Winston wrote:Yes publicduende. I'm glad you see the obvious. Whatever the intentions of those girls were, at least I was playing and living and moving, not stagnated and sterile like in the US or Taiwan.
That's an important point I want to make. I've been trying to explain that to Rock for years. But he doesn't get it and doesn't understand me and my soul journey and transformation I went through. He is too heavily biased toward Asia, so he thinks Russia is a waste of time and one should only focus on Asia. He just doesn't understand me and is not objective about it. Perhaps you can explain it to him.
Now you see why AiB was a prick too. He claimed that my life transforming adventures in Russia were of no value. In saying that, he trampled on sacred ground. That's like telling a Christian that the Resurrection of Jesus has no value. A brute ape like AiB wrongly assumes that just because he sees no value in something that no one else does either.
To be able to be yourself and experience the opposite of isolation, loneliness and unfriendliness in America means more than words can describe. It's like being free from prison finally. Yet brutes like AiB don't get that, so they go insulting me without a valid basis. You see why I was pissed at him now?
He's obviously not the most understanding person and does not relate to me at all. He should have left me alone instead of continually trying to pick on me and denying everything I say, as if he were the know it all judge of everyone's life. He's a very insensitive guy too, as well as overly arrogant and tactless.
Yes it was like a fun video game. lol. At least I got to play and be in a fun environment where I got attention and dates everywhere and everyday. That's infinitely better than what I get in US or Taiwan.
As to the Philippines, I didn't trade it exactly. It was just time to explore other areas. If I didn't enjoy the Philippines, I wouldn't have stayed there so long. I have many great experiences and happy memories from there too. And a great quality girlfriend like Dianne as well.
The only difference was that Philippines was a lower level culture with lower quality girls than the ones you see in the photos above.
What did you think of Masha? Doesn't she look so sweet and pure and innocent? The kind that existed in the ancient past? lol
This thread is not a waste of time. It's a very solid and revealing testament to my claims. And perhaps it will help Rock understand what I mean. He is way too biased against Russia and Europe for some reason, to see things clearly and objectively.
Xiongmao,
You've already asked me that a hundred times and I've answered it a hundred times. Don't get me started again. I am more exhausted and frustrated than you can imagine right now, and ready to explode. So quit asking dumb questions. And your post isn't even relevant to the topic of this thread. Everything takes longer than you expect. Why do you think so many in this forum haven't gone abroad yet?
Modern life is way too complicated. Everyday there's hundreds of things you have to do, fix, change, take care of, etc and everything takes TWICE as long as you expect. The list of stuff you have to do is f***ing ENDLESS and ENDLESS and ENDLESS! f**k man!
I've been trying to get to important emails for 30 days now, and I can't even do that! Every time I try to get to my email, stuff keeps coming up and takes up the whole day and then it's time to sleep again and the next day, it repeats again and again. It's so f***ing crazy and insane!
How the f**k can you ever get everything done in modern life? No wonder why so many guys here haven't gone abroad yet. Modern life is more complicated and tedious than the human brain was designed to handle. That's why we have to be upgraded with cyborg brains eventually.
What's worse, when you work on the computer, your life is even more complicated as the stuff you have to do involving computers/internet number in the thousands and is neverending. There's so much shit you have to fix, change, update everyday. There's like an infinite of shit you have to do. I've been trying to get tons of shit done the last few weeks and working 15 hours a day! So I'm f***ing exhausted and drained and have no more patience for shit ok?!
Plus, when you have to do tons of little shit on the computer, you feel you have to do it all right away, or the next day you may forgot a lot of it or lose the flow of things, and as a perfectionist, that bugs me. I have an obsession with symmetry too. So everything I do has to be done right and accurately, not just fast. Everything seems to take soooooooooooo f***ing long too, to the point where I start moaning and groaning about how long every little shit takes to do! And after its done, more and more shit start piling up again! It's f***ing crazy!
I'm f***ing mad as hell right now since I had planned to leave in January, yet got bogged down again. Don't make it worse or I'll lose it and blow my fuse. So stop being stupid and asking the same stupid questions over and over and over again! It's annoying! Stop wasting my time with the same stupid question over and over again in irrelevant threads! Sheesh!
Yo bro, you've misunderstood me once again. I'm all for you going to Russia or Europe if that's what vibes with your soul. But given your track record over last few years, I have to wonder, do you secretly prefer Taiwan and the States. Look at your passport stamps and outline your residency history for last 3 years to see what I mean.
Actually, your experiences in Russia very much remind me of my initial experiences in Taiwan in that I felt alive for the first time. I went from being ignored to being special. People would try to set me up with their daughters or friends, taxi drivers and people on the street would talk to me, students wanted me to join them in classes and hang out with their groups, and if a cop stopped me for some infraction when I was driving (motorcycle or car), he would let me off with a friendly warning. The place inspired and energized me. I also got dates and intimacy galore, something I had never had in the States. Eventually, I networked and secured professional employment. Virtually all of my earned income was made in Taiwan. I invested those earnings mainly in Taiwan and within a few years built up an asset base large enough to live and travel without working as an employee. I've been completely self supporting from graduation.
But, people change, places change, circumstances change, life moves-on. Taiwan is a wonderful memory for me just as Russia is for you. I have lots of photos I've so far not shown you too. But Taiwan is different now and so is Russia. If you go back, you may be very disappointed. We've been there, done that. Time to see new things. Now I'm still enjoying my life abroad but in different places and with different circumstances.
You've been disappointing to say the least. Staying in the USA is a disservice to this forum. You should explore again for us, your contributors and readers. We are your content providers and you are earning from us. So we've provided you with the material means to do a lot more. Get off your duff and get too it before you die. China, Colombia, Thailand, Vietnam, Ethiopia, etc., etc., they're all waiting for you. Save the reminiscing for your 80s man. Don't resign to life on a couch in Vegas at such an early stage in your life. You make these effing excuses about modern life. Screw all that. Why doesn't that stop me? Why doesn't that stop Lad or Falcon? You are your own worst enemy.