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[tiagomoncada]

i am from staten island. never dated any women. only woman i ever slept with was a prostitute. at 26, been going to community college for the past 9 years. work at an amazon warehouse. have no friends from school or work. have low self esteem. live in my mothers basement.i am colombian but tell people i am brazilian because it sounds more exotic. i am overweight and going to therapy. might be autistic, depresed, and anxious. i want to open 10 karate schools, not necesarily because i have the know how, or money for it, but because i like karate. i am a fan of wrestling. most of my friends are from self help groups, because i dont have to feel beneath them. if i befriend anyone from school, then i might feel beneath them because of my possible mental health issues. either that or people at school and work just dont jack me. often times, i will try to trick people into hanging out with me by telling them "it will be a lot of fun". i will make excuses for myself in order to avoid approaching women, like "i need to lose weight first before i approach females". i have read some books by pick up artists, and taken some courses. i tried doing cold approaches, and that made me even more shy than i originally was. the rejection just got to me. nowadays, i am afraid to even say hi to females. although i am a college student, i thought it was a good idea to approach random women in a park instead of at school. i like to criticise others because my family criticised me, and thats all i know. instead of coming up with my own theories, i like to quote, and paraphrase celebrities. thats all for now. i will keep you updated.