I'm slowly losing my mind here!

[Will N. Dowd]

I feel like I will lose my mind slowly if I stay in the bullshit called "Western Society" and Vancouver, BC, Canada much longer. After I got back from the Philippines last June, I suffered terribly at work for 3 months until the end of August when I lost my job and got a 5 figure cheque. That was my first big sigh of relief, since I was no longer a corporate slave, had an insane female boss and I can now sleep in everyday and be a lazy bum.
Then I applied for Employment Insurance, but because I got such a big settlement I had to wait until the beginning of December to get my first EI deposit. Luckily because I made good money at my job I got the maximum EI amount, at $872 every 2 weeks, and I can get it for 38 weeks, or until the beginning of August 2013. So I had no income for September, October, and November, but made up for it by continuing to sell my stuff online, which I'm still doing. I did pretty well though and sold $1338 in Sep, Oct, and Nov, and $710 in December, so I got over $2000 in 4 months.

Since the end of August when I got tossed from my job, my time consists of the following:

Sleeping in until usually past 10 am, sometimes until 11, or even 12.30 pm
Eating long drawn out brunches until mid afternoon.
Having late dinners at 8 or 9 pm. I always cook my own food and hardly ever go to restaurants to save money and cook what I like.

Going to the local library to get movies to watch and CD's to put on my hard drive.
Going downtown once a week to the Language Exchange school in the hopes of meeting a cute girl to bang. As I said in another post I really lucked out and met that taiwanese beauty queen at the end of October and shagged her for a month until she went back. That was a huge sigh of relief, but I became quite depressed after she left because I have to now look at asian porn to satisfy my demand for the ultimate art form in the world: The Nude young Asian Female Body
Relisting my craigslist ads every 2 days, and deleting anything that sells. Whenever I sell anything, even something for $5 I get a huge happy boost because it means 1 less thing I have and more money I have. Everything helps and in 2012 I sold almost $4000, so it pays off, but still takes way too long and of course I have t put up with a lot of time wasters too. but everything I sell make my pile of stuff to sell smaller.

Then last week I listed my apartment for sale on realtor.ca so it is officially on the market. I have no bites on it yet, but it is only a matter of time before it sells. It might take a month, it might take 6 or even a year, but it will eventually sell. Once It does I will be elated because I will be a free man to go wherever I want whenever I want and will have close to half a million dollars that is mine and all mine since I am debt free. If I have to reduce the price I will just to get the hell out of this depressing situation. It is obviously a better situation than having to go to work everyday but just trying to get some action with girls is just such a depressing and soul destroying thing. Meanwhile in the Philippines, I could be having home run after home run everyday with lots of sexy cute girls and nice weather, not the constant rain, fog, and 2 degrees in Depressing, moldy, rainy, anti-social Vancouver.

Right now I don't know how much more of this I can take. I chat with filipinas online every night, and chat with them on FB and YM. One very hot one that picked me up at the mall there told me she had a dream about me. So there, the girls dream of me, while here I have to fight just get a phone number and text message, and this is with foreign girls! WTF! I'm starting to lose faith in Japanese girls...

When my place sells, I will literally shit my pants I will be so relieved. But then I have to wait for all the paperwork to go through and then move all my left over stuff to my Parents in Victoria before I can go back to the Philippines and be HA forever.

I'm slowly going insane...but everyday that goes y I know I am closer to being outta here.

[dsrtrick]

I know that you are serious but I can't help but laugh since I find your personality to be amusing. I will definetly be looking out for you cause yo crack me up LOL.

[Teal Lantern]

Good luck, Will.
Hope the buyer throws in a fresh change of pants.

[married man]

Will,

Wow Ive learned a lot from your posts...

(1) Despite being what sounds like a effective ladies man (they like your looks and all that)...its still WORK for you to get female company and especially sex...

I like to complain about my married sex life which can vary from once a week to twice a day if I push it...(on vacation anyway)....but at least its regular. Wives are not always into it...fresh girlfriends sound a lot more enthusiastic. Over the years on the few occasions when she got very enthusiastic...Ive had a tiny taste of what your life must be like...never had more than a couple non-exclusive friends with benefits before my wife.

I'm not sure I could stand those long dry periods even though your consolation is you get multiple gorgeous ladies...

(2) Your story makes me think I better stay married to my 46 year old ABC even though I'm tired of sex with her.. sometimes ...and tired of her company most of the time....(despite love and all that.)

Although Im in shape and a successful professional.....

.well I'm older than you..46, much shorter 5 7, starting to lose hair (so I'm clipped), and not a ladies man, .I'm not ugly...but maybe they would say average before hearing about my profession and income...which I'm sure matters much less to a 25 year old ESL student anyway.

So if you have to work that hard and find these niche's etc.....I bet Id end up with 10x the work for far less quality and quantity.

On the other hand....if you could get 20 GF's in the Philippines in a few days I bet I could get 1-2...although sounds like some guys have struck out.

(Ha ha my wife knows Im reading and fantasizing about all this and it irritates her....she had done similar to me to it goes both ways..)

So I learned from you that I should either stay married and tough it out with my soon to be old lady (who remains very stimulating to my eyes so far)..or....

....move to the Philippines....

Yes the highest calling in life is to "bang chicks."

At 46 I have finally discovered this also....(decided this for myself during one of my wife's fairly rare enthusiastic sexual phases last year)..but I only have one intermittently enthusiastic soon to be middle aged Asian woman. Ok she is wealthy too....a lot of guys tell me that would make them stay despite boring sex....

Oh and did I mention she is surely not obsessed with me either....at least not in the way you describe....

Well she must be obsessed in some way cause she sleeps next to me EVERY day.

Im trying to decide if I would trade with you if given the chance....for the possibility to be with some of those amazing bodies and get some of that admiration and obsession from a nice young woman......even then...the dry spells...but I see you are going to cure this by going to PI?

Would you trade with me if you did not have to worry about a woman who would take your money? Mine can't hurt me financially cause she has her own and half of what I have is hers anyway......

Would you take an older, in shape, but not beautiful, very rich in income, semi-sexual (but reliable and willing regularly), ABC?? Probably not.

So isnt it fun to read about others lives and even fantasize about them....but when it comes down to it...not sure Id trade.

I really do enjoy reading your stories though and Im very very jealous of the attention that you do get....I like to attribute it to your looks and outgoing nature...since some of the Asian men complain they try the same behavior and get nowhere or get few and far between GF's....

[eurobrat]

...

[gsjackson]

Dude why would you sell your place when you can just rent it out?

One reason would be that the Canadian housing bust is just getting started, lagging 5-6 years behind the US, UK and other countries. In two years a Vancouver condo will be selling for 30 percent less.

[Will N. Dowd]

I can't rent it out because my building has a rental cap that is maxed out right now. I applied to rent it last fall but was rejected on those grounds. I'm first on the waiting list, so it could still happen, but I doubt it. 3 units just got rented last fall, so I missed out by a few months. At this point I want to rid myself of it, it's a cozy prison holding me back. I'd rather have the money and be free. If anything happens to it I would have to come back so forget that.

[Will N. Dowd]

Will,

Wow Ive learned a lot from your posts...

(1) Despite being what sounds like a effective ladies man (they like your looks and all that)...its still WORK for you to get female company and especially sex...

I like to complain about my married sex life which can vary from once a week to twice a day if I push it...(on vacation anyway)....but at least its regular. Wives are not always into it...fresh girlfriends sound a lot more enthusiastic. Over the years on the few occasions when she got very enthusiastic...Ive had a tiny taste of what your life must be like...never had more than a couple non-exclusive friends with benefits before my wife.

I'm not sure I could stand those long dry periods even though your consolation is you get multiple gorgeous ladies...

(2) Your story makes me think I better stay married to my 46 year old ABC even though I'm tired of sex with her.. sometimes ...and tired of her company most of the time....(despite love and all that.)


Although Im in shape and a successful professional.....

.well I'm older than you..46, much shorter 5 7, starting to lose hair (so I'm clipped), and not a ladies man, .I'm not ugly...but maybe they would say average before hearing about my profession and income...which I'm sure matters much less to a 25 year old ESL student anyway.

So if you have to work that hard and find these niche's etc.....I bet Id end up with 10x the work for far less quality and quantity.

On the other hand....if you could get 20 GF's in the Philippines in a few days I bet I could get 1-2...although sounds like some guys have struck out.

(Ha ha my wife knows Im reading and fantasizing about all this and it irritates her....she had done similar to me to it goes both ways..)

So I learned from you that I should either stay married and tough it out with my soon to be old lady (who remains very stimulating to my eyes so far)..or....

....move to the Philippines....

Yes the highest calling in life is to "bang chicks."

At 46 I have finally discovered this also....(decided this for myself during one of my wife's fairly rare enthusiastic sexual phases last year)..but I only have one intermittently enthusiastic soon to be middle aged Asian woman. Ok she is wealthy too....a lot of guys tell me that would make them stay despite boring sex....

Oh and did I mention she is surely not obsessed with me either....at least not in the way you describe....

Well she must be obsessed in some way cause she sleeps next to me EVERY day.

Im trying to decide if I would trade with you if given the chance....for the possibility to be with some of those amazing bodies and get some of that admiration and obsession from a nice young woman......even then...the dry spells...but I see you are going to cure this by going to PI?

Would you trade with me if you did not have to worry about a woman who would take your money? Mine can't hurt me financially cause she has her own and half of what I have is hers anyway......

Would you take an older, in shape, but not beautiful, very rich in income, semi-sexual (but reliable and willing regularly), ABC?? Probably not.

So isnt it fun to read about others lives and even fantasize about them....but when it comes down to it...not sure Id trade.

I really do enjoy reading your stories though and Im very very jealous of the attention that you do get....I like to attribute it to your looks and outgoing nature...since some of the Asian men complain they try the same behavior and get nowhere or get few and far between GF's....

I'd rather have the dry spells and variety. I can always look at asian porn in between girls. Even when I have a GF I still look at Asian porn, I can't stop. As I said before the Nude Young Asian female body is the ultimate art form. That's why I laugh at people that go to Art galleries or hang paintings on the wall. They will never come close to a nude hot or cute Asian girl with flawless skin, untrimmed secret garden and natural boobs.

Even when I think back to the hot ESL GF's I've had here, I would still get bored with them after a while no matter how hot they are. The only solution is to go to the Philippines and have a harem. Now that I had one for a few weeks, I can never have anything else. If I ever had a GF that with held sex I would go mental, so with a harem that will never happen. Plus once girls in it get bored with me or me with them or they get married I can always get younger hotter girls.

Even if I had a harem of ESL girls here, it would still be better in the Philippines. I realize now I can't live anywhere else really anymore, no matter where it was, it would still be better there. I'm not interested in much else but banging asian girls. I want a few cool electronics and my favorite music to listen to, and some casual clothes, a few other things, and warm weather all year, cheap prices, english spoken and girls. Then I'm satisfied.

[eurobrat]

...

[Billy]

man, i thought you are broke as you talked about selling stuff for 5 dollar. man you have the money no need to be down. many thing reminds me of myself. i used to say the same about art. - same with being free without renting the flat. - would be cool when you take a trip there now and inform us.

[Winston]

Wow Will. Hang in there.

But how did you shag a Taiwanese beauty queen for a month though? Taiwanese are the most prudish women I've ever met. I can't even flirt with them. Even with money, I can't even rent a beauty queen in Taiwan. How did you do it? You must have pulled off some miracle.

[royalism]

Will,

Wow Ive learned a lot from your posts...

(1) Despite being what sounds like a effective ladies man (they like your looks and all that)...its still WORK for you to get female company and especially sex...

I like to complain about my married sex life which can vary from once a week to twice a day if I push it...(on vacation anyway)....but at least its regular. Wives are not always into it...fresh girlfriends sound a lot more enthusiastic. Over the years on the few occasions when she got very enthusiastic...Ive had a tiny taste of what your life must be like...never had more than a couple non-exclusive friends with benefits before my wife.

I'm not sure I could stand those long dry periods even though your consolation is you get multiple gorgeous ladies...

(2) Your story makes me think I better stay married to my 46 year old ABC even though I'm tired of sex with her.. sometimes ...and tired of her company most of the time....(despite love and all that.)

Although Im in shape and a successful professional.....

.well I'm older than you..46, much shorter 5 7, starting to lose hair (so I'm clipped), and not a ladies man, .I'm not ugly...but maybe they would say average before hearing about my profession and income...which I'm sure matters much less to a 25 year old ESL student anyway.

So if you have to work that hard and find these niche's etc.....I bet Id end up with 10x the work for far less quality and quantity.

On the other hand....if you could get 20 GF's in the Philippines in a few days I bet I could get 1-2...although sounds like some guys have struck out.

(Ha ha my wife knows Im reading and fantasizing about all this and it irritates her....she had done similar to me to it goes both ways..)

So I learned from you that I should either stay married and tough it out with my soon to be old lady (who remains very stimulating to my eyes so far)..or....

....move to the Philippines....

Yes the highest calling in life is to "bang chicks."

At 46 I have finally discovered this also....(decided this for myself during one of my wife's fairly rare enthusiastic sexual phases last year)..but I only have one intermittently enthusiastic soon to be middle aged Asian woman. Ok she is wealthy too....a lot of guys tell me that would make them stay despite boring sex....

Oh and did I mention she is surely not obsessed with me either....at least not in the way you describe....

Well she must be obsessed in some way cause she sleeps next to me EVERY day.

Im trying to decide if I would trade with you if given the chance....for the possibility to be with some of those amazing bodies and get some of that admiration and obsession from a nice young woman......even then...the dry spells...but I see you are going to cure this by going to PI?

Would you trade with me if you did not have to worry about a woman who would take your money? Mine can't hurt me financially cause she has her own and half of what I have is hers anyway......

Would you take an older, in shape, but not beautiful, very rich in income, semi-sexual (but reliable and willing regularly), ABC?? Probably not.

So isnt it fun to read about others lives and even fantasize about them....but when it comes down to it...not sure Id trade.

I really do enjoy reading your stories though and Im very very jealous of the attention that you do get....I like to attribute it to your looks and outgoing nature...since some of the Asian men complain they try the same behavior and get nowhere or get few and far between GF's....

This is what I fear most about marriage. That eventually I will be sexually bored with whomever I couple with. It's like eating your favourite food everyday. Sooner or later it's going to get boring.

Married man, it seems like you still love your wife but you have urges to have sex with other women. Have you tried swinging?

[terminator]

I feel like I will lose my mind slowly if I stay in the bullshit called "Western Society" and Vancouver, BC, Canada much longer. After I got back from the Philippines last June, I suffered terribly at work for 3 months until the end of August when I lost my job and got a 5 figure cheque. That was my first big sigh of relief, since I was no longer a corporate slave, had an insane female boss and I can now sleep in everyday and be a lazy bum.
Then I applied for Employment Insurance, but because I got such a big settlement I had to wait until the beginning of December to get my first EI deposit. Luckily because I made good money at my job I got the maximum EI amount, at $872 every 2 weeks, and I can get it for 38 weeks, or until the beginning of August 2013. So I had no income for September, October, and November, but made up for it by continuing to sell my stuff online, which I'm still doing. I did pretty well though and sold $1338 in Sep, Oct, and Nov, and $710 in December, so I got over $2000 in 4 months.

Since the end of August when I got tossed from my job, my time consists of the following:

Sleeping in until usually past 10 am, sometimes until 11, or even 12.30 pm
Eating long drawn out brunches until mid afternoon.
Having late dinners at 8 or 9 pm. I always cook my own food and hardly ever go to restaurants to save money and cook what I like.

Going to the local library to get movies to watch and CD's to put on my hard drive.
Going downtown once a week to the Language Exchange school in the hopes of meeting a cute girl to bang. As I said in another post I really lucked out and met that taiwanese beauty queen at the end of October and shagged her for a month until she went back. That was a huge sigh of relief, but I became quite depressed after she left because I have to now look at asian p**n to satisfy my demand for the ultimate art form in the world: The Nude young Asian Female Body
Relisting my craigslist ads every 2 days, and deleting anything that sells. Whenever I sell anything, even something for $5 I get a huge happy boost because it means 1 less thing I have and more money I have. Everything helps and in 2012 I sold almost $4000, so it pays off, but still takes way too long and of course I have t put up with a lot of time wasters too. but everything I sell make my pile of stuff to sell smaller.

Then last week I listed my apartment for sale on realtor.ca so it is officially on the market. I have no bites on it yet, but it is only a matter of time before it sells. It might take a month, it might take 6 or even a year, but it will eventually sell. Once It does I will be elated because I will be a free man to go wherever I want whenever I want and will have close to half a million dollars that is mine and all mine since I am debt free. If I have to reduce the price I will just to get the hell out of this depressing situation. It is obviously a better situation than having to go to work everyday but just trying to get some action with girls is just such a depressing and soul destroying thing. Meanwhile in the Philippines, I could be having home run after home run everyday with lots of sexy cute girls and nice weather, not the constant rain, fog, and 2 degrees in Depressing, moldy, rainy, anti-social Vancouver.

Right now I don't know how much more of this I can take. I chat with filipinas online every night, and chat with them on FB and YM. One very hot one that picked me up at the mall there told me she had a dream about me. So there, the girls dream of me, while here I have to fight just get a phone number and text message, and this is with foreign girls! WTF! I'm starting to lose faith in Japanese girls...

When my place sells, I will literally shit my pants I will be so relieved. But then I have to wait for all the paperwork to go through and then move all my left over stuff to my Parents in Victoria before I can go back to the Philippines and be HA forever.

I'm slowly going insane...but everyday that goes y I know I am closer to being outta here.

OK, so what's happened by now - has your apartment sold? Are you in the Phillippines? Have you got into a better headspace, or are things even worse now...(if that's possible).

[Will N. Dowd]

Wow Will. Hang in there.

But how did you shag a Taiwanese beauty queen for a month though? Taiwanese are the most prudish women I've ever met. I can't even flirt with them. Even with money, I can't even rent a beauty queen in Taiwan. How did you do it? You must have pulled off some miracle.

It was easy! I invited her to Point Roberts, and less than a week later she slept over on our 4th hang out. Read about it here:

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[Will N. Dowd]

WTF! Looks like I'll have to wait until the summer to go. I need to get a new Canadian passport soon since mine expires this July. They have new Passports available for the first time with a passive security ID chip and a 10 year validity as opposed to the 5 year ones they have now. But they are only available after July 1st 2013. So I could go before that if my place sells, but then my passport would run out in July so I'd have to come back before that to get a new one. I could get it at the Canadian Embassy in Manila, but I think that would be a headache. I think the best plan is to stay here until July or August and then go there for good with my new passport. I'm sure my place will have sold by the Summer. My EI goes until August 2013 anyways, so If I leave before then I would miss out on the remaining payments until August. At $872 every 2 weeks, I'd rather stay here and collect as much as I can since I paid into it for 20 years. At least that gives me more opportunity to sell more of my stuff. I could get another ESL GF to tide me over until then anyways which would make things at least tolerable.