Pixel--Dude wrote: ↑June 8th, 2023, 11:58 am
So let us embrace desire! I have some questions for you guys regarding desire.
What is it you guys desire in terms of the way your life unfolds? Your ideal woman? Your future? That sort of thing
I wholly agree that desire is natural as well as a fundamental driving force behind all worthwhile actions and am likewise opposed to the undesiring asceticism of certain religions and philosophies. I view these as wholly unnatural.
I personally have a strong desire to grow and forge myself into a greater and more complete form of man. Something like the Renaissance humanist conception of man as a perfectible being. Or the Nietzschean
Will to Power according to which life and especially the aristocratic
Übermensch constantly strives for its own expansion and self-overcoming. I've always felt this instinct within myself from a young age. I feel joy whenever I'm working towards my own excellence and experiencing results and conversely fall into depression whenever I find myself in a stagnant rut and without personal growth.
I want to cultivate talent and excel in the creative fields which interest me. I feel that in this life I need to take advantage of my writing ability and privileged imagination and produce some sublime literary work, preferably one which explores deep philosophical themes and expresses deeper esoteric truths.
I want to continue to advance at my martial arts training and become a more complete martial artist. Martial arts constitute an authentic path of higher discipline and embody the
kshatriya warrior spirit. This same warrior spirit has always dwelt within my soul. I used to teach Jiujitsu at our local MMA gym. I might one day open my own gym in some exotic HA location like Colombia and instruct a new generation of noble disciples.
I might resume my polyglottic goals at some point in the future. I already speak Spanish as my main foreign language and also reached a decent level of Japanese. Maybe I'll add some more foreign languages depending on which cultures I fall in love with, but for now I feel that I should focus more on my creative and martial endeavors.
I would like to start a new life in an exotic Latin American country such as Colombia, a place where I can be happy with a wild and passionate culture and a lower cost of living. I want an abundance of raunchy fun with hot passionate Brown mamasotas with big butts and might even have a baby mama or two (some cute gordibuenas with wide hips and a stacked rear) since my family has superior genetics (especially on my mother's side) and so I should spread my masculine seed on a fertile new continent full of super hot Latinas with nice wet pvssies (our forum's resident warlord and master baby-seeder
@MarcosZeitola will be proud!

), but I doubt that I'll ever get married because marriage is full of inane infantile drama, takes too much time away from more worthwhile creative, intellectual and spiritual pursuits and, in most cases, is simply a dud anyway.
As for spiritual and more transcendental goals, I want to open the chakras through spiritual work (meditation, mantras, etc.), raise the Kundalini, cultivate the siddhis and then divinize my soul and ascend to godhood through the completion of the alchemical Great Work. I have no interest in "Moksha" and reabsorption into source as taught in the Vedanta and other life-renouncing religions. Nor do I have any interest in false Abrahamic servilism or its blind and fanatical worship of the "god of Israhell". I want to raise my own soul to the level of godhood so that I can regain my personal power and play life on god mode and then either reincarnate into a higher form of life on this planet without being affected by any negative shackles of fate or transcend this messed-up planet and its soul trap matrix completely and reincarnate on a much more elevated planet/world.
Ideally I'd like to live in a better society conducive to human flourishing and spiritual development, but at this point in time we are at a major juncture and our survival is on the line: either the New World Order will destroy many of us and enslave the few survivors in order to manifest its perverse Messianic Age or what the Kabbalists refer to as the
Tikkun Olam (the "Great Reset" will be a pretext for this), or we will awaken and resist their nefarious plans and tear down the whole evil edifice of the NWO. Hard times are ahead. We gotta stay strong and prepare for the chaos which lies just over the horizon.