Being a Eurasian Man

[manofire]

I hate my lame white beta father and my pancake faced asian whore mother for giving birth to me and making me a eurasian man. I hope they realize what they've done because they've given birth to their enemy. How is a Eurasian son supposed to take pride in his heritage when his father is white scum who pays asian whores to suck his pink dick while laughing asian men in the face. How am I to be proud that my mother is a gook whore who f***s whatever lame white sexpat waves an American dollar in her face? My white father hates me and he knows it. I don't care if he claims to defy the stereotypes of white men in WMAF marriage because he's f***ing lying and he knows it. Every single white guy who preys on Asian woman has been without exception a right-wing extremist, looking our for the self-interest of white males. Is it without wonder that Eurasian children are more likely to suffer mental illness when their fathers are right wing anti-feminist losers who don't care about the rights and interests of their Eurasian sons? The sad open fact is, that the self-interest of a white male and a half-asian male are openly in conflict. And these white dads have clearly chosen the path of devoting their lives to defending their own racial and sexual self-interests over that of their sons.

[manofire]

I am aware of your Hapa musings online, and how they have made you quite infamous. Personally, I think you are deranged. But because I like interesting discussions with people who hold opposing views, I'll bite.

First of all, being an Eurasian guy living in Asia isn't that big a deal. In some places it's even an advantage. Second of all, I've actually given a lot of thought to the idea of what would become of my own future Eurasian sons, since I married an Asian girl myself. It was the subject of my first thread here, which you might find interesting to have a look at, Manofire:

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Now as for me being a "beta right wing extremist", lol. You're one weird motherf***er, OP. Whatever your parents did to you, must have messed you up big time. I really hope you get your issues sorted out before you ever have any sons of your own, or I worry for their well-being.

Once again, someone who isn't a Hapa is trying to understand why Hapas are messed up.

Let me guess - you're someone who completely ignores the implications of human mating breeding patterns along racial lines has no effect on children. Privileged white male (more often than not racist) + trashy Asian female (doesn't know how to raise an Asian son) = f***ed up child. It's that simple. The people telling us Eurasians to be happy are all white sexpats and Asian girls who hate asian men. And then Eurasian men are somehow told that since we're all amazingly beautiful and that we shouldn't look up to Asian men because their mother hates them so much.

Oh, would you look at that. Mr.White boy with an asian fetish is telling me about my own experiences. Being Eurasian in asia gives you advantages, you say? Grew up around flips.
1.They hate me for being half white.
2.Very few white kids hate me for being half asian.
3.I didn't make a single friend until the 9th grade
4.When I was six years old, a group of teenaged Filipinos struck me with a baseball bat while I was riding my bike home one evening - fell off, they dragged me across the street and into someone's yard and tried to blind me with a laser pen
5.These same punks would harass me and threaten to kill me every time I stepped outside the house
6.I stopped going outside the house when I was eight because I was tired of their shit on an almost daily basis
7.You know what else? The police didn't do shit about it.

You are the most oblivious white piece of shit to ever exist. White men think all asian must love them because their egos are inflated and they don't understand that someone who's nice to your face could be faking it.

[manofire]

Let me guess, you grew up in the West, probably somewhere in America?.

Wow, did you not f***ing read what I wrote? I spend my childhood in the Philippines and I never experienced half the bullshit in the states that I faced there. Funny how white men will ignore all that eurasian people tell them of their plight for the sake of f***ing asian women and humiliating asian men. Are you your daughter? Send her to school in the Philippines and wait until she is a teenager. Instead of thinking to yourself, "people are nice to me, I bet hapas don't have any issues" why don't you ask your daughter what it's like to be a eurasian when she is a teenager? She will hate your guts the way that all Eurasian children hate their fathers.

Aside from this, you have no right to speak for these half Indonesian people when you are not one of them and have not lived your life as a Eurasian. No one likes to whine to others about their problems, especially to white men who have caused you all your trouble. It makes one seem week, this is why you see damaged Eurasian men online, but never in person. (until they shoot up a school.)

You say that your wife doesn't hate asian men, but that's simply not true. If she loved her people she would want asian sons, but she didn't. Imagine the embarrassment of a father who worked his ass off in his own country only for his daughter to be a slave to white males born with a golden ticket in their hand? Imagine his embarrassment having to sit down with his whore daughter knowing she's getting plowed by some racist white loser. Now imagine you're an asian looking boy born from this woman!!! She hates her father and she hates all asian men (and probably women).

My entire life, I have been an outsider everywhere I went. When I was a child, my family would attend gatherings and I'd be sent off to play with the other kids while the adults talked. Except I didn't play with the other kids. I was different and they ignored me for that. They would play and talk in English, then I would come by and they would switch to Tagalog. My family spoke English at home cause my mom wanted to act like she was rich, so I never learned. I spent these weekly gatherings in the gardens outside, usually crying. When I'd go to my parents, all the older filipino women would gush over how white I was. I was so lucky to be light! I should have probably stopped being so sad that no one wanted to be my friend and all the adults were only interested in how un-Filipino I was-- I guess they didn't think it'd f**k with my head telling me I was different and lucky to be, all while being different made me a victim for social ostracism. It also didn't occur to them that maybe children notice this shit as well and f***ing bullied and hated me for being half white.

In high school, back in America, I had a shotgun put against my head by my girlfriend's (shortly after, ex-girlfriend) dad. "You keep away from my daughter, you f***ing spic." I am regularly followed around in stores. When I go into McDonald's, they flip the menu to the Spanish side for me and speak in broken Spanish to me. I hate going to Lowes cause I'm not looking to jump in the back of your damn pick-up to work for you. And please, don't ask me to correct your Chinese; I can't.

Eurasian men are thought of as the lowest teir of "men" available. We're constantly being humiliated by both men and women alike. Even within our own households, where we're supposed to be "safe" we're force to watch white supremacy in action, watching our whore asian mothers take white dick. And yet these are the people who want you to be proud of who you are. This is a pairing based on pure hate. Our gook mothers are "white only" and immaculate asian men in their betrayal. Our white dads are anti-feminist losers who hate white women and think asian men are sub-humans who should have their women reaped. Living in this household is like being a cuck. You're very existence is proof of racial hatred, yet these people want you to be "proud". They never wanted a Eurasian son. A eurasian man is an afterthought. if white girls don't consider me white (which they definitely don't) then I'm not white, but a colored enemy of the white race, including (especially) my own white dad.

[OutWest]

I am aware of your Hapa musings online, and how they have made you quite infamous. Personally, I think you are deranged. But because I like interesting discussions with people who hold opposing views, I'll bite.

First of all, being an Eurasian guy living in Asia isn't that big a deal. In some places it's even an advantage. Second of all, I've actually given a lot of thought to the idea of what would become of my own future Eurasian sons, since I married an Asian girl myself. It was the subject of my first thread here, which you might find interesting to have a look at, Manofire:

viewtopic.php?t=23240

Now as for me being a "beta right wing extremist", lol. You're one weird motherf***er, OP. Whatever your parents did to you, must have messed you up big time. I really hope you get your issues sorted out before you ever have any sons of your own, or I worry for their well-being.

Marcos- you are wasting your time with this one. Obviously he has huge issues if he is who he says he is. He says his mother is a whore and says he watched his parents having sex. He also knows little about history in the Philippines, as the place of mestizos in Philippines society has been long established for hundreds of years. It sounds as if his dad might be some kind of crude monger who hooked up with a whore, as he states. His life has been understandably horrible, and that is all he can see. Move on as they say....

[Wolfeye]

manofire: Just want to ask: Do you think that you deserved such treatment? Did your actions warrant such things? If not, maybe you should let that soak in. Also, it really seems that you hate both races & are something like a "house divided against himself." Don't know if your father or mother are like how you say in terms of dynamics & how they act, but I have to tell you: there exists disparity between different people. My mother & other women (whoever they are) are different people & don't represent either other. Sure, people tend toward the style of their culture & everything, I'm not trying to deny that (it's not always even a problem). I AM trying to make the point to try looking at the dynamics, not the materials. The only woman I ever loved had a ruthless bitch for a mother & a cocksucker for a father- she, on the other hand, was quite different.

Just to throw it in: My own father took off before I was even born, my step-father was a drunken, pill addicted, coke-head that would thump the Bible in between addictions. My mother started off as someone that actually made these living conditions workable & was very social, supportive, and had a high degree of quality-control (then turned into a pain-in-my-ass more often than not to the level of her being something of a psychological enemy). Speaking of which: I still don't know for sure if this was narcissism that was caused or intensified by early-onset Alzheimer's with some kind of menopausal precipitation connected to it, or if she was just mentally hostile & disregardive to me for its own sake- maybe both. What I do know is that she's spent at least half of my life driving our relationship apart while being told FOR YEARS that this was the effect she was having & DID have. From years of cursing & screaming, to years of passive-agressive bullshit (implied insults, trying to re-write history after the fact, trying to bounce blame back at me, etc...), to more subtle passive-agressive bullshit (lying to my face about shit that I was THERE for & that she always used to tell the story as it happened, some cursing & screaming again)- she's been starting shit & lying about it to my face. You can well imagine how pissed-off that gets someone when they live in the same house & don't have the means to get a different one.

What I'm trying to point out here is that your parents or ancestors CAN be all kinds of ways, but that doesn't necessarily mean YOU will be this way. An action has to be engaged in order to occur, so if you don't act like an asshole it won't happen. Don't undermine yourself by thinking it's just going to happen or something like that.