Could God and Satan be the same person? And other disturbing thoughts...

[Winston]

Wow I just saw the horror movie Saint Maud. It's about a religious girl who got saved by God and dedicated her life to God. But she kept getting demonic visions and hearing demonic voices that told her bad things and led her to self-destruction, as if God is a demonic deity. Geez. The voice even told her at the end that reality is just a game to him. Very creepy.

Maybe it is a big truth drop that God and Satan are the same person? See trailer below.

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt7557108/

Another horror movie called The Unholy (2021) has a similar theme, where a young woman becomes the messenger for God and performs miracles but she also brought evil and Satan at the same time. Perhaps this is another revelation that God and Satan are the same person? That's too disturbing for 99.99 percent of people but it makes sense if you think about it. And it fits what we see and experience in this world. There is always a trickster force trying to deceive us and mislead us and play mind games with us and give us false hope followed by disappointment everyday. In Saint Maud the demon even told the girl that the world is just a game to him. Consider these two things.

First, if God and Satan were true enemies then God would simply destroy Satan and erase his name from the history books and from the Bible. No way would a tyrannical God like Yahweh tolerate any real rivalry. The fact that God never destroys Satan means that Satan is either useful to him, or works with him as a tag team, or they are the same person. Nothing else can explain it. This is simple but no one wants to go there. Christians don't dare to think it.

Second, remember in the Bible when Jesus mentioned the unpardonable sin called blasphemy of the holy spirit? He mentioned it right after someone said that Jesus is of Satan. So the unpardonable sin must be referring to the belief that God is Satan. Now why would that be the biggest sin? Shouldn't murder be the biggest sin? Maybe it's the biggest sin because... it's true? Why else? The thing if it's true that God is Satan then it would be the biggest SECRET that he would want to be hidden. So he would want to cover that up and hide it behind the biggest taboo and sin. Right? Think about it. It's a chilling thought but it would make sense and answer a lot of questions and mysteries about theology and existence.

However, no one wants to contemplate this. It's the biggest taboo. Every time I bring it up, everyone clams up and dismisses it and won't consider it. Not even you. Why? But what if it's true? It does make sense and explains everything and is the only theory that fits ALL the data. Why would you think about it or consider it?

[Winston]

WARNING! The following is super disturbing! Only read this if you can stomach it and are not faint hearted.

Here is my theory that explains everything and makes the most perfect sense that accounts for everything. However it is too disturbing for anyone to think about.

What if we are living inside the mind of a demonic God? That would explain why he is watching us every second 24/7 wherever we are, even if we are on a remote island. Like the all seeing eye. That would explain why he can control everything all around us everywhere. That would explain why everything around us wants to mindfuck us and deceive us and mislead us and play games with us and give us false illusions everyday and false hope that leads to disappointment, etc. You get the drift I'm sure.

That's why everything around you, including your own mind, is trying to deceive you and trick you and lead you astray and lead you to temptation. It fills you up with temporary pleasure and happiness and good feelings sometimes, just so it can tear you down again, the same way you charge your phone so you can use it, or put gas in your car so you can drive it. That's why the demonic God allows you to be happy and joyful and feel good sometimes, because it serves it's purpose and charges you up to be drained and depleted again. Like a battery. That makes perfect sense if we are part of an energy farm.

Maybe NPCs are merely the robots and minions created and used by the demonic God to carry out his wishes? That's why people f**k us up all the time as if it's deliberate, and why dictators like Putin and Netanyahu start unnecessary wars and won't stop them. Because they are serving the will of the demonic God that we are inside of.

The only good thing is that this demonic God isn't gonna just kill us outright with a lightning bolt when we walk outside. He prefers to play games with us like a cat and mouse, like a hunter and trickster. He enjoys outsmarting us and outfoxing us and gets a kick out of it, like a game master. He loves to deceive us and screw with our minds. Every horror movie villain does this too, which is a truth drop and reflection of the demonic deity.

He's a lot like the Joker or Riddler in Batman, who does not try to kill Batman outright but instead plays games with Batman and tries to outsmart and outfox him and toy with him first, before leading him to his own destruction. The demonic God we live inside of is the same way and has the same personality. That's why everything around us is a trick and false hope. It's as if something is playing with us all the time. Like a trickster. The ancients saw the gods as tricksters too, don't forget that.

All of this is way too disturbing and depressing and makes you feel powerless and is bad for your mental health. So it's not good to think this way. But what if it's true? You gotta at least put it on the table right? Because it's the most perfect theory that explains everything and accounts for everything you see and experience in this reality and in this world and in life. Right?

Have you ever considered this? Or am I the only one?

Remember in the Star Trek Voyager episode Coda, Captain Janeway was pressured by the being during her NDE to step into the gateway to his realm so she could nourish him in there. She was being lured to enter heaven so she could become an eternal battery for the deity in there. Like stepping into the mind of a demonic deity and into his world so he could play with her mind for all eternity while using her like a battery in a game of everlasting deception. Kind of like how this world seems to be for us. That's why this world seems like a bardo state like in the movie Jacob's Ladder. Because it's inside the mind of a deity that's using us and tricking us everyday for his own benefit, not for ours.

What do you think? It's very disturbing and depressing but it's the perfect theory that makes perfect sense and explains everything we see and experience in this reality. Right? How can we deny that and ignore it and refuse to consider it? It even explains Murphy's Law too of course, which no New Ager or spiritual person has ever been able to explain. But this does.

[Winston]

Btw here's an even scarier thought. What if in the afterlife you find out that the world outside of this one is even worse? Like a hell realm with cosmic monsters like in HP Lovecraft's horror cosmology? Then you will remember why you came to Earth in the first place, as an escape and vacation from the hell realm. Wouldn't that totally suck if true? Lol.

Remember when Neo exited the matrix he found out that the world outside the matrix sucked too and was dark and gloomy. Also see the 1992 movie Mindwarp. In it a woman and her mother use a simulation to escape their bleak post apocalyptic world which had been destroyed by nuclear weapons.

The thing is everyone assumes the world outside of this one must be better like some kind of heavenly paradise? But what if the opposite is true? Everything around us seems to be a deception and misdirection. So what if the afterlife is a deception too, that we assume is a better world but is actually worse? Wouldn't that suck? Scary thought huh? We all assume our assumptions are true but what if they are not?

[Winston]

New exorcism movie about how the possessed could be possessed by God.

Shadow of God (2025)

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt30442140/

"While performing an unauthorized exorcism on his father, an elite exorcist suspects the entity he's doing battle with might be a holy being - perhaps even God."

Here's the one mentioned earlier called "The Unholy" where a young woman brings both God and the devil to the town, as if they are the same package and come together. The trailer is intense and scary.

The Unholy (2021)

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt9419056/

"A hearing-impaired girl is visited by the Virgin Mary and can suddenly hear, speak, and heal the sick. As people flock to witness her miracles, terrifying events unfold. Are they the work of the Virgin Mary or something much more sinister?"

Some quotes from the movie:

"Wherever God goes the unholy follows."

"When God builds a church, the devil builds a chapel next door."