).On the third date she came over to my hotel and we had a bottle of wine before I took her to the taxi. Anyways on the fourth date she walked the whole of Nanjing road with me (to symbolise the difficulty of long distance relationship that she was about to be a part of). I told her there was something special at the end. I asked her out when we got to Jing'an Temple Station which we decided was going to be the end since the real end to this road is quite vague. She was not expecting it but accepted saying she doesn't know what a girlfriend is supposed to do though since it's her first time. I said I would teach her.
On my last day in Shanghai we hung out and I explained to her the challenges with long distance relationship. She didn't really show any emotion. I took her back to where she stayed. There was this other girl who was there that started asking me questions about the UK because she was going to study here and me being the nice guy happily answered. I didn't realise I was ignoring my girlfriend. She didn't say anything. This other girl wasn't helping by laughing at everything I said and being all flirty lol wtf. She asked me for my wechat and I told her because I didn't think it was a big deal. She added me and I accepted. I think during this time my girlfriend left the glass house we were in and came back. I was done answering questions and my girlfriend asked if I wanted to leave now or stay since she was going for her yoga class. I went with her and we said goodbye at the point where the road splits. We literally walked in opposite directions (f***ing cliche as hell). A minute later as I was on the main road trying to get a taxi, she messaged me saying she cant stop crying. I was like wtf. She said she is missing me leaving and that it hurts that I ignored her during my last minutes with her. She sent me some short audio message and you can clearly hear she is cry talking. That made me feel like shit. I never really comforted her but instead told her this was not going to be easy and that we would meet again in a year. Then she starts saying she is going to think of me as a friend and will forget me if she cant see me again.
Now I feel like I am going to loose her. She is actually the only women I actually enjoyed being around. She ignored my messages for the whole day that I left. Then later the next day she asked me what the time was and proceeded to saying I am going to meet with this other girl and I quote "Nope, still unpleasant, I just decided to ignore you, leave me alone *purple sad face with horn*". Should I stop messaging her until she cools off and how long is this normally? She is ignored me kind of the whole day today after asking me for the time this morning.
Now I crave for her smell (The perfume she wears. I think its quite common in Shanghai) because it reminds me of her and Shanghai. This smell is on the scarf she gave me and it makes me think about her whenever I smell this scent. 
f***ing sucks that we get separated so soon.
