saw battle that they will never win. Even if the NWO wins in the short term, eventually they will lose and fall and be replaced, as all tyrants and empires and regimes have. And life goes on. So why worry about it? It is what is is, and what happens will happen. So there is no need for excessive fearmongering or becoming addicted to "paranoia porn" like Alex Jones, David Icke and the conspiracy movement want you to.
Hope that gives you a reason to rest easy and relax. So focus on what you CAN change in life, not on what you can't. Have fun and live and let live. Just remember to make sure that everything is in moderation. Extremes are never good in any form. Balance is the key to life. That's the secret to a good life, to do a little of everything.
This means that studying a little bit about conspiracies and the NWO stuff is ok too, if done in moderation. But there is no need for excessive fearmongering or to live in dread of them and worry that the NWO will win and get their way, because they won't and the can't, for the reasons I explained.
Listen to this guy named David Wilcock sometime. He is a greater speaker in the conspiracy movement and is one of the few that has a positive message about the future. He also argues that the Illuminati/NWO will not win, for the same reasons I describe. He even says that the NWO's plans for World War 3 and global depopulation to under 500 million (as laid out in the Georgia Guidestones) have been thwarted by higher extraterrestrial or angelic forces that are protecting us from all that.
So this NWO is not as all powerful and in full control of everything as you think. Wilcock says that the NWO tried to start WW3 with the Russia-Crimea debacle, but it failed and Putin didn't take the bait. He also says that even within the US government, there are opposing forces to the NWO and Illuminati that are fighting for the good guys. You can listen David Wilcock if you want a positive message from the conspiracy movement. Here are his interviews and lectures on YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/results?search_ ... id+wilcock