Is REALITY itself the cause of evil and deception in the world, rather than a group of ruling elites?

[Winston]

Hey guys. I just had a revelation or realization when I woke up. I suddenly realized that this reality isn't a simulation or matrix. Because a digital apple no matter how good it looks cannot have any taste. And a simulation cannot contain soul essence or life force of course. Plus if the movies and universities are promoting it then it's probably another deception, albeit a more modern form of it.

I think this reality must be some kind of organic reality that is alive and real. But it's run by an evil force like the devil. However it's not evil in the conventional sense because it's not gonna kill you or strike you down with lightning. It gets a perverse pleasure out of constantly deceiving you in millions of ways. It tries to get you to hurt yourself or others. Everything around you is a deception or distraction if you think about it. This includes all religions and cults like New Age, Christianity, Buddhism, atheism, etc. They all have truth to lead you in but then they steer you in the wrong direction. That's part of the trick. They also use victim blaming and gaslighting and guilt tripping too of course to get you to blame yourself for everything. And all the gurus and leaders are just proxies it uses to do that.

It also gives you false hope constantly followed by disappointment. It's done this a million times to Americans but Americans still keep looking for the false hope of a better tomorrow which never comes. Americans never seem to learn. For example every guest on coast to coast am has to end by saying that they see a better future for the world. Or else they aren't allowed on the show. But no matter how many times it fails they still do it. Americans are eternally optimistic and never learn and always fall for false hope no matter how often it fails it seems.

This isn't what people want to hear of course. Everyone wants false hope and a promise of a better future and want to believe that a good God is watching over us and that our creator must be 100 percent good and benevolent, none of which matches reality of course. But my theory does match reality because everything around us is a deception or distraction or trick. It wants perpetual conflict too and manufactures it, like you see with Israel and Palestine and all unnecessary wars. Just like that Star Trek episode I told you about called "Day of the Dove".

It can't force you to do anything though. It has to get you to doom yourself. That seems to be its modus operandi. Otherwise it would just put you in a dungeon and torture you all day. But it doesn't do that. Because it doesn't want you to harm you directly. It wants to deceive you into harming yourself or others. That's what it gets its perverse pleasure out of.

Plotinus who founded Neoplatonism said that this reality is like a mirror. It inverts everything so you are deceived and see everything the opposite of the way it really is. This means the elite are probably deceived too and used by the evil force to carry out stuff by proxy too.

Of course it loves to irritate and annoy us too. Any weakness you have it immediately capitalizes on and takes advantage of for sure. That's no coincidence. That's why Murphy's law happens. It's there to annoy the heck out of you.

The thing is if you are a normie like most people it doesn't have to do much to deceive you. Because you've already bought into the belief that life's purpose is to work hard and make money and be a slave to the economic system which is your god and purpose for living. You already live to work and have already enslaved yourself if you're a normie. So the reality has you enslaved and in its clutches and doesn't have to do much to you if you're a normie. However if you are a freethinker or freespirit and aware like we are, then it has to rev up the deception and manipulation and use more sophisticated trickery, like conspiracy theories, new age, metaphysics, cults, movies, etc. So with us it has to put us on a list to target with more sophisticated trickery. That's why we are singled out for Murphy's law more whereas the masses who live to work don't need that.

Of course the reality gives you some happiness and joy and pleasure too, but it does that in order to bring you up with false hope again so it can tear you back down again, which it gets a perverse pleasure out of. That's why every time things seem to get better, like when JFK was president, it always has to ruin it and spoil everything and bring everything back down again. Every single time. No coincidence for sure. It's deliberate. And then it blames you of course or uses a scapegoat. It doesnt want you to know there's an evil force running reality. So it's always looks for some scapegoat or boogeyman, or tells you to blame yourself and never it. You are always directed away from the real culprit which is the reality itself.

What do you all think? I know this all sounds dismal and gruesome and disturbing but it makes sense and explains everything and fits all our experiences of reality if you think about it. Have any of you ever come to the same realization or epiphany too?

There's a YouTube channel that promotes my view above. It's called Quantum of Conscience by Matt McKinley. Here's the channel. He also says that it's the REALITY itself that we live in that does the evil and deception. Not a group of people or elites or a person or God or Satan or illuminati. Here's the channel if you want to follow it or see his videos. He is funny and witty and has a unique sense of humor.

https://youtube.com/@quantumofconscienc ... fhEl1fPZF4

[Winston]

Keep in mind everyone that after I posted the above realization or revelation, the forum crashed and had a deep corruption in the database and server that was very hard to fix. Maybe the matrix got mad that I exposed it so it crashed the forum? Or maybe it was an omen not to define the reality as evil? Matt McKinley also said that as soon as he called the Notnilc "asshole dark" it got angry and let him know that it didn't like that. It sent him a creepy warning about it. So he stopped calling it that. lol

Btw @Pixel--Dude yeah we could be in a dream too. But there is a lot more evidence to support what I said above than you think. That channel I mentioned above, Quantum of Conscience, has a new video everyday about how reality itself is the cause of all the problems in the world, not some bad guy or boogie man or evil elite. The videos do paint an obvious pattern after a while if you know what to look for.

Either way, regardless, you definitely have to admit that the Christian view that our Creator who is in charge of everything must be 100 percent good, perfect, just and fair, is completely BASELESS right? I'm sure you and Lucas will admit that at least. They have zero evidence for that and only dogma.

I asked my higher self about this once, and it said that God is both good and evil because he creates both as part of this reality matrix, but he is also neither and beyond good and evil too. So the answer is that he is both good and evil and neither because he is beyond both polarities too. It's similar to what Buddhism said about being both everything and nothing at the same time.

Wow I just heard the word "polarization" on my phone playing a podcast, right when I typed the word "polarities" in the last sentence. I swear! No joke. When you experience synchronicities like that on a DAILY basis multiple times, you no longer believe in coincidence.

I agree that life should be a fun adventure. But you can't deny that this matrix is very parasitic in nature. Remmber those 3 videos by Eric Dubay that I posted before? He makes a very solid case in them that this matrix is parasitic and the creator of it must be parasitic and evil. Remember? You agreed with that and admitted that.

Your idea that reality is like a dream inside the mind is similar to what Neoplatonism teaches by Plotinus. It says that the soul is not in the universe, but the universe is inside the soul. So reality is the inverse of what we perceive. So you are on good ground.

However, I'm not sure that the taste of an apple could ever be simulated though. That's a stretch and beyond the realm of our technology and may not even be possible. It's speculation and a stretch to assume that that could be possible. Also, a simulation has to be based on some kind of reality, otherwise what is it a simulation of, right? How would you know whether base reality is a simulation too? See what I mean? Maybe it's all a mental simulation like you said.

[kangarunner]

Keep in mind everyone that after I posted the above realization or revelation, the forum crashed and had a deep corruption in the database and server that was very hard to fix. Maybe the matrix got mad that I exposed it so it crashed the forum? Or maybe it was an omen not to define the reality as evil? Matt McKinley also said that as soon as he called the Notnilc "asshole dark" it got angry and let him know that it didn't like that. It sent him a creepy warning about it. So he stopped calling it that. lol

@Winston Once again, your mind exists only inside your own egocentric view of the world. No one else's opinion matters.

Read my post about how all of us everyone of us lives in the dominance hierarchy. viewtopic.php?style=1&f=32&t=50887&p=416618

But it makes sense to me that you wouldn't care about the dominance hierarchy because it simply doesn't apply to you since you don't have to work at all. You don't have to compete at all for resources and so you live outside the hierarchy.

We are all trapped in it. You can't get out of it unless you escape to another culture in the world where you have a better advantage.

If you're assigned the role of subordinate in a dominance hierarchy, you cannot change it. It's fixed. That means that all other people in the dominance hierarchy will view you as that role.

"Hell is other people". - We forever live in the judgmental eyes of others who don't like us.

[Winston]

@Pixel--Dude

This video teacher by top new age teacher Sarah Elkhaldy agrees with you that the matrix is a mental simulation created by consciousness, and not a technological one like atheists promote. If so then that would lend credence to theory above that the matrix is alive and organic and sentient like an organism right?