I've changed on some points,for one I'm dedicating myself to a sober christian life

[88jose88]

Satan(By guiding me in the past to the blackpill,redpill and manosphere) tells me I'm not good enough(in looks and money,social skills)to get a good christian wife,but at the same time I also don't want to use prostitutes just to release my sexual desire,I also do not want to fornicate with a woman ever again,I want us to be chaperoned by her father and to 'date'until we decide to get married,if this doesn't happen I have decided to stay celibate for the rest of my life.

I know I will likely slip up with masturbation,or even fornicating with a hooker since it is my number one weakness,and Lucifer knows this so he makes it hard in my life circumstances and other things to get a christian wife I'm attracted to that follows God,but I definately will not make it a habit and I will be sorry for it.

Another evil I have given up is anti-semitism and anti-zionism,it's really the Jesuits who created the whole antisemitic conspiracy theories as a deflection from their own actions,and God's chosen people do remain the jews,Jesus was a Jew,and in the end times all israel will be saved.

I know I might turn alot of people against me for this,but I will stick my the principles of my faith,and I'm sure in due time God would bring me to like-minded people that support me.

I pray for peace around the world,peace in israel,guidance to the philistines/filastiniyun/'palestinians',and an end to the conflict.

just a few weeks ago,I was going to bars and drinking alcohol,'befriending'people that mocked God,and smpked marijuana.I have given all of that up and so far I've been doing well.


You have to be hypervigilant and alert in a sinful society.

the Pleasures and bliss of heaven are one million times better than any pleasure or joy on earth,and if I have to forsake it,I hope sand pray Jesus gives me the power thru the holy spirit to do so.

[rudder]

Good for you. Blessings in your new path.

[MrMan]

Satan(By guiding me in the past to the blackpill,redpill and manosphere) tells me I'm not good enough(in looks and money,social skills)to get a good christian wife,but at the same time I also don't want to use prostitutes just to release my sexual desire,I also do not want to fornicate with a woman ever again,I want us to be chaperoned by her father and to 'date'until we decide to get married,if this doesn't happen I have decided to stay celibate for the rest of my life.

I know I will likely slip up with masturbation,or even fornicating with a hooker since it is my number one weakness,and Lucifer knows this so he makes it hard in my life circumstances and other things to get a christian wife I'm attracted to that follows God,but I definately will not make it a habit and I will be sorry for it.

Another evil I have given up is anti-semitism and anti-zionism,it's really the Jesuits who created the whole antisemitic conspiracy theories as a deflection from their own actions,and God's chosen people do remain the jews,Jesus was a Jew,and in the end times all israel will be saved.

I know I might turn alot of people against me for this,but I will stick my the principles of my faith,and I'm sure in due time God would bring me to like-minded people that support me.

I pray for peace around the world,peace in israel,guidance to the philistines/filastiniyun/'palestinians',and an end to the conflict.

just a few weeks ago,I was going to bars and drinking alcohol,'befriending'people that mocked God,and smpked marijuana.I have given all of that up and so far I've been doing well.


You have to be hypervigilant and alert in a sinful society.

the Pleasures and bliss of heaven are one million times better than any pleasure or joy on earth,and if I have to forsake it,I hope sand pray Jesus gives me the power thru the holy spirit to do so.

I'm glad to hear of your new direction. Work hard, live a quiet and peaceable life. Pray, read the Bible, fellowship with other Christians. If you want a wife, pray and trust God. Look up that story about Abraham's servant finding a wife for Isaac. He asked for some pretty high criteria and God answered his prayer.

[WanderingProtagonist]

Christianity is a religion of wishy washy delusion. I honestly only see one way people should go with Christianity, and that's away from it when they realise how silly it is.

It's also boring, and hopeless too...My birthday was October 10th, and that only made me realize how much I hate living at all as I get older and older, not to mention even more bitter than usual. Religion is the last thing I want to invest into only to realize how painfully disappointing it really is...People buy into religion because they are scared of living and even more afraid of dying. It's also a lazy way to simply avoid doing anything and sitting by idly hoping that your enemies will be punished by some made up ghost in the sky that don't even exist. While you sit around praying, your enemies continue to get wealthier and wealthier, that enemy is the federal government waging wars, starving their own population, and stealing shit as they laugh at how helpless your sorry ass is depending on some "GOD" to put them in their place. After I found out they have control over the weather and purposely wrecked all those towns and are now purposely trying to starve their own citizens, all of this while stealing resources.

That alone told me no such thing as a GOD exist. Garbage Men like Bill Gates, the free Mason cock suckers, and even that terrorist country using the U.S. military to ruin other countries who own everything on this planet all to themselves who can afford to play GOD are the ones proclaiming that title. They are so arrogant they believe a nuclear war wont even touch them, they'll just walk away unscathed still wealthy while the rest of us are dead or starving if the blast itself doesn't kill everyone. That's how stupid religion is....Even more so when people buy into the notion that Supernatural forces like GOD exist, when said GOD does nothing but sit on his collective ass allowing men with wealth and power to play GOD themselves.

[kangarunner]

Religious or not, everyone still needs something to guide them to stay on the right path.

Christianity is a religion of wishy washy delusion. I honestly only see one way people should go with Christianity, and that's away from it when they realise how silly it is.

It's also boring, and hopeless too...My birthday was October 10th, and that only made me realize how much I hate living at all as I get older and older, not to mention even more bitter than usual. Religion is the last thing I want to invest into only to realize how painfully disappointing it really is...People buy into religion because they are scared of living and even more afraid of dying. It's also a lazy way to simply avoid doing anything and sitting by idly hoping that your enemies will be punished by some made up ghost in the sky that don't even exist. While you sit around praying, your enemies continue to get wealthier and wealthier, that enemy is the federal government waging wars, starving their own population, and stealing shit as they laugh at how helpless your sorry ass is depending on some "GOD" to put them in their place. After I found out they have control over the weather and purposely wrecked all those towns and are now purposely trying to starve their own citizens, all of this while stealing resources.

That alone told me no such thing as a GOD exist. Garbage Men like Bill Gates, the free Mason cock suckers, and even that terrorist country using the U.S. military to ruin other countries who own everything on this planet all to themselves who can afford to play GOD are the ones proclaiming that title. They are so arrogant they believe a nuclear war wont even touch them, they'll just walk away unscathed still wealthy while the rest of us are dead or starving if the blast itself doesn't kill everyone. That's how stupid religion is....Even more so when people buy into the notion that Supernatural forces like GOD exist, when said GOD does nothing but sit on his collective ass allowing men with wealth and power to play GOD themselves.

[88jose88]

Christianity is a religion of wishy washy delusion. I honestly only see one way people should go with Christianity, and that's away from it when they realise how silly it is.

It's also boring, and hopeless too...My birthday was October 10th, and that only made me realize how much I hate living at all as I get older and older, not to mention even more bitter than usual. Religion is the last thing I want to invest into only to realize how painfully disappointing it really is...People buy into religion because they are scared of living and even more afraid of dying. It's also a lazy way to simply avoid doing anything and sitting by idly hoping that your enemies will be punished by some made up ghost in the sky that don't even exist. While you sit around praying, your enemies continue to get wealthier and wealthier, that enemy is the federal government waging wars, starving their own population, and stealing shit as they laugh at how helpless your sorry ass is depending on some "GOD" to put them in their place. After I found out they have control over the weather and purposely wrecked all those towns and are now purposely trying to starve their own citizens, all of this while stealing resources.

That alone told me no such thing as a GOD exist. Garbage Men like Bill Gates, the free Mason cock suckers, and even that terrorist country using the U.S. military to ruin other countries who own everything on this planet all to themselves who can afford to play GOD are the ones proclaiming that title. They are so arrogant they believe a nuclear war wont even touch them, they'll just walk away unscathed still wealthy while the rest of us are dead or starving if the blast itself doesn't kill everyone. That's how stupid religion is....Even more so when people buy into the notion that Supernatural forces like GOD exist, when said GOD does nothing but sit on his collective ass allowing men with wealth and power to play GOD themselves.

We are not supposed to be concerned with such things,we long for heaven not some false utopia on earth.

I like Christianity because it proclaimed that if you live a upright life,no matter your life circumstances you will have a eternal life of utmost pleasurable joy and peace.

Also,I don't envy the elite or their wealth I'm content with a middle class income.

[WanderingProtagonist]

Christianity is a religion of wishy washy delusion. I honestly only see one way people should go with Christianity, and that's away from it when they realise how silly it is.

It's also boring, and hopeless too...My birthday was October 10th, and that only made me realize how much I hate living at all as I get older and older, not to mention even more bitter than usual. Religion is the last thing I want to invest into only to realize how painfully disappointing it really is...People buy into religion because they are scared of living and even more afraid of dying. It's also a lazy way to simply avoid doing anything and sitting by idly hoping that your enemies will be punished by some made up ghost in the sky that don't even exist. While you sit around praying, your enemies continue to get wealthier and wealthier, that enemy is the federal government waging wars, starving their own population, and stealing shit as they laugh at how helpless your sorry ass is depending on some "GOD" to put them in their place. After I found out they have control over the weather and purposely wrecked all those towns and are now purposely trying to starve their own citizens, all of this while stealing resources.

That alone told me no such thing as a GOD exist. Garbage Men like Bill Gates, the free Mason cock suckers, and even that terrorist country using the U.S. military to ruin other countries who own everything on this planet all to themselves who can afford to play GOD are the ones proclaiming that title. They are so arrogant they believe a nuclear war wont even touch them, they'll just walk away unscathed still wealthy while the rest of us are dead or starving if the blast itself doesn't kill everyone. That's how stupid religion is....Even more so when people buy into the notion that Supernatural forces like GOD exist, when said GOD does nothing but sit on his collective ass allowing men with wealth and power to play GOD themselves.

We are not supposed to be concerned with such things,we long for heaven not some false utopia on earth.

I like Christianity because it proclaimed that if you live a upright life,no matter your life circumstances you will have a eternal life of utmost pleasurable joy and peace.

Also,I don't envy the elite or their wealth I'm content with a middle class income.

That's a false sense of living and thinking.

[vlkmo]

I don't really long for heaven, I don't long to be in a place where things don't matter, sounds kind of nihilistic.

[Jonny Law]

PAIN AND SUFFERING MAKE US STRONGER!
Heaven is not nice afterall!

[Jonny Law]

I don't really long for heaven, I don't long to be in a place where things don't matter, sounds kind of nihilistic.

PAIN AND SUFFERING MAKE US STRONGER!
Heaven is not nice afterall!

SOUNDS KIND OF BORING AND SAD MAYBE: death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning nor crying nor pain any more, for the former things have passed away.

[vlkmo]

I don't really long for heaven, I don't long to be in a place where things don't matter, sounds kind of nihilistic.

PAIN AND SUFFERING MAKE US STRONGER!
Heaven is not nice afterall!

SOUNDS KIND OF BORING AND SAD MAYBE: death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning nor crying nor pain any more, for the former things have passed away.

It's still better than the alternative of Hell, at least. Heaven isn't painful, it just sounds...boring for lack of a better term. It just sounds like a place for hyper-ascetic monks and nuns.

[MrMan]

@Tsar why don't you read this thread?

[MrMan]

I don't really long for heaven, I don't long to be in a place where things don't matter, sounds kind of nihilistic.

PAIN AND SUFFERING MAKE US STRONGER!
Heaven is not nice afterall!

SOUNDS KIND OF BORING AND SAD MAYBE: death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning nor crying nor pain any more, for the former things have passed away.

It's still better than the alternative of Hell, at least. Heaven isn't painful, it just sounds...boring for lack of a better term. It just sounds like a place for hyper-ascetic monks and nuns.

Being immoral and being able to fly, maybe, and appear at places sounds pretty cool to me. I don't know that the afterlife will be in 'heaven' rather than on the new earth.

[vlkmo]

@MrMan You probably meant "immortal", not "immoral".

I know you said in one of my threads that in Heaven (or whatever the afterlife is), there will be no more human desires or attractions for things like sex (that God created, and is the biggest part of humanity down here) at all like we have down here. If the afterlife is on the new earth which I presume will be made of matter and material like the 'old' one, why would God still abolish that design for humanity or for those who wanted to enjoy it down here but for whatever reason didn't get to?

[88jose88]

I didn't mean for this to become a debate on wether Christianity is true or not.

It's what I've seen as true due to my own spiritual experiences.

I've done things like tummo,Kundalini yoga and qi kung and I've seen that they are demonic practices because demonic attacks only increased when I was doing them.

And here's the thing,calling on Jesus has stopped the demonical attacks,not calling on other entities which I did so.

I also remember the demons in sleep paralysis and dreams saying I could worship any angel,prophet or god but not Jesus.

I am a christian due to the experiences I've had.