Reasons for me to marry a moderately believing christian woman

[69ixine]

1.it is true,i am still sincerely finding my truth and way,looking,always seking to disprove my opinions,since someone that is stubborn and not open to challenging them will never embark upon the truth.

it is Best then,for me to marry a moderately believing christian woman,so if I ever leave islam,I can stay marrid to her and keep my children,have a perfect smooth transition into either a christian or secular life(seeing I am inclined to neoplatonism above all for the most part).

2.I won't lie,to me blonde white women are my 'type',I have said such before,to me they're angelic beings from Paradise in looks.I like all women,but when I was a toddler upwards,tall nordic dutch women were my preference,and I grew into liking other types of women later on.Like late adolescence(age 10-11).It only occured because my heart was broken by some of my blonde little girlfriends.

This nordic girl I had a crush on humiliated me and I started to see nordic women as unattainable.I also had a huge crush on my blonde cousin damie,and she rejected me.which forced me to expand my tastes.



3.If I do not want to do ramadhaan,or pray or shave,my wife will not scold me or seek divorce.I shave,I don't like my bard because it feels itchy,uncomfortable and is too rough.I want to pray sometimes,but it is not my habit to be a frequent praying man.

I will likely never do ramadhan unless I have access to filling organic food which can keep me full during the day.There is also the issue of your breathe stinking when you don't eat,it was something that occured when I did fast in the past during ramadhan,despite good oral hygiene and there is no way to get rid of it and not break your fast.

4.I am a NEOPLATONIST muslim,I follow Ibn A'rabi's Sufism,that is heresy and kufr to most sunnite muslims.I do not want to keep my beleifs ecret so marrying a muslim woman is impractical.There are Sufi A'sharites and Maturidis that honor Ibn a'rabi and love him.but they do not believe in his school's neoplatonism.

5.I am as progressive as possible for someone in the maaliki school,which is already a progressive school of fiqh compared to hanafi and hambali.I do not believe in a eternal hell.I believe-based ironically on classical sunni sources-that righteous sincere christians,Jews,buddhists,sikhs and hindus can easily go to Paradise.

This view is just not popular.

Nevertheless,I do not want to fornicate.I do not watch pornography,i got rid of my laptop and phone because I have a vpn at hoe that doesn't block such things.I do believe masturbation(and thus a sex doll of my liking to avoid the aforementioned acts) is not a divinely punishable sin,even though my school sees it as a sin,while other sunni schools do not.

This is because God does not punish a muslim for a thing where there is a disagreement (Firaaq)among the scholars,according to sunni islam.

6.I avoid mosques because they are filled with bigots and wahabis.Saudi money is filth that has ruined the progress of the muslim world in finding rational and relatively progressive islam.

those are some reasons.

anymore you guys can think of?

[MrMan]

This is because God does not punish a muslim for a thing where there is a disagreement (Firaaq)among the scholars,according to sunni islam.

I don't see why you would think the Sunni are right about this, but think they are wrong about neo-Platonism.

And why would you be a neo-Platonist? Who revealed that as truth? Did any prophet reveal that?

anymore you guys can think of?

I would encourage Christian girls not to marry Muslim men.

[Cornfed]

Most Westerners who aren't raving lunatics are some form of Neo-Platonist. It seems like an odd way to define yourself, but of course it is only temporary anyway.

[WanderingProtagonist]

Not sure that I understand whats going on here with this post. So I will just be quiet and read.