Below: Me and Lisa on 39 hour train ride from Xiamen to Xi'an. We didn't even have a seat because Ctrip.com didn't process my order for some reason, which doesn't usually happen. Like I said, when I'm in a great new relationship, the universe starts making weird improbable things go wrong to put pressure on my relationship. As a result, we sat on the floor and on our luggage most of the time, which was tiring and painstaking, beyond uncomfortable. At this point, Lisa became moody and psycho.
As I feared, Lisa used this incident against me, even though it was her idea and not mine, saying she can't love me anymore because I'm not a real man, because a real man ought not to get tired or complain about a 39 hour train ride with no seat. A real man, according to her, endures anything without pain, including a 39 hour train ride with no seat. Her claims was totally irrational, insane and untrue of course. But she was spinning this against me. Like I said before, when women don't love you anymore, they will spin anything against you to break up with you, including the most inane things which aren't even your fault.
This wasn't even my idea. I wanted to go to Shanghai, but she said it was boring and diverted our plans to Xi'an since it had more historical significance. She also assured me that we'd have a seat when people got off. But she was wrong. Chinese trains are always overcrowded, even in the middle of nowhere. They aren't like Russian trains where there are always empty seats, which I expected. Also, I had been on 30+ hour train rides before in Russia, and they weren't so bad as long as you had a bunk bed. So I thought this was no big deal. Turned out to be a big mistake. Though it was Lisa's fault, she put the blame on me because she was looking for excuses to break up since she changed her mind about me and was getting psycho and moody.
We arrived in Xi'an below. It's a historical city in the middle of China. And it's significant because the first emperor of China, Emperor Qin, resided here. He was the one who built the Great Wall of China. This city is famous for the Terracota Warriors that you see in photos and films. It also has a great stone wall around the perimeter of the city too. A bell tower is behind us.
The crowded night market street. Lots of snacks but hard to move.
On bus tour the next day to see Terracota Warriors and some Imperial Palaces. This was to be our last day together, since her passive aggressive personality had reached a breaking point, where everything I did was seen by her in a negative light, as if she had an extreme case of PMS. It seems when a woman loves you, you can do no wrong to her, but if she despises you and doesn't love you anymore, then everything you do is wrong. Women are at extremes, especially unstable types like Lisa. As you can see below in the photos, I look more handsome and radiant when I'm with a woman I love, because it brings out the confidence and contentment in me.
At the famous Terracota Warriors site. Emperor Qin built these stone warriors before he died, to try to take his army into the afterlife, so the story goes.
Believe it or not, but during lunch on the tour, Lisa got moody and angry again because I went to the restaurant to eat with the others from our tour bus, because I didn't want to starve. But Lisa wanted me to sit in the gift shop with her and eat only ONE piece of bread, which was not enough. The tour had begun at 6 am, so by noon time I was starving! She could have joined me and the others in the restaurant, but she didn't want to. There was no reason for her not to join me in the restaurant, she was just being a bitch again and looking for an incident to use against me. Very stupid and illogical. There was NO REASON to go hungry. Lisa just wanted to starve me for no reason it seems. Maybe she was a masochist? I don't know. But she was very inconsiderate and psycho that day.
How come other couples don't have unnecessary arguments like this? I don't like unnecessary arguments either, but women seem to force them upon me. Normal women wouldn't have argued about this or made a big deal out of it, but then again, I'm never lucky enough to date "normal women", only psychos. I don't know why. Maybe ask God why?
Below: Our last morning together. Lisa in our bed below. Knowing that this was our last day together, I took this photo of her in bed cause I still had feelings for her. She was so bitchy and moody at this point, that when I asked her to have sex with me one last time, she took offense to that and used it against me. Her attitude toward me had done a 180 for no logical reason, just as I said the Murphy's Law curse tends to do with my relationships. It did the same with Summer too, and other women before too, whom I clicked with and had a great chemistry/connection with. This was going to be a very sad morning for me, one that would take a week to recover from. And the worst part of it was that I never even did anything wrong.
Not only did she do a 180, but she said she wanted to go back to the Indian guy in her city too, whom she dumped for me before I arrived. And she admitted that she had a mental disorder too, which she took pills for but stopped because they were making her fat. I wasn't surprised because she seemed bipolar, with extreme mood swings, as if she were several different people in one. Another guy in my forum earlier in this thread said he thinks she has "borderline personality disorder". Lisa herself said she had something called "depressive neurosis" which she wrote in Chinese and I translated into that.
