Why is life so horrible?

[RickyRetardo]

The older I get, the more life seems like a terrible, cruel joke. I've been grinding hard my whole life, always doing "self improvement" since the time I was a kid, always trying and MOST of the time, trying hard got me in a situation worse than I would have been in had I tried less. All this motivational crap, "self esteem" and all that, has never done anything for me. I didn't even have low self esteem until adults tried to force that label on me when I was a kid.

I feel like I'm surrounded by dangerous people--that anyone around me could be a psychopath. I base this off repeated bad experiences, where people have treated me terribly so many times.

I was a really nice, friendly kid, and the older I get, the meaner I get, the more isolated I feel, and it's like I am dying, as a human being. Even if my body stays alive, it's like my essence, my humanity, is hardening into a stone. I never wanted this.

[lozoman]

I feel the same EXACT way. I may as well have written this post.

[newlifeinphilippines]

I felt the same way until I now decided recently to forget the worldly nonsense and start devote my life to Jesus. Now im happy and confident as I grow spiritually and look for his guidance and to make me not care what others think. This saturday ill even be going with the pastor to door knock. Life is good here in america. And I dont even need a woman to do all this.

[fschmidt]

I feel like I'm surrounded by dangerous people--that anyone around me could be a psychopath. I base this off repeated bad experiences, where people have treated me terribly so many times.

That is because you are surrounded by psychopaths. Modern culture is fundamentally psychopathic. Either you adjust and become a psychopath yourself to fit in, or you will feel alienated. The solution is religion. Find a religion that rejects modern culture and effectively promotes morality (combats psychopathy) and then only trust people in that religion. And remember that members of modern culture are all scum who you should screw over at every opportunity.

[starchild5]

The older I get, the more life seems like a terrible, cruel joke. I've been grinding hard my whole life, always doing "self improvement" since the time I was a kid, always trying and MOST of the time, trying hard got me in a situation worse than I would have been in had I tried less. All this motivational crap, "self esteem" and all that, has never done anything for me. I didn't even have low self esteem until adults tried to force that label on me when I was a kid.

I feel like I'm surrounded by dangerous people--that anyone around me could be a psychopath. I base this off repeated bad experiences, where people have treated me terribly so many times.

I was a really nice, friendly kid, and the older I get, the meaner I get, the more isolated I feel, and it's like I am dying, as a human being. Even if my body stays alive, it's like my essence, my humanity, is hardening into a stone. I never wanted this.

The thing is, Its going to get even worse....sorry..Those who give you hope like "Jesus" and its "Preachers" have not done a thing for like 2000 years to uplift our misery....They need our prayers to suck in more energy from us. They can't just help you otherwise deal.

Even though I'm in a third world country India, I deal with the problems much better and I have the knowledge that protects with all BS not some god, who never shows up when you really need him, also, its better to trust yourself than someone whom you have never seen in your life

This is not a fear porn...There are forces far higher, evil and dangerous than the wildest, craziest conspiracy tin foil hat guy ever told you even and this force as I have said has awakened....This is the same force they talk in Star Wars Movie and what are the odds that the movie title they going to release this year is named the FORCE AWAKENS...

Who the F knew that....Man...there are some really really powerful people in America..who know about this force inside out.

The target is Mother Earth, we are just vessels to suck in energies from earth. If you really want to pray...pray to mother earth.

Remember, You are not the problem..You dont need self improvement..You are not the disease on earth...You are the cure...You are far higher than any god in any religion ever created.....This force does all the crime and puts the blame on you and calls it Karma..Don't be fooled...you really are the good guy here...

------------------Also THE MOST IMPORTANT THING....

You need a women in your life NOW more than ever....Make it your number 1 mission....I cannot stress this enough...If you don't have a girl around you 24/7 this year on-wards...You are toasted by the dark energy and your misery will be 100 times more...That's why I have said..I have found the girl i really like and I'm going to live with her .....

It doesn't matter..pick any women ...All you need is feminine energy around you as a barrier....Things will improve...otherwise, as a guy who is far too familiar with this force .....You ain't seen nothing yet...get a women in your life asap. good luck

[Ghost]

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[suprmon]

Religion like every other outlet of social expression is not the answer. Religion was set up by the establishment as a way to exercise control of the masses particularly Christianity! They know that if each individual concentrates on the purpose of one self in relation to universe then there no room for the invested interest's agenda and therefore no strength or support in their cause. I've found that allegiances to most causes are usually to the benefit of just a few of the entitled, and not to the cause in general. A song by John Lennon called "Imagine" best sums it up. You need to care for yourself before everyone else because no one else will care about you more than you care for yourself!

[fschmidt]

Religion like every other outlet of social expression is not the answer. Religion was set up by the establishment as a way to exercise control of the masses particularly Christianity! They know that if each individual concentrates on the purpose of one self in relation to universe then there no room for the invested interest's agenda and therefore no strength or support in their cause. I've found that allegiances to most causes are usually to the benefit of just a few of the entitled, and not to the cause in general. A song by John Lennon called "Imagine" best sums it up. You need to care for yourself before everyone else because no one else will care about you more than you care for yourself!

This is a great example of modern psychopathic thinking.

[Guhji]

Ricky, you pretty much sum up how I feel everyday. To think that I have to post anonymously on an online forum to find some peace and consolation in my otherwise completely meaningless and depressing life...so this is the American dream? People keep telling me, even my own parents, that there is something wrong with me. I have a bad attitude. Why do I look so down and angry all the time? Because I am, that's why. Am I the only one? Is everybody else having fun or are they just pretending have fun? I always thought things would get better when I got older, but actually I just got older. Nothing else changed. People say that life's too short, but I wonder why God made it so long. I'm only 39 and I want to GTFO<<sigh>>

[Moretorque]

Ricky, you pretty much sum up how I feel everyday. To think that I have to post anonymously on an online forum to find some peace and consolation in my otherwise completely meaningless and depressing life...so this is the American dream? People keep telling me, even my own parents, that there is something wrong with me. I have a bad attitude. Why do I look so down and angry all the time? Because I am, that's why. Am I the only one? Is everybody else having fun or are they just pretending have fun? I always thought things would get better when I got older, but actually I just got older. Nothing else changed. People say that life's too short, but I wonder why God made it so long. I'm only 39 and I want to GTFO<<sigh>>

You have been here over a year and only made 3 posts ? WOW I could learn a thing or 3 from you.

Yaa this place is only getting worse and for me religion is not the answer.

Keep your life simple and focus on things you enjoy and do that, the way society has been setup you have to join a mafia that has no soul to get anywhere today but that is the bright side because it is it's own undoing.

[suprmon]

To fschmidt: Only a psychopath goes around calling other people psychpaths who refuse to allow them to be their fool!!

[Yohan]

If you feel your life is horrible, you have to think over what can you do now and in future to improve it.
I had the same problems as a young man, but now not anymore.

Out of experience I can say, religion in my case was quite responsible for my bad treatment as a child and as a young man. I felt better after I left Roman Catholic Church for always. Also feminism is not a good solution - I fell much better since I moved over to Asia where feminism is not so openly glorified.

Of course it is up to the invididual to decide what is the best to do for himself or herself to improve the own situation.

In this forum we can only give some advice out of our own experience, but most men in trouble do not want to listen anyway.

[suprmon]

To fschmidt: Don't you get it? It's the psychopaths that run big government, big business and established religion! It's the psychopaths that go around telling unsuspecting people where to for an escape when all the psychpaths are doing is directing the sheep to go from one slaughter to another! Psychopaths are very good actors. They're not to be trusted no further than you can throw up on them!!!

[Moretorque]

To fschmidt: Don't you get it? It's the psychopaths that run big government, big business and established religion! It's the psychopaths that go around telling unsuspecting people where to for an escape when all the psychpaths are doing is directing the sheep to go from one slaughter to another! Psychopaths are very good actors. They're not to be trusted no further than you can throw up on them!!!

Your a ANTI SIMETIC TERRORIST!

[suprmon]

Hey moretorque, try this on for size! There's no way you could be a free thinker because freethinkers don't go around critiqing others for individual thinking for themselves! Freethinkers don't resort to childish mundane behavior like "name calling". That's the MO of psychopath behavior that you are blatantly presenting YOURSELF to be! Or, maybe your really a "psychopath troll" that doesn't like what you see in the mirror? See, I'm a true freethinking person that's not one of those weak minded people that you're so used to running game on! The fact that you can't own and control someone like a machine and that they'll believe anything psychopaths like "YOU" tell them is what's pissing you off! You're not a "FREETHINKER" and I don't what your kind is doing here in the first place! Guys like you just like to come disrupt and put out misinformation to keep already dienfranchised guy's lives miserable because agents like "YOU" of the american status quo can't stay afloat without keeping them castratrated!! So, go peddle your intimidation somewhere else because there are just some people out there that refuse to be your fool, so get over yourself!!!