Autism is a Neurological Disorder and is no Joke!

[Outcast9428]

@Lucas88

Its not that you like or respect your neurotypical friends which is why Mercer and I are criticizing you. Its because you literally believe you are biologically inferior because of your autism and you want all other autists to accept their status as inferior because you can't come to terms with who you are. That is self-hatred in a nutshell. Your lack of self-respect goes so deep that you are voluntarily trying to exit yourself out of the gene pool. As much as we are criticizing you, we honestly respect you more then you respect yourself because I would not tell you to never have kids.

I'm not saying all of them are like this, but a lot of normies, mostly from the Greek/Preppy crowd, want us to never reproduce. Maybe you didn't realize it because you weren't aware enough but I was aware enough to realize all throughout elementary school, middle school, and college that I was being mocked. And yeah, it pisses me off that you, as an autistic man yourself, are taking their side. You will probably deny it after I say this, but all of your words have basically said that we deserve to be mocked, we deserve to be bullied, we deserve to not get girls, we deserve to be kicked out of the gene pool. You are almost as bad as they are.

I'm not envious of them at all... I don't desire any other man's life. I don't need to be desirable to most women. I've already got the best girl on Earth. I don't even envy super rich billionaires like Elon Musk or Jeff Bezos because I know I can get what I want with a tiny fraction of their money. What I do feel is a desire for revenge. The best revenge imaginable, which is success... I want them to be jealous. I want them to see that the scrawny little autistic nerd who they called a weak beta cuck/p***y was the guy who won in the end. Not just that though, I want to see their entire house of cards fall. I want them to have to walk around, and see the other autistic nerds who they think should have metaphorically or literally been shoved into a locker, walking hand in hand with beautiful wives.

I don't acknowledge having any deficiencies... I'm fine as I am. Not saying that I am perfect, but I'm doing a lot better then most people are in a lot of areas of life. It seems my intelligence really is all I needed.

There are neurotypicals who I am not hostile towards... I am not hostile at all towards religious/church going neurotypicals. I actually kind of like rednecks too as weird as that sounds. Not all of them, but a lot of them are pretty friendly and easy going people. I guess I feel kind of similarly around rednecks that you feel around Latin culture. I don't exactly feel like "yes these are my people!" exactly but I get along with them decently enough. Actually I feel similarly around the Hispanic people who live here (not the Hispanic people in Florida though). They don't exactly feel like "my people," but a lot of them are pretty friendly and easy to get along with. I actually find Arabs to be pretty easy to get along with too. I obviously like the vast majority of Asian people, neurotypical or autistic. But part of that is because I feel like Asian culture is kind of a borderline autistic culture.

Its mostly frat/sorority, mainstream college student, ghetto people, leftist/feminist, and prep culture that I am very hostile towards. Everybody else I either have mixed opinions on or am positive towards.

You act like the left invented tribalism... Is it really that shocking to find that right-wing people are tribalistic too? Tribalism is one of the most natural human feelings there is. Tribalism is what gives groups power... You admitted this yourself that the Jews are powerful because of their tribalism. If the right rejects tribalism out of "principle," then we will lose.

[Outcast9428]

@Pixel--Dude

No I’m saying autistic people can’t hide who they are. I do find that it is noticeable when neurotypicals have a noble soul but it is difficult to distinguish between average morality and low morality neurotypicals because their social skills make it easier for them to hide who they are.

If an autistic person is morally bankrupt it will be very noticeable is what I’m saying. You can easily avoid them.

A girl being dependent on you is what makes her love you. See people in modern times don’t get this. Dependency of some kind is what creates love. You can’t really have a complete relationship without dependence. Liberalism and feminism want to remove all ways that women could be dependent on men and somehow even most people who oppose liberalism and feminism can’t see what they are doing.

[Tsar]

A girl being dependent on you is what makes her love you. See people in modern times don’t get this. Dependency of some kind is what creates love. You can’t really have a complete relationship without dependence. Liberalism and feminism want to remove all ways that women could be dependent on men and somehow even most people who oppose liberalism and feminism can’t see what they are doing.

This is exactly true and this is one reason why freshly blossomed adult females who don't have a job or way to easily earn money would be more likely to date a guy who can give them things. Youth is another very important thing in females. A girl cannot truly love a man if she's too experienced or too independent. That's why a virgin girl who isn't experienced at life or sex are the best girlfriends and wives. They're able to love a guy more deeply than any other girl.

It's very difficult for experienced girls to love and respect a guy enough to give him any loyalty. Girls become incapable of love the more experienced they become because their main reasons to have a guy are sex, resources, or having a provider for children. That's why men who marry women well past their prime or who are independent often see it fail or aren't happy.

It's very rare for a guy to find a girl that wants love and a real relationship with a man after she is experienced and older than a certain age.

Men can deeply love a girl no matter how experienced they are but I think most guys often love a girl on a deeper level when they're older. Love is more intense for guys when young but for most guys it's often not real love or deep love. Girls love most deeply and intensely when they're young. That's why an adult man and a freshly blossomed adult female are the best pairing that have the most successful relationships. The guy deeply cares for, loves, and supports the girl, and the girl has genuine love, need, and respect for the man.

Most modern relationships fail because men are marrying sluts, whores, and feminists, and because women are independent, feministic, and slutty or whorish.

Men cannot marry a girl that wants to be independent because that means she doesn't want to be close or develop a strong bond. Men also cannot marry a slut or a whore and expect she would love and respect him.

[Lucas88]

Its not that you like or respect your neurotypical friends which is why Mercer and I are criticizing you. Its because you literally believe you are biologically inferior because of your autism and you want all other autists to accept their status as inferior because you can't come to terms with who you are. That is self-hatred in a nutshell. Your lack of self-respect goes so deep that you are voluntarily trying to exit yourself out of the gene pool. As much as we are criticizing you, we honestly respect you more then you respect yourself because I would not tell you to never have kids.

I'm not saying all of them are like this, but a lot of normies, mostly from the Greek/Preppy crowd, want us to never reproduce. Maybe you didn't realize it because you weren't aware enough but I was aware enough to realize all throughout elementary school, middle school, and college that I was being mocked. And yeah, it pisses me off that you, as an autistic man yourself, are taking their side. You will probably deny it after I say this, but all of your words have basically said that we deserve to be mocked, we deserve to be bullied, we deserve to not get girls, we deserve to be kicked out of the gene pool. You are almost as bad as they are.

For me it's not about me hating myself or disliking other autists. I'm just being honest about my own neurological disorder and my own deficiencies which result from that. It's simply the harsh and miserable truth. Some people are born into the world with defective biology and all kinds of horrific genetic/developmental disorders which limit them in certain ways. In my case it was autism. I have no interest in glorifying autism or pretending that it is something that it's not. Nor do I care about the neurodiversity ideology or any "political" aspects pertaining to autism like the notion of a supposed autistic ingroup or "tribe" either. I only care about reality. This is not about abstract social concepts such as "respect", "acceptance", etc. Unfortunately reality is terrible for some people. You could say that I even have somewhat of a blackpilled view on autism. For me and many others - especially those who are severely affected - autism is nothing more than an unpleasant burden that we have to live with and endure just like mental retardation and Down's syndrome are for others. I simply recognize that the world is full of dark things and misery and that these constitute an objective reality within this material plane of existence. I accept in light of this that some of us are more deficient or disabled than others in some ways and tragically have to suffer the consequences.

You love Asian culture so you'll probably be able to understand this sentiment. Asian cultures like Japan are characterized by a certain spirit of fatalism. People simply admit that some things are shit and beyond the scope of their own control. They resign themselves to their fate and adopt a stoic attitude. It is thought that this attitude entered Japan and other Asian cultures through Buddhism. I myself have adopted a similar attitude towards my own autistic condition even though I'm not much of an Asian soul. I simply accept that I have certain biological limitations and that some things suck for me as a result of this and that I must simply adapt and do the best that I can - even if this means accepting that I have to live a lower-quality life than I would if I didn't suffer from autism. I just accept it as it is. I don't feel the need to image reasons as to why I'm not really deficient or why I am supposedly biologically superior to "normies" or whatever. I now have more of a stoic attitude towards my situation and am not interested in any of that ego stuff.

As for the topic of kids, again it's not about hating other autists or trying to make them feel like lesser people (whether or not they take it that way is on them) but rather simply a pragmatic matter. If I as an autistic man impregnate a woman - especially if she also has a history of autism in her own family -, then she could give birth to a severely autistic kid with autism much worse than my own and that would just be terrible on so many levels. That is something that I genuinely fear. Would I really want to be responsible for that? Here I'm concerned with genetic risks and the real suffering that could result from them. I'm not thinking about subjective notions of what people deserve, taking sides, etc.

I don't support the bullying of any group of people. Indeed, in other (non-Anglo) cultures the social ostracism of autistic people isn't even half as bad. I don't even think that autistic men shouldn't have girlfriends (even though I myself am reluctant to reproduce out of fear of siring a severely autistic kid who might suffer even more than I have). I simply understand that I as an autistic man might not be as attractive to most women due to my social impairment and that some women might not want to reproduce with me due to me suffering from a neurological disorder which has been shown to have some level of hereditability.

[Lucas88]

What saddens me most is how you are so afraid of passing on your "condition" to future children that you seem unwilling to even entertain the notion of marriage and fatherhood. Think of it this way: who better to guide a potential autistic son than a man like yourself who's been through that himself and knows how to deal with it? Who better to help him navigate the world and ensure he develops the necessary social skills early in life as opposed to being left to his own devices and forced to "figure it out" on his own later in life? A man like you would be a God-sent as a parent to have for any child with such issues. And even to a 'neurotypical' child you'd be great since you have developed great discipline through your years of devoted martial arts training.

Thanks for your positive and encouraging message, Marcos. You certainly have a knack for giving people practical advice!

It's not that I'm super unwilling to entertain the notion of fatherhood but recently I've been reading a bit about the hereditability of autism and heard of some cases of mildly autistic parents begetting severely disabled autistic kids and the truth is that that thought scares me a lot. In fact, my Peruvian ex-girlfriend actually has an autistic son (she moved to Portugal and married a Portuguese guy after we broke up but is now divorced from him) but his autism could be due to vaccine injury as he began to display autistic symptoms after receiving a vaccine to which she was opposed but which the father insisted that the son receive. It has been extremely difficult for her raising an autistic son and she has frequently phoned me for emotional support since all of the stress takes its toll on her. I don't know whether my Peruvian ex-girlfriend has a genetic propensity for autism. As far as I'm aware, nobody in her family has autistic traits. But her having an autistic son got me thinking about how much worse it could have been if she had had a son with me. Things like this just make me feel negative about my situation.

I've even thought about adopting a measured R-selected strategy given the present world situation. Even though it might sound crazy to some people, I've thought about heading off to some remote village or even a tribal community in the rainforest of Colombia and knocking up a few indiecitas with big butts and decent curves. The rationale behind this is simple. First, unlike city folks, those people live much closer to nature and are therefore much less exposed to the environmental toxins which pervade our industrialized modern societies. This should significantly reduce the chance of a kid of mine developing autism, especially in its severe forms. Second, since the world is now thoroughly going to shit and most people are going to be genetically corrupted by the destructive "clot shots" which the NWO has convinced them to take, it would make sense for me to reproduce with females outside of modern civilization and untainted by the vaccine. Besides, if anybody is going to survive a wholesale apocalyptic breakdown of civilization, it will be those who live in "primitive" communities and therefore know how to survive better than anyone. Maybe this would be the best procreation strategy in this day and age. And, to be honest, I've also had an urge to impregnate a cute Amerindian tribal female. I've never understood why until now.

I think that @Cornfed wrote about a similar idea a while ago. If I remember correctly, he talked about going to Africa and knocking up some tribal women for his genetic legacy. Then I imagine that after that he'd probably return to Mexico and find a Mexican woman of European origin to be the mother of more of his children this time sired through a K-selection strategy.

[willymonfrete]

@Lucas88 Yes,hot latinas usually date mediocre guys.

[CaptainSkelebob]

I mean you say all this yet you also say that once you were in the Latin/Mediterranean world, you feel perfectly fine? That you are able to make friends and get girlfriends as well. So that completely contradicts the idea that its all because of your biological inferiority. The Latinos accepted you, and then you found a life over there. So its not your autism's fault, its British society's fault. And I'm not surprised you were an incel until you were 24 years old because British society is one of the most autist unfriendly societies imaginable. Even the normies can't find girlfriends or get married in Britain. The percentage of "never married" in Britain is 50% of the population now. I've read studies on British universities saying that 66% of the male students had no sex in the past year. Maybe it wasn't quite as bad when you went to university but that's what the studies are saying now of British universities. If even the normal British people can't do it then autistic people don't stand a chance in hell. If you had grown up in Latin America, your life would have been a lot better and you probably wouldn't have even noticed your autism much.

My mom homeschooled me starting in second grade, and when I hung out with other homeschooled kids, I did perfectly fine. When I was around public schooled kids, completely different story. College was basically my most "long term" public school experience, and it was absolute hell. High school would have undoubtedly been hell too if I had not been homeschooled and basically protected me from everything going on there by my parents.

My girlfriend is very likely autistic and her social difficulties are probably just as severe as yours are, maybe more. When I first met her, she literally could not speak at all. I had her over for a movie night, we watched two movies over about three hours I'd say. My friend and I talked a lot, she probably only gave two sentences the whole time. I have never met a person who was this shy in my entire life. It took a solid two months of hanging out, texting her, and getting to know her before we started dating. Even now she still kind of struggles with having conversations. This is because she has never had friends in her life. She has never gone to parties, she has never had sleepovers or hung out with other people her age.

Until now that is. I'm her boyfriend now and my best friends have become her friends. My whole family loves her because they think she's so sweet. And my friends have a lot of respect for her for the same reason. They keep telling me how lucky I am to have found her. She's the best girlfriend I could have possibly asked for. And I'm able to have a wonderful girlfriend because, unlike other guys, I had patience for her, I didn't judge her for being awkward, I tried to be understanding towards her shyness. Other guys saw how desperate she was to be loved and basically looked at her as pathetic and weak but I see her as cute and sweet.

And now, she is changing, slowly, but surely. She has become more comfortable with conversations, she talks to strangers a bit more. In group settings in particular, she has an easy time where she can take a backseat sometimes and let others talk but interject sometimes if she wants to. To some extent I think her difficulties with conversation come from pure lack of experience. She simply doesn't have much information to add to a lot of conversations due to a significant lack of life experience compared with most people her age.

@CaptainSkelebob Said I was the most judgmental person he had ever met. I will confess to be very judgmental about moral issues. However, I think I am unusually non-judgmental when it comes to people's weaknesses, vulnerabilities, and generalized weirdness. One of my friends' says he lives a double life, that he has a second life going on in the spiritual realm when he sleeps. He even has names for different planets and characters that inhabit this world as well as species of creatures. I don't know if its real or not, its not for me to say, but it definitely reminds me of the kind of brain that could come up with a universe like the Star Wars universe or the Tolkien Middle Earth universe, the Harry Potter universe or Game of Thrones universe. He also claims he can read people's energies if he touches a certain point on their back, claims to be able to read people's chemical processes, and read people's exact personalities and life goals on their face. Most people would think he is extremely weird or mentally ill for all this, but it doesn't bother me one bit.

Your problems stem from two things... One is British society. The other is your own self-loathing. Going to Latin America solves the British society problem but it doesn't solve your self-loathing problem. You subconsciously believe you are inferior because you're autistic. Stop thinking that way. Just accept yourself for who you are and feel proud of it.

When I was in college, I went to a dating advice event of some kind. I went up to the lady running it and told her "I'm 20 years old and never had a real girlfriend." And she told me "sometimes people can sense when you are trying to be something that you are not. It could simply be the way you look, but the image you are trying to sell to people doesn't line up with how they see you. So the people who might potentially be into you, aren't interested in the image you're selling, and the people who are interested in the image you're selling, are not buying your act. I remember when I was in high school. I kept trying to show people this image of me as some hip hop girl. Meanwhile, I'm this tiny White girl from the suburbs. People were like this isn't you at all!"

And that was what I needed to hear. Because I also, at the time, was like you, in a lot of ways. I tried to sell a very similar image to people that you are currently trying to sell. To be honest, I am very ashamed of that era of my life so I don't like talking about it. But when I look at how you act on this forum, I see the way I used to act when I was between the ages of 16 to 19 or 20. You are trying to show yourself as a promiscuous "alpha male" type guy. You glorify "primal masculinity," being a warrior, see yourself as dominant, and talk shit about nerds, other autists, or generally "uncool people." But the truth is, nobody who has those characteristics is autistic, nobody who has those characteristics would have been an incel until they were 24 years old. Anyone who is like that would love British society. They would never need to run halfway across the world or pay prostitutes to find sex and acceptance. Those type of guys are all socially savvy, none of them are simply all muscle and fitness. Its pretty much always muscle/fitness + socially savvy. I know its not what you want to hear but its the truth. You have intellect + physical fitness. Why can't you just be proud of that and roll with what you have?

The good thing is, you don't need to be an alpha male to get sex. Honestly, I have a lot more sex these days then my former frat boy roommates did, with a girl who's even prettier then the girls they were with. I would argue that my method is a lot more effective then theirs is, even if theirs is more effective at seducing a wider range of girls. I have very high intellect, low social skills, and medium physical fitness. I made the best of what I have and it worked fine.

I am happy that I am autistic, because it gave me my high intellect and that intellect has helped me more then natural social skills could have ever helped me. High intellect gives me the ability to solve any problem and make up for every deficiency imaginable. Intellect is what allows man to conquer any obstacle. A strong man may be able to lift a large rock by himself but a smart man creates a machine to lift a rock that's 10x bigger, a socially savvy man may instinctually have social skills, but the smart man finds better quality people to socialize with.

Intellect is the most valuable talent on Earth. I would not trade my intellect for anything. Intellect gives you the ability to break the rules that everybody thinks they needs to follow, but intellect shows you how to break those rules and astonish everyone by turning out more successful for having done it. Autism is not a neurological disorder. It is simply a new, evolutionary adaptation.

You are one of the most judgemental ppl I have met fella
Ur a fuvking prick
Why am i not suprised to see you as one of the main members posting on a thread about being a mental spastic
BWAHAHAHA
Teehee

If ur autistic its coz ur a f***ing spaz....
But thats hardly a shocker coming from one of the biggest windowlickers on HA PMSL
Bet ur windows are immaculate fella
Eh
LOL