I could have had COVID-19 and hallucinated after drinking herbal tea combined with oxygen deprivation if I did indeed have COVID-19. Other symptoms could have been caused my excessive alcohol drinking and the extreme stress of being in terrible conditions because I couldn't walk places or afford taxis. That's one theory. I had brain fog and extreme concentration issues which could have been from stress or from COVID-19. I also had breathing problems including at rest and really bad tightness in the chest which lasted for months. I require asthma medication which I take as needed if I have breathing attacks.
Another is that the nanobots were being controlled using 5G and HAARP to make me hallucinate and make me feel really bad pain.
Either way, I was starting to improve a week after I left America and then by October I really was doing much better physically but I really had a meltdown after a series of events and not knowing what to do with my life anymore. But that was because of sleep deprivation, hunger, extreme noise, hundreds of bedbug bites, an uncomfortable bed, faulty internet, eating nothing except refried beans for weeks, extreme cold because the windows are left open including at night, and a total disgrace of a bathroom that is only suitable for a 4 or 8 year old, with three minutes of hot water that can't get to a comfortable warm temperature before becoming cold then freezing, no warm water at the faucet, and my skin becoming dry because there were only five streams of water that came from the shower despite having a lot of tiny holes...and that's after losing $500 because of an Airbnb that had it's own issues.
After I went to a hotel I previously stayed at, that's when my mood began to improve because I had comfort again, comfortable warm showers, a comfortable bed, my skin became soft again with proper showers that wash away soap, no bugs except a few times with only one maximum that was easy to swat, and I could eat instant ramen that was much tastier than refried beans for every meal, and unlimited clean water without needing to buy bottles every day or two, and a room that retains heat. I am not suited to discomfort. That's why I could think again and concentrate. I also hated how there would be an ammonia smell for hours at the other place because they use it to clean the floors every single day. That's why I am sticking with hotels wherever I go until I rent a flat or buy a really tiny flat. I can't tolerate terrible conditions and Airbnb is too expensive with many not being hotel quality. Hotels have more of a reputation to maintain compared to Airbnbs, hostels, and guesthouses.
I left because my visa was going to expire and I can't tolerate being away from Europe. Why would I stay somewhere when I have zero chance of getting a beautiful girl, would be staying illegally, and it's not the place I belong? Europe has much more affordable food, more product selection, more beautiful girls, more girls that speak English, and I can stay legally in most places (or have an easier time staying illegally). The full explanation goes too much off topic and this thread has been going off topic.
